Hi minna! How's everyone doing? I hope you're all doing good. ^0^
So before you read this chapter, I must warn you that half (I think) of this chapter is written in a third POV. Only the first part is Luka's POV, to avoid confusion. I just don't like to write Luka's POV, Kaito's POV, or something like that on my stories. Always remember that this story is mostly on Luka's POV, except for this one though. Alright. Enough of my blabbering.
Here's Chapter 10! Enjoy!
PS: Vocaloid isn't mine.
Chapter 10: Walk Away
"Now tell me. Do siblings do that?"
Is he crazy? Does he know what he just did? Am I also crazy? Why did I just let him kiss me?
I looked at him in disbelief and turned away. I quickly fixed my blouse, making sure to hide the hickey he just made. I stared at myself in the side mirror and groaned. Just why is this happening? I covered my face with my hands since I could feel my tears threatening to pour down. I took a peak at him and saw that he was just looking at his reflection.
I took a deep breath before speaking to him, "What's wrong with you? Are there no more brain cells in your brain? Is that why you were able to do that?"
He just remained quiet, not moving an inch from his seat. I shut my eyes tightly and clenched my fists. Just what is this guy thinking? Does he not even care about the consequences?
"Take me home." I managed to say without my voice cracking. He quickly obliged not turning a glance at my direction.
Somehow I couldn't put all the blame on him; I didn't push him back when I must have. None of these would have happened if I pushed him back. I let myself get kissed by my own step brother. I just fucking responded! What is wrong with my head? As I continue to evaluate what had happened, Meiko's words entered my mind once again.
'Everyone has a reason why they're like that!.'
The ride home was taking ages and the silence is deafening. Without asking for permission I turned on the radio.
"Koni'chiwa minnaaaaa! This is your musical angel every afternoon DJ Hami! So how's everyone doing? Remember whatever happens, never forget to smile!"
My lips quirked up as I heard the DJ's bubbly voice. She's DJ Hami or most commonly known as the musical angel. Not only does she have an angelic voice but she's the one who sings the requested songs. Unlike the usual DJs, she rarely plays a record in the radio; it's all on her voice. That's why I think she has a lot of supporters, I bet that if wasn't a DJ she would become a famous idol.
"Ok guys for today a friend messaged me. She said, 'I loved him truly then how come I'm the one who is hurting? Why is it so unfair DJ Hami? All I did was love him! And the worst part is I still love him.' Uhmm. That sure is sad huh? So here's a song for you my friend, I hope I was able to help you."
I guess I should've known better,
To believe I'm a lucky chain, oh.
I lent my heart out forever,
and finally learned each other's names.
I silently listened to her angelic voice singing 'Walk Away by Vanessa Hudgens'. It was soothing and I could really feel her emotions.
Just Walk Away! Ooh, and don't look back.
Cause if my heart breaks, It's gonna hurt so bad.
You know I'm strong, but I can't take that.
Before It's too late. Oh, just Walk Away!
"If you love someone never give them your 100%. Save some for yourself; so when they leave, there's still some respect and love for yourself. Always remember that people come and go; I know it's gonna hurt at first but as time passes by it will heal. You need to walk away from the things that you know that are going to break you even more." She suddenly stated at the middle of the song. The bubbliness and joy of her voice was now replaced by sadness and… remorse? I wonder if DJ Hami has ever experienced what her sender just did. Did she also give her 100% to the man she loved? Did her lover left her also? Did she chase for her man? To win him back?
While thinking of what DJ Hami said, Kai-nii turned off the radio. I glared at him, "Well that was rude."
"Says the girl who turned someone's radio on without asking for permission." I rolled my eyes at his childish remark and asked for permission with sarcasm dripping on it. "Can I turn on the radio?"
"Iie."
"But why? I was listening!"
"You shouldn't believe nor listen to what DJ's saying. She doesn't know what others feel. She's just saying what she thinks is right. She's insensitive."
I just stared at him not knowing what to do or say next. It seems like his reply made me frozen to the spot. He was just so angry. No, not angry more like hurt. It was like someone scarred him deeply. The atmosphere in the car got heavier and it was choking me. This guy is confusing me. I can't keep up with his emotions.
