Chocolate Pudding
Chapter ten: Let's love.
Thank you everyone! I love you guys so much for all your support. So I'm posting the new chapter now! :D The lucky number 60 was: Black Fire Neko.
I hope I'm making up to you for the evil cliffy with this chapter!
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Soubi POV
Dark. It was very dark in this room and I couldn't do anything except trying to reach out to the light, but why did it felt so damn difficult?
"…Hmm…Where am I?"
My eyes snapped up immediately, I recognised that voice. Ritsuka's voice…
"You-You are awake!" I took him in my arms, desperatly holding onto that little body. Afraid that he might disapear again…
"Thank god, I thought you were…that you might leave me…" Mumbling those words, I felt so relieved that he was awake, that he could still look at me with those innocent lilac eyes and touch me with his small fingers…
"Uhm, excuse me… But who are you?"
What?
"Ritsuka? What are you saying? Don't you remember me?" All the happiness I felt a second ago just disapeared. Why was Ritsuka staring at me with those unfamiliar eyes, why did I felt like I had already losed him?
He just shook his head and stared at me with those doe-like eyes.
"I'm really sorry, but I just can't seem to remember who I am, or who you are…" He looked scared, avoiding my piercing gaze and his lithe body were shaking.
I called in the doctor and he took some test and asked him a couple of questions before turning his attention towards me:
"My king. I'm afraid his majesty Ritsuka is suffering from temporary memory loss. We don't know if he will remember anything any time soon, but I think our chances are positive. In the meanwhile, you should take care of him properly and not cause him any more harm."
I waved at him to make him go away and my head fell down.
He… lost his memories, all because of my stupity. If I just…forgave him and showed him that I still loved him, he would've been fine now.
I've caused him so much pain… But now I have to make it up to him!
Yes, that right. I have to make it up to him while he can't remember how cruel I acted towards him.
Smiling a weak smile, I touched Ritsuka's sleeping face.
"No matter what happens, I will always protect you. I love you Ritsuka."
Ritsuka POV
I woke up in a huge bed. There was some fresh flowers beside me on the nightstand, they smelled wonderful and I couldn't help but to touch them. But as you all know, roses had thorns, and they could really hurt.
"Aoch!" Blood was sippering from my small wound, and I felt a sudden movement beside me. I turned around to check out what was moving, and a blond haired beauty were sleeping next to me. He opened his azure blue eyes and looked at me.
"Ritsuka! Are you hurt? Let me see." His pale hand grabbed my bleeding finger and his mouth took it in and sucked on it, gently. I couldn't resist but to blush. This tender moment feels so…awkward…
"I-I'm ok, you don't have to… Do that." I hear myself struggling desperatly. He chuckles deeply with a smooth voice and smiles at me after returning my finger.
"I'm sorry."
I shook my head and mumled a 'thank you'. This man…makes me feel so shy.
"Where am I?" I askes out of the blue, my head feels completely empty and I can't even remember my own name. It hurts to think.
"You're at the palace, in my castle. In our bedroom-… What's wrong? Does your head hurt?" Soubi interupts his own speech and watches me with a worried expression. Why is this face…making my heart ache so much? Why is this person, so concerned about me?
I reaches out my hand to touch his face, and a single tear dripples down on my thigh.
"I can't remember anything… And if I try to remember, my head hurts… All I can think of is pain." I can't say that he was the source of my pain, that would surely make him more sad…
Suddenly, a pair of strong arms hugs me gently. A scent of sweet chocolate surrounds me and I feel so safe in those arms…as if I've been here before.
"If it hurts to think about it. Then don't think. I will take care of you…because I love you."
My eyes widens, did this guy just said he loves me? I was a guy, and so was he, how could we possibly be with each other in that way?
"I-…really?" I look up to that handsome face I feel strangely enough familiar with and he grace me with a smile:
"Yes, you're my queen after all."
Eh? EEEEEHHH? QUEEN?
…I fainted.
I could barely hear this guy calling to me:
"Oi! I'm not finished yet!!" "Ritsuka!"
When I woke up again, this man was still by my side. He wears an elegant suit, and it looks really expensive. It seems like he has told the truth, he is the king in Neko-land and I am…the queen?
Oh my poor head…
"Are you awake? You passed out while we spoke, I am very concerned about your health." There it was, that worried expression…
"I'm fine now. Thank you, your highness." I bows with my head and tries to remain calm even though his face were dangerously close to mine.
"You can call me Soubi, you use to do that." He replies, and a tint of sadness was shown on his face, why did he look so sad?
I decides to rely on Soubi for now, I can't seem to remember anything, and he seems so familiar and kind…
"Okay." I smiles brightly." Soubi."
His face lit up and once again, he helds me tight. As if I could disapear if he let go for a second.
"Suki da yo, Ritsuka." Then he kiss me. A warm, and gentle kiss…
Soubi POV
He passed out after I told him that he was my queen, I sat by his side just after I got back from the meeting. I didn't even had the time to change my clothes. I was so worried, that I might lose him again…
But then he wakes up, his watery eyes were looking at me and his small cute hand was gently rubbing his head.
"Are you awake? You passed out while we spoke, I am very concerned about your health." I don't want to lose you again…
"I'm fine now. Thank you, your highness." He bows his head and he looks so cute that I were on my way to kiss him, but stopped myself in time when he called me 'your highness'.
He blushed.
"You can call me Soubi, you use to do that." I can recall the first time he called my name, how happy I felt when he finally said it…
But now, he has forgotten everything…
Then, he smiles. My world became full of colours again and he anwsered:
"Okay. Soubi."
My name…
Yes, this is a new chance for me to love Ritsuka. A new chance for us to make up for the mistakes we went through before…
And I'm taking it.
"Suki da yo Ritsuka." I kiss him, he tastes like sweet sweet chocolate. I will remember this scent for ever.
This is a new beginning. Another chance for me to make up to him for my mistake.
Let's love, Ritsuka…
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