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Payton POV

Michael came into the room earlier than I expected clearly not happy with how things had gone. "Hey Michael what happened?" I asked.

"I'm sorry Payton I tried I really did I just don't know what went wrong,"

"Just tell me everything that happened," I suggested he was really getting me worried.

"We were dancing and she was really tense and when I tried to do the lift I couldn't because she was too tense so when our heads got close I told her I wouldn't hurt her and she kind of freaked out and ran. I found her in a secret passage way and she well she told me there was no way to get her to trust me that she was damaged beyond repair." Michael told me.

I felt all of the hope of every helping Whitney drain out of me. Every dream of us having our kids over at each others houses and having them play together vanished. Now I realized that I truly did have to find Derrick and I would have to kill him if it's the last thing I do because nobody messes with my sister that bad.

Michael looked at me expectantly waiting for me to say something, "I will kill him," was all I said before heading down to the dinner.

At dinner I was surprised when the girls sat separately I guess Whitney had finally told them and they just wanted to give Whitney some time, which we all would give her as much as she wanted.

After dinner Ali approached me. "Can we talk?" she asked.

"Uh sure," Ali lead me down to a secluded area of the hall.

"How could you let all of that happen to Whitney?" She calmly asked.

So I was right Whitney had told them but how would I respond to her question finally I settled on, "I don't know,"

I guess this wasn't what Ali had been expecting "What do you mean you don't know!" She exclaimed

"I can't believe I didn't notice her sudden change in personality, how she wouldn't wear a swimsuit all summer. That's what I mean by I don't know." I answered trying to keep emotion out of my voice.

"It's all your fault she can't handle dancing with a boy! It's all your fault she puts her chameleon mask on more and more every day! Everything is your fault! You should have protected her!"

I nodded knowing it was all true. Knowing it was all my fault that anything happened to Whitney in the first place.

"You don't deserve to go to Blackthorne or be called one of the best upcoming spies of your year if you can't even notice when your own sister is hurting so badly!" Ali continued to hit on every one of my faults. From letting Whitney tail me through the mall to how depressed my mom got at times.

"And you're too chicken to tell your own father that he's your dad!" And that was it I couldn't take it anymore. My fists began to clench and unclench and I just needed to hit something so I turned around and hit the wall hard.

I ended up denting the wall but I did more damage to myself that the wall. I turned back around to face Ali. "Happy?" I asked, "Because you're right everything that happens in this life is my fault isn't it?"

Ali just stared at me not realizing how far she had gone.

"Let's get a few things straight. The fact that my father cheated on my mom is not my fault. The fact that Whitney met Derrick in the first place is not my fault. The fact that my mom told me not to tell my dad about her or Whitney is not my fault. The fact that I failed to protect Whitney now that is my fault." I turned and walked away.

Ali had no right to say any of that. I know what is my fault and what isn't. I realize Whitney's had a tough life but blaming everything from my mom and dad's break up on me is a bit extreme. I don't loose my temper easily but saying something that happened was my fault wasn't ok.

I hurried up to my room quickly unlocking the door. Michael was about to ask me something but he took one look at me and decided against it.

"Mate you ok?" Adam asked.

"Yeah just fantastic!" I replied sarcastically.

"He's ok enough to be sarcastic it's all good," Michael commented. The guys and I all laughed before fell asleep.

On Thursday during dinner I began to think about how it wasn't fair that Nate didn't know anything. So after dinner I announced to the guys that I had to tell them all something.

"Hey guys I really need to tell all of you something you can't tell anybody else understood?" All of the boys nodded their heads, "Mr. Goode is actually my father but he doesn't know it." It felt great telling the guys. Adam gasped, Michael just nodded already knowing and Nate just looked at me and smiled.

"Nate everything ok?" I asked

"Yeah great! I was just wondering when you were finally going to tell me anything." Nate smirked.

"Wait what?" Michael questioned.

"I hacked deep into your files to see what was going on between you and Whitney it took me a long time but I finally got in, yours are heavily protected!"

I smiled knowing that I should have guess that Nate would do something like that. I decided against telling Nate about Whitney's secret because it wasn't mine to tell.

Hi people! I'm kind of at a writers block because I have two ending ideas one can either be done in about two-three chapters the other like 5 or 6 I want to know what you think so either PM me or comment if you have an opinion on the ending thanks! Review please:)