After a million light years, we finally got home! I was about to go down when he grabbed my hand. "Nani?" I snapped at him.
The sad look on his face made me guilty but I pushed those feelings away and put on a stern face. He deserves it! We stared at each other for a moment before he loosens his grip on me and shook his head. "Nothing. I'll go pick up Kaiko." With that he sped off, leaving me with mixed emotions.
"So that's it for today minna! More blessings to us and I'm hoping that every relationship would last. Sayonara! This song is for the broken hearted, don't worry you'll move on soon. It just takes times."
Then the song 'Stronger by Britney Spears' played. She smiled and cued at the other person on the studio. She took off her headphones and happily made her way out.
"So how did I do?"
"Awesome as always DJ Hami!"
She bowed like a princess and giggled. But the smile on her face faded at the next thing her coworker slash best friend said. "Ne. about the guy who always goes here?"
She quickly walked towards the coffee machine opposite of her friend, completely hiding her face. "What about him?"
"I just noticed, it has been three weeks since he last visited. Plus, flowers don't come for you anymore, what happened?"
She stared at her coffee, watching how the hot liquid pours. Once it was filled to her desire, she turns to her friend, "I think its better that way Rin. I think he already had enough. Besides I really can't give him what he wants. You know about my situation right?"
Rin just look at her and smiled. She knows that her friend is being hesitant but decided not to push in further. She gathered her stuff, "Alright, I'll be going then. I couldn't be late for my night classes. Ja'ne!"
DJ Hami stared admiringly at Rin's capability and patience. With so many responsibilities on her shoulders, she still manages to go through it happily. In the morning, she would work at the diner with her twin. They would help their oba-chan and oji-chan. Then in the afternoon she goes at the radio station to work. To finish her day off, she goes to school. Rin is indeed amazing.
"Ki wo tsukete Miku!"
On the taxi Miku's mind drifted to what Rin had said to her, '3 weeks huh.'
She was brought back to her senses when she heard a familiar voice. She looked out to her window and feels the fast thumping of her chest.
"Oni-chan! They said parents are needed for parent's day!"
She checked the stoplight and grinned when it was set on a red light. She quickly paid the driver and went out.
"Oi! You can't just drop here!" the driver yelled after her but his calls passed away with the wind.
"Kaito-kun!"
The said teen was shocked at what he saw but was more shocked or rather mortified at the car going straight towards her. He rushed to her then snagged her by the waist and hugged her as tightly as he could. Both of their hearts were beating against their chests as they watch the cars pass through them.
"You idiot! What are you doing in the middle of the road?!"
A laugh escape the girl in his arms, "Is that really what you say to people who are almost hit by a car? No are you alright or are you hurt?"
Kaito stared at the woman who has broken his heart a million times. She still had that same sunshine smile; those beautiful long teal pigtails; her skin was still as soft as a baby's; and she has those bright green eyes he fell in love with. He pushed her away from him and curses himself for still caring. But he truly was scared if she really was hit by that car. He might go crazy if that happened.
"Go away." he turned away from her and went to his car where his little sister was currently watching the whole scenario.
"Ogenkidesuka?" but Miku being her usual stubborn self already made it to his side.
"Look. If you want me to forget about you, you'd better stay away from me. Don't come and show up like nothing really happened. Stop giving me fucking false hopes that we'd actually be fucking together!"
Kaito was pissed off. He was like a dog that kept on chasing after her but when stopped? She comes back and starts off another chase. She keeps on baiting herself but never letting him catch her. He got tired of her silly game.
"Gomen. That's not really my intention Kaito-kun."
Kaito tried hard not to look back at her for heaven knows that he'll fall for her all over again. He needs to walk away before it's too late. "But that is what you're fucking doing!" and with that he finally left.
Wohohohoho. So I know you've all been waiting for Miku's appearance and now here she is! She's a well known DJ and also Kaito's first love.
By the way, I made the name DJ Hami from Miku's name. (HAtsune MIku) Sounds lame? Yeah, I know. It's the only thing I could think of!
The song 'Walk Away' is not mine either guys! It's what Vanessa sang in HSM 3.
Anyway, comments and reviews are welcomed and loved! 😘 Ja'ne!
