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A/N: I'm sorry it has taken so long to update my senior year just started and im trying to apply to colleges. I want to give a huge thank to my beta MissJuly80 and my prereader Masenjar I couldn't have made it with these chapters without your help so thank you thank you thank you

Povs: Bella, Edward, Esme

Bella

Reality is a cruel and fucked up place. Everyone hurts you and your soul in reality. In all honesty I would love to just stay in a dreamlike state forever.

Even if it's a daydream or nightmare I'll take it no questions asked; even if it's impossible.

If Edward were here he would say "You know, angel nothing is impossible." Well , I don't trust what he says anymore. He promised ; he swore to me nothing would ever happen, but he lied what more do I have to live for?

Everyone I've ever encountered has hurt me. Yes, yes they have!

Edward

Reality holds no meaning anymore. Each day is the same. Being woken up at the crack of dawn, and witnessing my mother being beaten.

Then it would be my turn to endure pain not just physical but emotional. At the end of the day we are fed a handful of corn, a piece of bread and water.

The darkness is most welcome after we are fed; being that is the only thing I look forward to being in this hellhole. In my heart the reality I know and wish for are very different. This reality makes me want to grab my mother and girlfriend and run.

Esme

"Take my body, do as you want with it but please leave my baby boy alone."

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Thank You again to my amazing prereader and beta