Aaand here. we. go! So, I know, that this Severus Snape in my story has not that much to do with the Severus Snape in J. K. Rowling's books. But I created my own Severus, a man beside the great creation of the master herself.
I just got to notice, I have not mentioned this yet. I do not own the characters! Beside Gen and her family in fact and some of the plot. The more absurd plot ;)
But I'm going to follow the primary plot line, written by J. K. Rowling, author-goddess!
"Professor?", I knocked lightly.
"Sir?", I tried again, then suddenly the door flew open.
"What!", he spat at me.
"Can I come in?", I asked.
"Sure, why not, let the whole fucking school in here!", he grabbed my arm and dragged me in. I groaned as he slammed the door shut and latched to him for dear life.
He pressed me up against the door.
"Why don't you just go? Leave! You have Potter chasing you, why can't you leave me alone?", he spat, his face a grimace of rage and desperate.
"Because I don't want him! Maybe I liked it to be looked after, maybe I liked it to be protected, maybe I liked it to rest for a split second! But that's not me! That's not what I am like and you can refuse to admit it, but you know it! You know, who I am! You saw it! You saw me! I am not the girl to be protected, not the girl, who should be locked up for their safety!
I am the girl, who fights! I am unpredictable, emotional!", I cried out, my fists clenching, my voice high pitched and my eyes glimmered red.
"But I needed to rest. I needed to be protected, just a moment. I needed strong arms to carry me for a short time being. And you know why. You were there", my voice grew a little softer, my eyes turning green again. He stared at me, expressionless.
"But it's you, who needs to rest in the first place. How could I have been the one to hold you up, if I had been too weak myself? Please… Try to understand… I didn't want to hurt you", a tiny, hysteric laugh escaped my lips.
"But how should I know, I was even capable of hurting you?", I asked, releasing my muscles and a tear escaped my eye.
Suddenly he rose his hand and wiped it away.
"You are young, you need somebody, who brings you the moon on a string! Somebody to love you until the world falls! I can't promise you to be always there. You need a young knight, not somebody like me, somebody as broken as me. I just can go day by day, promise you one day after the other", he whispered.
"I know", my voice was uneven.
"No, you don't!", suddenly he crashed his fist against the door behind me.
I jumped, closing my eyes.
"You do not know! It means, that maybe one day, you wake up and I'm gone! It means, that maybe one day I will leave you and never look at you again! Or worse, I look at you, but my eyes dispense with any emotion! Maybe I will leave you without a word and present the woman I love to you the next day! Can you live with this thought? Can you fall in love with me, while thinking about that?", he didn't look at me, he leaned against the door, his fist still pressed against, his head next to mine.
"I will have to. And I am capable of it", I whispered, placing a single gentle kiss on his cheek.
He sighed and suddenly grabbed me to pull me in an embrace, so heart breaking desperate, I wanted to carry him away and protect him forever.
He stared down at me and I smiled up at him: "I'm here for you. I will always be. Let me help you, Severus."
He cupped my face with both hands and pulled me into a kiss, gentle but fiery, caressing but demanding. I groaned as pleasure hit my body and once again flames were dancing on my skin.
He picked me up, grabbing hold of my ass. I put my legs around his waist, kissing his neck as he carried me over to his desk. He sat me down and I immediately pulled open his robe.
"Where's this delicious chest of yours?", I whispered and he chuckled just as I had opened his shirt. I stared as his chest and stomach moved as he chuckled.
"What's wrong?", he asked concerned.
"It looks so beautiful. And it sounds beautiful", I muttered.
"What?"
"Your chuckle, darling", I said and stared up at his face, "Please do that more often."
I pulled off his shirt and traced his skin, his abs and muscular arms.
Once again I looked at his face: "Smile for me, Severus Snape."
And smiling he did. Oh man, it looked incredible.
"You are so beautiful", I whispered into his chest. Now that I was concentrating on it, I saw scars. Hundreds of scars, some tiny, some bigger, but his chest was covered in it.
I grabbed his shoulders and turned him around. I gasped.
His back had long, thin scars, cuts that had ripped open his flesh.
I turned him back around grabbing hold of his shoulders.
He didn't look at me.
"Who did that?", my voice was trembling, filled with rage. I was going to kill these bastards. I was going to torture them and kill them slowly and painfully.
"Voldemort, Genevieve. He has done that", he whispered.
I pulled him against me, trying to embrace as much of his body as possible.
"I bet you don't want to touch me anymore", he mumbled into the crook of my neck.
"I want to touch every part of you, Severus. For days. But I want to kill those, who hurt you like this. I want them to suffer for hurting you. I want them to burn", I whispered.
He pulled back a little and stared into my red eyes.
"You remember, what I had said to you in the hospital wing? That I will defend you with my life? That is still the fact. I will defend you, Severus. No matter what comes", I told him, caressing the side of his face.
He kissed me. My lips felt like they were on fire, my whole body started to shake as his hands travelled down.
"Please… Severus… Please, I need-umm", I stuttered and he grinned at my pleading.
