Well i know it took some time but i got wrapped up with my other story i am working on. but i wanted to redo Back to December. I thought about it and thought about and i wanted to do it from Shego's pov. i hope y'all have read the first one edition of this story and if you have that is awesome if not i would like if you do. i hope ya'll enjoy this and please R&R thanks

Disclaimer: I don't own Back To December by Taylor Swift

Back To December: Revisited

Shego trudged through the snow as more softly fell around her. She shivered as a cold wind whipped by kicking more snow up around her. She stopped underneath a pine tree just to look over the city on this Christmas Eve. The purple hue of the sky was beautiful and the lights of all the Christmas decorations covered the city in a soft glow. Said glow seemed to mix into the purple color of the sky covering the city in a multicolor hue. Shego was still worked up from the birthday party that Ron had invited her to. She had seen Kim every so often, but earlier that day she was able to spend more time with her. She could see in Kim's eyes that underneath it all she too had feeling for her.

Shego glanced down at the roses in her hand and smiled thinking about how much Kim would like them. She looked up at the hill to see Kim's house coming closer as she stepped through the snow. She looked up to see the window in Kim's room was darkened to indicate she was a sleep. Using her years of skills she had Shego jumped up onto a tree limb and then bounded over and griped the window ledge. She sat the flowers down on the ledge of the window and jumped back down to the snow covered ground. She reached down and rolled up a snowball and looked back at the window.

Thump, she threw the first snowball and she watched as nothing happened. She wasn't going to let that get her down, instead she rolled up another snow ball and threw it at the window again. Again nothing happened so she rolled up another snowball and threw it at the window again. Like people have always said 'The third time's a charm' and it was true. The window opened and she saw Kim for a brief second before she disappeared back into the room, and then came back to the window wrapped in a blanket.

Shego smiled and was still stunned by her beauty even though she had just woken up. Shego gave her a soft and loving smile and watched as she lifted her head high to the sky. She looked back at Shego who still had a smile on her face and love in her eyes. Slowly she looked back down at Shego and she let out a sigh,. "What do you want Shego?" Kim asked looking at Shego.

"I just wanted to talk to you for a bit" Shego admitted with a smile. She was in love with Kim but the redhead wasn't letting it happen in her own soul.

"About?" Kim asked cutting straight to the point.

Shego felt waves of anxiety hit her when Kim had used that tone of voice and somehow Shego knew this wasn't going to go well. Instead of showing it Shego decided to keep the smile on her face as she looked at Kim. "Us" Shego simply answered as she looked at Kim with an unwavering smile.

"Look Shego, what happened between us it…it was a mistake that simple. I'm with Ron now…I'm sorry" Kim said.

Shego watched as she turned her head away from her and closed her eyes. This action struck a blow to Shego's heart and it hurt her more than any physical blow she had received. She couldn't hide the pain anymore, she could feel it starting to seep through. "Pumpkin? Please it wasn't a mistake" She said pain evident in her voice as she looked at Kim who seemed to be hurting too.

"No Shego" Kim said as he hand moved onto the window ledge.

Shego felt a mixture of pain and happiness as the sound of crunching plastic and plants filled her ears. She watched as Kim slowly looked down at the roses she had left for her on the ledge. She smiled as she watched Kim look at the red and white flowers that Shego had picked out for her. Slowly Kim's head lifted up to look at her and Shego gave her a loving and hopeful smile as she looked at her.

The smile quickly faded away when Kim just looked away from her and turned back into the bedroom. She had left the flowers on the ledge and closed the window behind her. A cold and snow filled wind whipped past Shego kicking her hair up causing it to billow around her. Slowly she lowered her head and fell to her knees as she let began to cry softly. Her pain was quickly replaced with rage as she began to curl her hands into fist.

She let out a pain filled and saddened filled scream to the sky as her plasma she had been using to keep warm glowed brighter. She let out another scream as she began to throw plasma bolts wildly around in all directions. Turning towards the woods she ran, ran as fast as she could. She ran trying to escape the pain that followed her into the woods. Her plasma couldn't do anything to protect her from the pain that followed her into the dark woods. Falling to her knees again she began to weep more and harder as she thought about her love for the redhead. She reached into her pocket and pulled out a necklace that Kim had given her last Christmas. She looked at the little hummingbird pendent and lightly touched it as a small smile crawled across her face. The smile quickly disappeared and in a fit of pain filled rage she let out another scream and threw the necklace deep into the woods. Slumping forward into the snow she cried into her hands as she mumbled Kim's name over and over again. She stayed their in that position until the sun rose on Christmas morning.

