I walked around Clyde's office for a bit, looking at all the pictures. I learned he had a daughter and a son, they seemed mine and Alex's age.

My mind kept returning to the picture of the boy, I had seen him. Known him.

At that moment I grabbed his wrist and twisted, there was a snap sound and Sycamore cried out in pain.

I saw a man staring at me. He looked at me with a small smirk on his face, not one saying he was going to kill me first, but one that was curious.

Star had an extreme hate of me and probably wanted me dead.

Probably, it a bad word for it. More like certainly. She certainly wanted me dead. She's a freaky person, The way she walks, talks, even looks at someone freaked me out. She's just a generally creepy person. So you can imagine training with her wouldn't be a walk in the park, it was treacherous. She always wanted to beat me, which I wouldn't mind if she didn't take it to extremes. Her whole being was just so frustrating! But what bugged me most of all was her and Alex. As soon as we got to training, she would attach her self to his arm and not let go until got to her floor. And he liked it. He would smile at her and she would giggle at his every word, which just made him like her even more. It was sickening.

I never thought I would think of Alex with girl weird and frustrating. I've seen him with girls like Star all the time when we were in district 2, and it never made me jealous or anything. But now, now something's changed. Something inside of me has changed, and he caused it. It's all his fault. It's his fault that I'm falling for him and he doesn't even notice! It made me furious, but then when I started getting made at him I'd get made at myself. Which got me even more mad. I can't even be mad at him anymore without feeling bad.

As the days went on, he seemed happier and happier, and she seemed clingy-er, if that's even possibly. One could even go so far as to call them a couple. I was horrible! I couldn't stand it! I wanted to explode! And of course since they were sticking together like glue, it left me with Morgan. And I'm still freaked out about him starring at me. It's just... Creepy. Training was not fun. So just my luck that I have to have it right now.

"Good luck try to beat me at this you cow." Star hissed at me as she walked past me and towards the rope ladder. It was an exercise all of us had to do, and they were timing everyone.

"I always do, remember." I shot back.

"Hey be nice Jez, she just a helpless girl. A beautiful helpless girl." Alex said walking up next to me. Star was on the going on the ropes right now, that's the only reason they were apart.

"Of course she is!" I snapped at Alex, " how could I not notice!"

He looked down at me somewhat hurt, and all my anger for him washed away and I'll I felt was the hatred for myself as I started to fall into his eyes. Stop it! I told myself as I shock my head and walked away from him.

"Jezabell Miller!" The woman at the front called, she was timing everything. I walked up to her.

"Yes." I probably could have made myself sound nicer, but I didn't want to. I was mad, and I didn't want to stop.

"Your turn." She said matching my level of hate.

Oh. I walked over to the ropes and waited for the go. As soon as it was said I started climbing. The ladder wasn't to tall, but it wasn't very short ether. It kept swaying from side to side, everytime I moved, but I kept going. I wanted to continue beating Star, and that meant climbing faster then her. The ladder continued to sway, and pieces of rope started breaking but I kept going, and sooner rather then later I got to the top. I smirked and started going down again, this time counted. When I reached the ground again,my time was announced. 1 minute 30 seconds. Faster then Star and Alex, but slower then Morgon.

Finally after everyone went, it was announced that Morgon won, big surprise. After that everyone trained separately for the rest of the day. This is day 4 of training. Tomorrow's the last day. Then our mentors get to train us for the day. Then the interviews. Everything seemed so real, being so close to the games and all. It was kind of scary, but exciting. The more I trained the more I felt like getting into the arena and killing Star. Right now I would do anything to kill her. I hated her so much, I have a special place in my heart just for hatred and she takes up all of it. I just want her gone. I know its a bad thing to want someone dead, but I'm a career, its how I work. Want people dead, kill them, train, want someone else dead. Its a never end cycle of hate.

When the training ended we went back to our floors. We got to our floor and I walked straight to my room. I would just be sitting around in a boring silence. It's been that way since Sycamore got back. Quiet an d boring. After a couple hours there was a knock on my door. I looked up from the book I was reading and saw Sycamore poke his head through the door, frightened and shaking.

"Um, M-m-mr... Mr. Cly-Clyde would like to, to, to... He would like to talk to you!" Sycamore squeaked pulling his headed back out of my room and running back to the other. I frowned wondering what he wanted. Then stood up and put my book down. Grabbing my shoes I pulled them onto my feet and walked to the elevator.

I got in and it went down to the floor I assumed he was on. No one actually did tell me where he was. I wondered why he'd want to talk to me now, at this time. The elevator came to a stop and the door opened. I walked out and started towards his office. Why in the world would he want to talk to me? I haven't seen him since, well since the opening ceremonies. Maybe he just wants my some advice on the interview dress. Yeah, that's probably it. My mind went back to the picture of the boy in his office, I still didn't know where I'd seen him, probably on the television or something.

I got to the first door and went through, it was empty, as I expected. Finally I got to Clyde's office. I stopped at the door, looked at it for a second and, feeling a bit like a zombie, knock.

Clyde voice came through the door, "come in." I opened the door and walked in, Clyde was sitting at his desk. 'Ah good you got my message. Jezabell there's someone here to see you.'

I looked at him for a minute confused the looked around the room, for the first time since I walked in.

My breath caught in my thought and I starred shocked.

"Hi Jezzy. It's been a while."

Sorry if flashback is confusing the parts are taken from chapter 6 and chapter 8, I just wanted to remind everyone of the boy because he wasn't mentioned for a while. As for the district one people, well they'll be in the fanfic for a while so it just seemed good to remind people. Anyway, who do you think it is? Thanks for reading!