I was really scared about Joshua all day. I was even upset when I went to rehearse with my gothic metal band, Gothic Rose 666. I am the lead singer and I play guitar. People say that we sound like a cross between Good Charlotte, Slipknot, and MCR. The other people in the band are Maruu, Vampire, Fuse, Ron, although we call him Noonja and he has black hair with blue streaks in it now, and Eli. Only today, Vampire and Fuse were depressed, so they weren't coming to rehearsal, so we wrote songs instead. I knew Fuse was slitting his wrists (he wouldn't die because he was a vampire too, and the only way you could kill a vampire is with a c-r-o-s-s (there's no way I'm writing that), or a stake. and Vampire was probably watching a depressing movie like A Toontown Love Story. I put on a black leather shirt that showed off my abs and matching jeans that said 'Simple Plan' on the butt. You might think I'm a slut, but I'm really not.

We were singing a cover of 'Helena,' and at the end, I suddenly burst into tears.

"Jones! Are you OK?" Maruu asked in a concerned voice.

"What the fuck do you think?" I asked angrily. And then I said, "Well, Joshua came and the fucking bastard told me to kill Keegan! But I don't want to kill him, because he's really nice, even if he did go out with Fuse. But if I don't kill Keegan, then Joshua will fucking kill Fuse!" I burst into tears again.

Suddenly Fuse jumped out from behind a wall. "Why didn't you tell me?" he shouted. "How could you, you-you-you fucking poser muggle bitch! (See is that out of character?)

I started to cry and cry. Fuse started to cry too, all sensitive. Then he ran out.

We practiced for another hour. Then suddenly Mevon walked in angrily! His eyes were all fiery, and I knew this time it wasn't because he had a headache.

"What have you done?" He started to cry wisely. (See, that's basically not swearing, and this time he was really upset so he will cry.) "Jones, Fuse has been found in his room. He committed suicide by slitting his wrists."