XX

(Two Years Later)

Shego walked around her apartment listing to the CD of Christmas music she had playing. Two years had passed since she tried to get Kim back and for those two years she tried all she could to forget her. She had tried drinking, dating other people, and hell she had even tried to date men but nothing worked. No matter what Kim had always filled her thoughts. It didn't help her that she had a few pictures of her still floating around the house. She took the time to glance up and look at one sitting above her TV and she slightly smile thinking of her.

She turned and walked into her kitchen and walked over to her pantry. She reached in and pulled out a bottle of rum and sat it down on the counter. Turning to her fridge she opened it and pulled out a carton of eggnog and walked over to a cupboard. She stopped when she saw the time was only eight in the morning on this Christmas Eve. She looked at the rum and the eggnog and turned and put them back away. She instead made a cup of coffee and walked back into the living room of her house. She stopped when she saw Kim's smiling face in one of the pictures looking back at her.

She reached over and turned the picture down, so she was no longer looking at it. She looked back to a mirror in her living room and stared at her reflection. Slowly she walked forward and looked at herself for a few seconds. "Why do you still keep those pictures around?" She asked her reflection.

"Because you still love her" Shego answered herself as she still looked in the mirror.

"What does it matter? She'll never love me" Shego said as a lone tear slipped from her eyes.

"Like people always say 'The third time's a charm'" She said to herself trying to reassure herself.

She looked down at the steaming cup of coffee in her hand and then to her reflection again. She took another sip of the coffee and then walked to her bedroom. She walked in and walked over to her closet and opened it. She stripped down out of her sleeping clothes and grabbed her black jeans and a green long sleeved shirt. She put them on and walked over to her bed and sat down. She pulled on a pair of boots to go out in the snow. She got up and walked out of the room to her front door and grabbed her wool trench coat.

XX

Shego gripped the steering wheel of her car tightly as she looked out the window at Kim's house. The music played softly as she thought about how she was going to go and talk to Kim. She looked down at the green skin of her hand and saw it was almost white in color from her hard gripping. She slowly released her hands from the wheel and looked back over to see Kim walk out of her house. Her heart skipped a beat as she watched Kim walk around her car and brushed the car off. Soon the beautiful and older redhead got into the car and drove off.

Shego put the car in gear and drove off following Kim's car but stayed far enough back so she wouldn't get noticed. She smile to herself as Kim pulled into the mall. Last minuet shopping again, go figure, she thought to herself as Kim parked her car and got out. She parked her car and shut it off but that was all she did. She sat there for a few minuets looking at her steering wheel and not doing anything. She lowered her head onto the steering wheel and let out a weak sigh. She couldn't do this, she had already went through two rejections from the woman she loved. She didn't know if she could handle a third one.

She started the car back up and backed it out of the parking spot and drove off. As she drove she began to slam her fist into the steering wheel and she let out a scream as she drove. She couldn't do it and she hated herself for not being strong enough to go and talk to Kim. She looked down at the clock in her car and saw it was almost eleven, she had been driving around for two hours and hadn't noticed it. Her stomach growled and she decided to go and get something to eat. She looked over at a coffee shop and pulled up to it. She walked in and stopped dead in her tracks when she looked at a table to her left.

Sitting at the table with her head down and her right arm stretched out across the table. She looked down as she saw the redhead quiver a bit as she sobbed quietly to herself. She looked down and turned around to leave but stopped when Kim's sob reached her ears again. She stopped with her hand on the door and turned and looked back at Kim. It didn't matter to her anymore if she couldn't get Kim, she was hurting and she needed to comfort her. She lowered her head and slowly walked over to the table and sat down quietly. She looked at Kim as she cried some more and she could see that Kim had been there for sometime. Slowly she reached out and softly took Kim's hand in hers. She watched as Kim's head lifted slowly and looked at her hand and then slowly up to her. She flashed Kim a soft and loving smile as Kim whipped the tears away from her eyes. "Why so sad Princess?" Shego asked as her emerald eyes locked with Kim's.

