Thank you for the reviews. Nightcrawler666 thanks, don't know any good shrinks my last one said I was a lost cause lol. HaruhiandHikaru, thank you still not sure whether to portray Rufus as good or evil (so all of you reading please let me know what you prefer!), her character is based a little on WOTOW Savannah Levine, the weird shit my friends come out with when they're drunk and the stuff that runs through my fucked up head. Please review.
Twirling around in the bathroom mirror I'm desperately trying to pull my school dress down to cover my ass; I try another twirl and catch yet another glimpse of my panties. I storm out of the room to find Reno with a thoughtful look on his face he doesn't seem to even notice me as I stand in front of him. "I think this is too small, is there any way to get a bigger size." He snaps out of his daydream.
"Hmm, what? I think it looks fine." He says this while looking at the TV, I wave my hand in front of his face and he whacks it away.
"It's too small," I pull the skirt of my dress down and my boobs almost burst out of the blouse. He sees this and shrugs his shoulders.
"Like I said its fine, you'll get a boyfriend in no time." I groan in my annoyance and stomp off into the bedroom; I angrily started to brush my hair taking all of my frustration out on my scalp. I style my waist length hair in a messy fishtail plait and leave my full fringe down, while I'm looking through the draws of the vanity table for a hairband I find a draw full of makeup. I apply a small amount; a bit of blush so I don't look like the walking dead, a little bit of natural coloured eye shadow, some brown mascara because my eyelashes are a light blonde colour so it looks like I don't have any, and a subtle pink lip balm. Now my hair and makeups sorted, time to sort out that uniform. I look in the sock draw and find a pair of white loose socks; I swap the standard school socks for them and tie the beige jumper around my waist to help cover up what little dignity I still have. I look under the bed and find piles upon piles of plushies, ranges from different styles, colours and sizes. I take a couple of the smallest ones, a chocobo wearing a white mages' cape and a purple moogle with dark stripes, I use safety pins I found on the vanity table to pin them on my blazer. I traded my plain loafers for a pair of flat but slightly platformed black Mary Janes shoes, I go to my pillow and take the knife form under it and put in one of my socks.
I leave the room to see Reno at the front door talking to someone on the other side of it, whoever it is hands him a bag and leaves. Reno shuts the door and gives my altered uniform a funny look. "This is from Elena." He holds the black leather bookbag out in front of me and I take it, the briefcase has the school emblem on the front. I open the flap and look inside, I pull out a PHS it's a standard sliver flip phone but still good quality. I scroll down the contacts list I see Elena, Cissnei, Rufus, Tseng and Reno and others whom I don't know. Who's Rod? I also pull out a handful of clip on plushies.
"I think Elena went a little over board with the shopping." He just rolled his eyes and shook his head; the dark circles under his eyes are becoming more and more visible. There was also a gorgeous designer purse; looking at it the first thing that goes through my mind is how much can I sell this for? I go back into the bedroom and take the gil still in Timmy's wallet and put it in mine.
Reno was getting ready to leave, I suddenly felt pretty nervous and a group of butterflies have taken residence in my stomach. Reno was searching for his keys so I sat down on the sofa and spot the small box from the package with my uniform on the floor. Inside it there is a small note.
For my little sister.
– Rufus. X
There's also a chunky white gold charm bracelet, adorned with pearls and light pink gems four of which was a bright green that seemed to glow as I put it on in a strange way it feels like it's emitting some kind of energy. I put this down to the weird note making me go soft. Reno pushes me off the sofa and grabs the keys I was sitting on, perhaps my subconscious not wanting me to go to that hell hole.