"I'm going to make you beg", he breathed and sucked at my neck, what nearly drove me off the edge.
"Oh God!", I groaned as his teeth sank into my skin.
"I will mark you as mine, Genevieve", he growled.
"Yes! Severus! Please, I need you! Only you", I panted.
He pulled a knife out of his trousers and before I knew it, he cut my dress open.
Staring at my body in front of him, he threw the knife aside and ripped off my bra.
"Merlin", he growled and lowered his head to kiss each of my breasts.
I let out a tiny scream of pleasure as he sucked one nipple in and bit lightly.
"Oh Severus! Oh! Ah! Please!", I begged, trying to reach his belt. He pushed me down, so that I laid on his table. He grabbed his belt and opened it, never leaving my eyes. I had never seen anything this sexy in my whole life.
When he stood completely naked in front of me, I quivered. I couldn't wait for this dick to be inside me.
He grabbed my breasts and massaged them roughly. I moaned bucking my back.
Suddenly he took hold of my legs and put them on his shoulders. I stared at him.
He smirked at me what caused me to groan once more.
He lowered his head, kissing my inner thighs. I trembled, bucking my hips.
He grinned at me one last time, then I felt his tongue stroke over the fabric of my soaked panties.
"Severus! Please!", I begged.
"What do you want, Gen?", he asked, stroking over the fabric once more.
"Please, eat me out", I purred.
He growled at me and ripped off my panties.
He stared at my shaven secret for a moment, then took one long lick.
It felt like I was going to get insane by the end of this night.
I threw my head back, moaning all the time, as his tongue took slow, long strokes.
"Please! Oh God, Severus!", I pleaded, bucking my hips, trying to grind into his mouth.
"What is it, fury?", he asked, smirking.
"Faster! Harder! Please, Severus! Please!", I stared at him, panting.
His eyes grew darker as he lowered his head again. This time, he sucked and took fast, hard circles around my pearl.
"Oh FUCK! YES! SEVERUS!", I groaned, throwing my head from side to side.
His tongue drove into me, his fingers playing with my lower lips.
"Please, get into me! Please, Severus, I need you! Take me! Mark me! Claim me!", I demanded, bucking my hips involuntarily.
He growled against my sensitive flesh, what nearly made me climax. Slipping my legs off his shoulders, he grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him. He stared at me and this time I recognized the look. Hunger, pure hunger was staring at me and it made me throw my head back and moan: "Do it! Take me, Severus! Take me!"
He growled and pushed finally into me, grabbing hold of my arms.
At that moment many things happened at the same time.
I felt my hymen break, but the short, sharp pain was overlaid nearly immediately by incredible pleasure. He was leaned over me, panting, as my whole scar exploded in flames.
Shining bright, the dragon seemed as if he was turning over.
We both stared at it, trembling and gasping. Slowly it crawled towards Severus' hand grasped around my arm and the fiery scar. It felt as if it would send wave after wave of pleasure through our bodies to the place where we were connected by flesh.
Finally the dragon's head reached Severus' fingers. I stared at it, couldn't believe it as it left my arm and crawled over onto his hand. As soon as it latched onto his skin, Severus moaned out loud, burying his head in the crook of my neck. The scar built a connection, a bridge between our bodies. I was fascinated and felt somewhat confused at the same time.
How could that be possible?
"Move, Severus. Make me yours", I mumbled into his hair.
As if he had waited for my permission, he started to pound into me.
He rose his head and our looks locked. With each strike I groaned out, but his stare never left me. His left hand grabbed my ass, lifted me a little and pulled me closer.
I felt my walls clenching around him, my whole body tightened and tightened with each deep drive. He went faster, harder and growled as I pushed my hips up to bury him deeper inside of me.
"Gen", he breathed. I knew I wasn't going to last much longer.
"Gen. Look at me", he growled and I stared at him, all the while moaning as I felt him inside of me.
"Oh Merlin! Genevieve!", he moaned out, louder than anything before, and threw his head back, his whole body tensed, his grip around me tightened.
It was this image that pushed me over the edge.
"Oh SEVERUS!", I groaned, bucked my back and immediately felt his body covering mine.
The tension in my body released in one big explosion and I saw my scar sending gigantic flames over my whole arm and Severus', back to his shoulder.
He growled as the flames died down and I placed gentle, light kisses on his neck.
Suddenly he straightened up and for a second I was afraid, he would just leave.
But instead he grabbed my thighs and lifted me up. I wound my arms around his neck, hiding my face in his hair, trying to inhale as much of his scent as possible. He carried me into his bed room and stood still for a second in front of his bed. I rose my head and stared at his face.
He smiled at me.
It was the most fantastic smile I had ever seen in my life. I grinned back and he kissed me, gentle, nearly loving.
He placed me on his bed and slipped in beside me, pulling the covers over us both.
I snuggled up to him and he pulled me closer.
It didn't take long for him to drift off to sleep as his breath became even and deep.
"I'm falling for you, Severus Snape", I whispered as I traced his neck.