Author's Note: Sorry it took so long guys I just can't seem to want to write for this one anymore. I planned on this being a little bit longer but I just can't really think up scenarios. I still have some information on Amy I want to put in. Messages or advice on what I could do would be nice. I hope you enjoy it and hopefully the next one will be longer.

Disclaimer: I do not own Criminal Minds or I wouldn't be writing about this XD I do own Amy, Maria, Zena, and all the other people you don't know :D Enjoy!

I had to stay in the hospital a week before I could be released. It was very relieving knowing I could finally leave that place. Amethyst had watched Maria for that week so she didn't miss school. She was back, since we picked her up from Amethyst's house. We didn't go home, though that was probably the thing I was supposed to do. So once we had Maria in the car I told Spencer certain directions which lead to a dog pound. When Maria realized what we were at her eyes glowed. Before we had turned the car off she was already out of the car. I chuckled and slowly went after her, Spencer holding my hand as we entered. We were greeted by a very enthusiastic staff member.

"Hi! Welcome to the ASPCA! So what animal are you looking for!" She asked cheerfully. I think my eye twitched with her bubbly attitude. Spencer chuckled under his breath when he saw my face.

"Dogs," I said. Maria skipped over to me and looked at the lady.

"I want a puppy!" She exclaimed. I sighed in frustration. I knew this was going to happen. I watched as the lady opened the door to the back rooms with the dogs. Maria bounded right in. I chuckled and walked after her. When we walked in Maria was already bent down cooing at a couple of chocolate brown retriever puppies. I walked behind her and noticed immediately which puppy she liked the best. It looked to be the runt of the liter. It's eyes were bright blue and it was sticking its nose out trying to lick Maria's hand. I knelt down next to her and let the puppy lick my hand. I knew right then that this puppy was ours. I immediately walked with Spencer back to the overly cheerful woman.

"We have a dog we want," I said. She nodded and walked happily, I have no idea how she did it, to where Maria was. She opened the cage and grabbed the runt. It immediately started to lick her hand.

"Let me get the paperwork and then you'll be ready to take this little cutie," she said. We went up to the front and she handed me paperwork. I filled it out and handed her the amount for the puppy. When we finished I took the puppy from the lady. We then walked to the car. I got into the drivers' seat and handed Spencer the puppy. I immediately drove off towards the pet store.

"So Maria what are you going to name her?" I asked. The lady at the ASPCA told us it was a girl. I looked at Maria in my rearview mirror. Her face was scrunched up in thought.

"We'll call her Zena!" She exclaimed. I chuckled.

"Zena it is," I said. I looked over for a second to see Zena on Spencer's chest licking his face. I smiled and pulled into the pet store parking lot. When I parked we got out, Spencer still holding Zena, and walked into the store. We immediately went to leashes and collars. We got a bright purple set. Before we went to get other things we paid for it so Spencer didn't have to continue carrying Zena. Once we paid for them we put them on Zena. Before we could say anything Maria had already taken the leash. We couldn't warn her before she was being pulled by Zena. I laughed.

"Let's go get them," I said chuckling. Spencer nodded grabbing my hand. We immediately started to walk, looking down aisles. Finally we found her in the dog toy aisle. We walked towards her and Spencer grabbed the leash. I looked at Spencer.

"I'll be right back," I said. I then walked out of the aisle and grabbed a cart. I then pushed it back. Maria instantly started to fill it with toys. We then went got food and treats for Zena. We paid and then left for home. When we got there Maria immediately ran inside with Zena. I got out along with Spencer, holding hands. I looked up at him and smiled. He looked at me a little surprised and then smiled back at me. We went to the back of the car and got out the dog food and toys. We walked in and put the food in the kitchen and the toys in the living room. I placed my purse on the kitchen table and opened it. I grabbed the pill bottle from it and opened it. I took one of the pills from the bottle and popped it into my mouth. I grabbed a glass of water and swallowed it. It was vikadin for the pain of my cuts and burns. I sighed. I turned to Spencer.

"Were ordering pizza," I said. Spencer laughed.

"Okay, is there anything you need help with?" Spencer asked. I shook my head.