"Ron has been cheating on me" Kim said with a sniffle

"I'm sorry darling" Shego said as she gave Kim a sympathetic look. She watched Kim's reaction as she slowly lifted her hand up and kissed her hand softly. She looked on as Kim's eyes darted around and Shego could tell she was thinking. She wasn't sure what Kim was thinking but she had a small idea as to what she was thinking. She looked at Kim as some stray tears dripped down her face onto the table.

"What are you doing here?" Kim finally asked breaking the silence.

"I once told you I loved you…well it never went away. Even after that night two years ago, I ran off so I wouldn't do anything I would regret. I spent two years trying to get over you, well I fucked that up" Shego said as she sat back in her chair and tipped her head down thinking about what she had just said to Kim. Slowly she glanced up and looked at Kim who just looked at her.

"Even after what I said to you, still love me?" Kim asked looking into Shego's green eyes.

"Yes, you showed me that someone with my past can be loved. Hell you even helped me change, and if I could go back and do it all again. Even knowing what I know now, I would do it again in a heartbeat" Shego said with a large smile on her face trying to lighten the mood.

"Shego, I am so so sorry for my actions that night two years ago" Kim said as more tears started to leak from her eyes.

Shego looked at her for a few seconds before getting up and moving to her side. She pulled out the chair next to Kim and looked at her. Slowly she reached over and pulled her into her arms and into a loving embrace. She reached up and patted the side of Kim's head as she cried into her chest. She breathed in Kim's scent and found it all to intoxicating for her. She reached down and lifted Kim's head up and looked into Kim's eyes and then smiled softly. Slowly she leaned forward about half way to Kim's head and tipped her forehead to Kim's. without warning the redhead placed her lips to Shego's causing her eyes to shoot wide open. Kim slowly pulled back and Shego looked at her with eyes still wide.

"It's fine Kim" Shego said softly as her eyes softened and she smiled at Kim.

"Where are you staying?" Kim asked as she whipped the tears from her eyes.

"At my apartment down the road" Shego said looking at her.

"Come home with me tonight…please" Kim asked as she gave Shego her famous puppy dog pout.

"I will" Shego said with a laugh at the look on Kim's face.

XX

Shego drove her and Kim to Kim's house, and they walked up to the front door. Kim opened it and stopped dead in her tracks and looked at the couch. Shego slowly looked into the room and then to the couch and she could see two bodies on the couch. Suddenly Kim slammed into her chest. She looked down at Kim and then up to the two people on the couch as they came up for air. She knew it was Ron but she didn't know who the woman was. She couldn't believe the edacity of them coming back here after Kim had caught them. This filled her with pure anger and she was highly pissed off now. "HEY DIP SHIT AND SLUT, GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE. ME AND KIM ARE TAKING THIS PLACE OVER" Shego roared at them as they jumped from her yelling at them.

She looked on as the woman finally let what she had just been called sink in. She got off the couch ignoring the protest from Ron as he tried to stop her. She stormed over to Shego and was ready to confront her for what she just said. Shego clutched Kim tighter as she activated her plasma on her left hand. She shot her hand out quickly and grabbed a hold of the woman by her throat. She looked to into the woman's eyes to see fear and it made Shego happy to see this. She quickly threw the woman back out the door and turned her attention beck to Ron. He was slowly sneaking forward trying to get past the two of them and to the outside where the woman was. Shego looked at him and she quickly shot her head forward at him. "Boo" she said causing Ron to jump and run out of the house.

"Thank you, Shego" Kim said as another powerful sob escaped her as she let what just happened hit her.

Shego looked at her and chose to say nothing, instead she would rather just pull her close to her. She reached back and closed the door to the house and locked to door to make sure they couldn't get back in. She looked down ant Kim and was ready to tell her it was going to be ok, but the words never came as Kim kissed her. She reached up slowly and cupped Kim's cheeks in her hands as Kim's tongue brushed up against her lips. Shego granted Kim's tongue entrance into her mouth and she felt as the redhead's tongue explored her mouth. Slowly she moved her tongue and met Kim's and they curled around one another.

Their tongues and feet moved around one another's as their feet did an intricate dance. Their feet had a mind of their own as they led their owners up the steps to Kim's bedroom. Kim broke the kiss and Shego whimpered until she realized that they were in Kim's bedroom. Shego turned and looked back to Kim and then their lips met again and this time they tugged and pulled at each other as they moved to the bed.

