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Chapter 9
Gaara POV
The doctor leads me to the room that she is located in. I can see her staring out the window with that blank stare. The doctor knocks on the door and then walks in.
"Ms. Hyuga, I brought someone to see you." With a slow turn she looks at us. She gives us that lifeless smile. I did this to her. I made her this way. I turned into the one person I hate most. I tortured her. Made her want to keep something this important from me. "I'll leave you alone." The woman walks out leaving me and Hinata in the room. I walk over to her and grasp her hand in mines.
"I'm sorry." I kiss her hand. "I'm so sorry. I did this to you. you must hate me." I hug her. "I'm sorry Hinata." I look at her and smile. "How long have you known you were pregnant?" I asked. She doesn't answer at first but I see her lips part.
"2 months." I look at her in shock. I hug her.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." there is concern in my voice. Why am I caring so much? I say I don't love her but when it comes to her I want her so bad I don't want to see her hurt. Yet, at the same time, I want her so bad I'll do what ever it takes to keep her even if she hates me for it. What the hell is wrong with me? "They're going to keep you over night for observation, I'll stay here with you." She looks at me with that blank stare.
"Okay." She says.
"lay down." pulling the blankets over her kiss her forehead. "Go to sleep." I think about it. "Only if you want." I say.
Hinata POV
I'm sorry? He thinks that's going to make everything better. A year of torture of taking me away from my family and he thinks a sorry is going to cut it? He's made my life miserable. He put this "Thing" in me too. I hate him. I wish he were dead! I'm not a common whore. I'll never forgive him! Never! He's taken everything from me! I'm going to have his child. I don't want to! I don't even want him touching me right now. He holds me close as if he'll never let me go.
"Hinata," I hear him say. "You're shaking, are you alright?" he seems worried but I know better.
"Yes, Just a bit cold." I lie. With a quick movement he turns me to him and cradles me placing his head above mine.
"If you're can tell me. I want you and the baby to be comfortable." Liar! You just want me to love you again just so you can rip it out. I won't fall for the same thing twice.
"Okay." I simply is the last thing I'm going to give him. A child, after I want to leave and never comeback. He'll have what he wants.
"How's you're stomach?" he asks.
"Fine. I think it's kicking." I say just to let him know. He places his hand on my stomach.
"I can feel it. it has a strong kick." He says. "I wonder if it'll be a boy or a girl." I don't answer and pretend to be asleep. his rough hand pushes through my hair. The hands that scared me are trying to make me feel better? There's nothing he can do. Nothing! I feel a tear of frustration drip from my cheek. I quickly wipe it away before he notice. He punishes me whenever I cry. He says he's giving me a reason. He pulls me closer to him I still pretend to be asleep keeping breathe steady.
"I'm sorry Hinata." I hear say. I refuse to respond. I won't forgive him. I refuse.
Gaara POV
I want her to love me and this time I'll make sure I love her back. I wish I could change this. I know she'll never forgive me but I'll never let her go. Not as long as I live. Every moment I think about her. every thought a surrender to thinking how to make this right. Some gangster I turned out to be. I can't even control my emotions. I look at her sleeping form now wondering how could I have cause her so much pain. Before I got to her she was one of the purest things on the earth. hadn't even kissed a man yet. Now she's dirty, like everything else I touch. Why did I have to be born into this world clean? Why did I have to bring Hinata down with me? If she had never helped me She'd be living happily in that cramped apartment with her family and I would have never wanted her, never touched her, never yearned for her, or loved her.
Her hair smells like roses like my mother used to pick. I dirtied her too when me father took me away from her I still remember her crying face screaming for my father to bring me back to her and me crying for her. If I had never been had, I would've never plagued the world. Hinata makes this life worth living even though she hates me. I wish I could see those beautiful pink lips of hers smile again. one I don't have to force her to do and to make those warm lilac eyes look at me lovingly again.
I can only wish.
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