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CHAPTER 10- Past part 2

"My face was pale white, similar to those two people and that night I noticed my bright green eyes had turned blood red."

In between my narration, Bella had turned to face me and a nervous expression was on her face. She was staring in my eyes.

"They are golden now," she spoke softly, "And you didn't tell me you had green eyes. I'm sorry to hear what happened."

"Well I'm glad I met Esme and Carlisle, otherwise I would have turned into a monster. Plus I see the same strong love between them that I used to see in my parents."

Bella had a tinge of sadness in her eyes, but she, managed to smile, "I'm glad, my parents had an unsuccessful marriage. Renee was in love with the most eligible bachelor in the state of Arizona. She was married to Phil Dwyer at an early age of 19. There's was a happy family too until the love one sided. Phil was pressurizing mom into having a baby, but she wanted to live for awhile and having one would only make her life laid back. Phil started avoiding her and at the age of 23 she did get pregnant. That's when she learnt Phil was having affairs with random woman and was also a regular in the local brothel. Mom was still pathetically in love with him and I have no idea how she could sleep at night with him knowing he's fucked a slut.

"Phil's father owned a chain of companies and was very well off financially and socially. Later it was found out that Phil had to marry in order to inherit his father's property. Mom told me that one of the guard that stayed in and around the house 24x7 was Charlie. He was always patient enough not to say anything and no one really bothered to ponder over the fact that he never slept, on the contrary, they were glad as they could take breaks themselves.

"Mom had the duty to attend all the major ladies meet and events, she used to hear then talk about her but she would bear it. She tried everything to keep the marriage working.

"Charlie doesn't like talking much about it but he once told me he was also responsible for mom's transportation. He had fallen in love with her the minute he saw her and it crushed to see her sad face every time he drove with her back home. Charlie's protective traits make him best for the job as guard then and a chief now.

The last string snapped when Phil got to know Renee gave birth to a girl. They had never discussed this issue but according to Phil's reaction he most definitely wanted a boy. You know, to keep the family business going. He threatened to kill…well he threatened to kill me."

I gasped at the thought, what a sick bastard, to kill a baby, his own flesh and blood. I motioned to Bella to continue.

"He pulled mom away from the room and beat her pretty bad. I was just a day old and probably he just wanted to kill me of starvation or something. Phil got to know Charlie was too attached to Renee, so he sent another guard to well take care of her.

"Actually starvation for him wasn't enough, guess he wanted quick results?" she laughed bitterly but continued, "He re-entered the room with some milk. Charlie thought it would be better to know what exactly happened that night because apparently Phil had mixed powdered glass in the milk.

"I know what you're thinking, what a sick bastard right? Thankfully Charlie came for rescue that exact moment; obviously Phil was nothing in comparison to him. He took me and went to save Renee, but in a panic, the guard who was sent stabbed her in the stomach. Charlie swore to find him and kill him but for that very moment he had to save Renee. She was losing a lot of blood plus she was already drained after giving birth, the only thing Charlie could think of was to convert her.

"After her transformation, Renee saw what she was missing with Phil in Charlie and they have been perfect for each other since. I was raised like a human until I was ready and that was on my 18th birthday."

Out of everything that she told me, the last part made me smile, that was familiar to me so I murmured, "it's like you continued the Swan legacy."

"Yes, that's why Charlie always says I'm the real Swan, throughout my childhood I was comfortable by the fact that I live with 2 vampires."

"What happened to Phil?"

"The truth came out in public, Renee paid him a visit with Charlie, I'll just say because o the social pressure, he went crazy. Charlie thought death was too easy for him.

"Well he got what he deserved."

"For a long while I thought I was to be blamed. You know, the question always remains, what if I were a boy, would Phil have come back to Renee and would she get what she had longed for?"

My heart sank at her words, but I thought she didn't expect any response from me. It was like she was speaking to herself, trying to convince herself, trying to get past the 'if' situation. Then she continued, "But Charlie always gets upset when I think like that. He tells me nothing would have saved their marriage, I mean Phil had affairs before I was born, not that it was a sudden change in his behavior and then when I look at Charlie and Renee and see the love in their eyes, my fears vanish because if it hadn't been for that moment, we wouldn't have been here like this. Who knows, Renee would have been stuck with a failing marriage. To be honest I'm glad because I met you."

Leave it to this woman to make my heart go all crazy, I could feel the tugging in my heart so I smiled at her and replied, "In some twisted and sick way I'm also glad everything happened. It would have sucked never knowing you."

In that instant, our eyes connected and I knew I was meant to be here with her, it just felt right and soon we realized the sun was going down. It was shocking to know how fast time flew when I was with her.

When I looked at her again, she had a mischievous expression on her face which confused me. "Wanna race to the car?" she suggested and before I could give a complete nod she disappeared from in front of me.

"Cheater," I called out and she laughed in response. I quickly packed the blanket and ran after her. I wasn't joking when I said I was the fastest in my family and so I did catch up to her. She was faster than I thought but I reached to her, encircled my arms around her and practically carried her rest of the way to the car. She shrieked like a kid at my contact but her giggle died as soon as I pressed her to the passenger side of the car. I had no idea what had gotten into me, never doing something like this before, but somehow the attraction was too much for me that I couldn't help not touching her.

"You're fast," she spoke up staring in my eyes and hell I was doing the same.

"Not bad yourself," I replied.

Well that definitely didn't help lightening the intense atmosphere we were in. my gaze drifted down and I saw her pink lips, god for how long I had imagined kissing them.

I pushed some more of my weight onto her, something like testing the waters phenomenon and I heard her whimper. Until that point, it was only in books that I had read of the concept of lust, but when I saw her eyes dilate just a little bit, I knew it was all true. I bet my expression mirrored hers.

I crashed my lips to hers; it was intense, heavy and kind of sloppy too but our lips were moving feverishly. It was my first time, hers too so I had no idea what to do. My hands gripped her hips and I could feel hers snaking up and then they were buried in my hair. I groaned as I felt her tug my hair, it actually took me awhile to realize that the sound did indeed come from my throat.

To test the water further, I slid my tongue out and dragged it across her bottom lip. I groaned again at the taste of her lip and a low moan came from hers. The next thing I know, she opened her mouth and moaned louder as our tongues collided. Oh my fucking gosh that was the hottest sound I had ever heard in my 100 years of existence. Well that was encouragement enough to continue as I dragged my tongue into her mouth to explore it slowly. I started rubbing small circles from my thumb under shirt just above her jeans waist band.

And just like that it all ended, my breath was rugged and so was hers. We don't need to breath, but that was the hottest shit I had ever done and I already missed those lips on mine.

I could feel an idiotic grin creeping up my face as I opened the door for her. The drive back was mostly silent and I know this must be crazy, but I missed her as soon as I dropped her off at her place. She'll definitely be the death of me.

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