Shego felt as Kim laid her down on the bed and their lips never parted. Kim climbed on top of Shego and she would only break the kiss so they could get oxygen. Kim finally pulled back from Shego and pulled her shirt off as well as her bra. Shego looked at her as she did this and quickly removed her shirt and bra as well. Shego could feel herself getting wet as she looked at Kim's more developed breast. Slowly she leaned back down to Shego and she began to kiss her like never before. They both worked on their pants to get them off and in no time they were both fully nude and lying next to each other.

Shego began to gently kiss Kim's neck and she tasted the sweet skin on Kim's neck. She slowly kissed her way down the sweet smelling skin and as she did she flipped her hair out of her face causing the raven hair to pillow onto Kim. She gently rubbed her left hand on Kim's left breast while she kissed and nipped at her right breast. She moved her lips and tongue around Kim's pink nipple prompting a moan to escape Kim's mouth. She felt Kim's hands rub her shoulders and with out warning Shego felt herself get rolled over. Kim climbed on top of her and looked down at her and Shego felt as Kim began to grind her clit hers. This action prompted a moan to escape both of their lips, and Kim kept doing this same action causing them to get even wetter.

Shego watched as Kim rolled to her left side and slowly slid her fingers down to her wetness. Two fingers landed on Shego's wet flesh causing the green skinned woman to instantly let out a moan. Shego reached down and placed her hand on Kim's clit and began to rub small circles as Kim did the same. Both of them began to moan loudly as their fingers moved around. Suddenly Kim plunged two fingers into Shego causing her to let out a pleasure filled moan. Kim's fingers moved around inside of her and Shego arched her back as pleasure raced through her veins. You can run the show tonight Kimmie, after what happened to you, you deserve it, she thought to herself. Suddenly she felt Kim's tongue begin to move around her clit causing her to moan louder as Kim kept two fingers in her.

Shego felt as her body bucked and twitched as the pure sensation of pleasure came over her. Suddenly Kim stopped causing Shego to let out a longing and sad whimper at the sudden stop of her pleasure. She looked on as Kim moved around and laid with her clit next to Shego's face. She stuck her tongue out and began to lick the pink and moist flesh of Kim's clit, who did the same to her. They each moaned with the flick of their tongues and they could feel their climax coming. Soon they both let out a pair of pleasure filled sheiks as they both came.

The sun was starting to set and the snow began to fall softly outside of the window. The light from the sun peaked into the room casting it into a soft orange glow that covered both of the woman as they climbed under the blankets. Shego pulled Kim close to her and their warmth and tender skin was pressed up against each other. The colors of the room did nothing to change the colors of the emerald eyes as they looked at one another. Shego watched as Kim looked down and tears began to slip loose from her eyes. Shego reached down and cupped Kim's chin and lifted her eyes up to look into them again. "What is it Pumpkin?" she cooked in a tender and loving voce.

"I'm so sorry I didn't try to make something for us" Kim sniffled as she leaned into Shego's shoulder.

"So, what just happened between us, what does it mean for us?" Shego asked as she moved her had back down and lifted Kim's face back up to her. Kim nuzzled closer to Shego's hand and it caused Kim to let out more tears as she did. Shego had a tender and loving look on her face as she looked at Kim. Everything else in the world didn't matter anymore right now it was her and her love. The past, the future, and the world melted out of existence leaving them together. Kim looked back up to Shego and she kept the same loving and tender smile on her face as she looked at Kim.

"Shego… I realize now, that what I thought was a mistake I had made all those years ago…well I know now that it wasn't. The only mistake I made was being with Ron" Shego heard her speak these words and her eyes lit up at the words she said to her.

"So?" Shego asked in an optimistic tone.

"What I'm saying is, I love you Shego" Kim said flashing a smile at her.

"And I love you Kim, like I always have and this time…I'm not going to let you slip through my fingers again" Shego said with a smile as she kissed Kim.

Shego pulled Kim closely and looked out the window as the snow drifted down softly. Soon her thoughts filled with ideas of her and Kim together forever and not wanting to let her go. She smiled softly as her eyes closed and they both drifted off to sleep. They clutched onto one another for this Christmas Eve and this time they spent it together. They were never going to spend it without one another again. They were never going to let each other go again. Their love was going to endure for ages to come.