"Just call the pizza place and Maria and I will set up a movie," I stated. He nodded and took the home phone and looked at the numbers on the fridge. I walked out of the kitchen and grabbed Shrek from the movie stand. I put it in and went to find Maria. I went to her room and found her and Zena. Maria was talking to her.

"You'll be my new best friend Zena! Mommy is going to teach you all sorts of things! I'll even let you sleep in my room!" Maria exclaimed. Zena just pounced on her and licked her face happily. I smiled at the sight. I felt arms wrap around my waist and pull me back against a warm chest. I looked up and smiled at Spencer. I placed my hands on his and watched Maria play with Zena. I heard the doorbell a little while later. Spencer detached from me and went to get the pizza.

"Come on Maria its time to eat," I said. She nodded and jumped up, Zena galloping as fast as a puppy could after her. We went down the stairs to see Spencer sitting the pizza down on the coffee table. Maria sat down next to Spencer. I walked into the kitchen and put some dog food in a bowl for Zena. I went back in and sat down next to Maria. I turned on the movie and started to eat. About 15 minutes in we were done eating. Maria got up and grabbed a blanket. When she came back she made me sit next to Spencer. I smiled at her. I laid my head on his shoulder only to have his arm wrap around my waist. Then Maria laid on my lap. Halfway through the movie I noticed Maria once again fell asleep. I stroked her hair. I sat up and moved Maria. I turned off the movie and moved to pick up Maria but Spencer got to her first once again. He picked her up and took her upstairs. I followed them quietly seeing Zena asleep on the floor in the kitchen. When we got to Maria's room Spencer laid her down while I got out her pajamas. Spencer left the room and I changed Maria. I then laid her in her bed and covered her with blankets. I heard scuffling of feet so I turned to see Zena walking in. She jumped up onto the bed and laid down by Maria. I smiled and patted her head. I then turned and went to my room.

When I walked in Spencer was already in long pajama pants. He didn't have a shirt but that wasn't a problem for me. I saw the scar from the bullet wound and I frowned. I walked over to him and traced the mark. He lightly grabbed my hand. I looked up at him and he was smiling at me. I smiled back. He then leaned down and kissed me. I kissed him back wrapping my arms around his neck. He then proceeds to wrap his arms around my waist pulling me against his body. The kiss was very heated. All the pent up urges today had gone unchecked since we had Maria with us, so everything was being poured into this one kiss. Once he pulled away I moved down to his neck. I sucked and bit the skin enough to leave a love mark. When I pulled away I looked at it. It was a little bit bigger then my thumb nail and very noticeable. I grinned in satisfaction. I looked at Spencer and he was giving me a blank look. He then laughed and shook his head. He pulled me close again but only to keep me there to hug. I don't know how long we stood there in each other's embrace but I didn't care. Finally we pulled away. Spencer went to the bed while I grabbed my pajamas. I went to the bathroom and changed. I then came and laid on the bed next to Spencer. He immediately pulled me to him, letting me get comfortable. I laid my head on his chest and wrapped my arms around him. We then fell asleep.

He doesn't love you…

You're damaged…

Who could love you?

You'll be alone forever…

I bolted up screaming, tears running down my face. It immediately woke up Spencer. He quickly sat up and pulled me to him. I buried my face in his chest, my arms clinging to his form. He put his lips to my hair and "shushed" me.

"You're okay, you're here Amy. No one's going to hurt you," He whispered. I shook and clung to him tighter. When I finally calmed down Spencer started to ask questions.

"What was your dream about?" He asked. I bit my lip.

"I could hear voices. They were saying that you wouldn't ever love me, and that I'll be alone forever," I said thickly. He tensed. He put his hand on my chin to make me look up at him. He stared into my eyes.

"That's not true Amy," He stated. I gave him a confused look.

"You'll never be alone as long as I'm here," He said. I gave a small smile.

"I'm falling for you too," He admitted sheepishly. My eyes widened with the new fact. Was I falling for Spencer?

"I'm falling for you too," I said. He smiled and then leaned down to kiss me. It was short and sweet. When we pulled away we laid back down. I immediately cuddled up to him, he wrapping his arms around me.

"Goodnight Amy," He whispered. I smiled.

"Goodnight Spencer," I said back. We then fell asleep.