Hate i
by lunarstar07
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Must everything you do make me wanna smile,
Can I not like you for a while.
She held her head in her hands in between her knees as she curled up on the floor next to her bed at midnight.
She stuffed a fist in her mouth, to muffle the horrible sounds of her broken sobs. Stop crying, Sakura, Stop it. It was never like her to cry, especially over a guy.
You know exactly what to do,
So that I can't stay mad at you for too long.
He was everything she wanted. He gave her protection, comfort and love. The emotions that where not in her dictionary till recently. He was the light, who brought warmth to her cold dark life.
And I hate how much I love you boy,
I can't stand how much I need you.
She was never meant, never supposed to love him, but plans don't always do accoding to plans right?
It was not as if she wanted to love him, but slowly, just slowly, he had penetrated into her life, unknowingly but surely. She never wanted to love him, never wanted to look into his eyes and feel her heart skip a beat.
She was supposed to do what she had to do her in Hong Kong and leave him, she had done the former, quite easily and quickly but why was the latter so hard to achieve? Why was it so difficult to walk away from him without looking back? Without wanting to run into his arms and hug him as tight as she?
Because you've fallen in love with him. Her heart tells her. But her head tells her, its impossible.
She hates herself for loving him, for needing him and relying on him, because it wasn't what Sakura Kinomoto, the most wanted criminal in Japan was supposed to do.
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End!
Disclaimer: CCS apparently doesn't belong to me.
Part one. Part two, Syaoran's version will be coming up soon.