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Chapter 10

Edward stood in front of me, frozen. Eyes widened and roaming over my body again, and again, jaw hanging open...it might be my imagination, but there might have even been some drool. But not just that; seems that little Edward Jr. was waking up as well.

Trying to close his mouth, I giggled, calling his name. No response.

I called louder, lifting his chin with my finger so he could stop staring at boobs.

"Hey, my eyes are up here, just so you know."

He blushed, apologizing, but quickly took one more peek.

"You can stare at them as much as you'd like as soon as you get in. Don't really wanna show my girls to the entire neighborhood."

The blush deepened, but the stares were still there. I grinned internally.

As he entered the house, I noticed him carrying something in his hands. Gotta say, whatever it was, it smelled delicious.

"What's that?"

"What?"

"This. What you're carrying."

"Oh. I brought my mom's lasagna. We can heat them up later, so you don't have to cook anything."

"Sounds good." I said with a wink and a smile, taking the lasagna and putting them on the kitchen table.

He rubbed the back of his neck nervously, not knowing what exactly to say.

I fake yawned, taking a slow breath, pushing my girls closer to Edward. His eyes widened instantly, before he realized he was staring, quickly looking away.

"Man, I feel kind of tired. Wanna watch a movie?"

"Yeah, sure. We can watch the one I brought last night."

"Great. We can do that in my room."

I took his hand in mine, dragging him up the stairs.

"Put the DVD in, I'll be right back."

Edward nodded, his Adam's apple moving as he swallowed thickly. Nervously.

After quickly brushing my teeth once again, I took another look at myself in the mirror, adjusting my boobs, before nodding, satisfied at what I saw. And feeling just a bit nervous.


Opening the door, I saw Edward already laying on the right side of the bed, all tucked in, watching the movie.

Don't know if this was some kid of a plan of his, but the movie was scary as shit. I was pressed to him, so close, I all but sat in his lap, blanket covered right up to my eyes. He put his hands over me, tightly, letting me lean on his shoulder. Hmmm, he smelled so good. I started giving soft pecks, licking, tasting his skin with just a tip of my tongue before kissing it again. Moving closer to his ear, his earlobe,even kissing the tiny soft spot behind it, repeating the same procedure.

He moaned softly. "Bella, what are you...uh... doing?"

Like he doesn't know the answer to that.

"What...does it...look...like?"

Moving to his jaw, kissing it, and biting it just a little- something that I always for some reason wanted to do but never did until this moment- until finally, I found his lips in the dark, kissing him passionately. He returned the kiss, but I could feel the worry and anxiousness.

Was he nervous as I was too? Or even more?

Breaking the kiss, I took the remote, and turned the TV off.

"What was that for?" he asked.

"Because I didn't want for you to be sidetracked by this stupid movie when..."

"The movie is not stupid. It's a classic."

"Whatever. Edward...is there something you want to tell me...ask me, maybe?"

He sighed, looking away. " I...I can't do this...believe me I want to but...why me Bella? You could have anyone, so why did you pick me, I never understood that."

"You really don't see yourself clearly, do you?"

"I do, and I know that I'm not nothing special, on the contrary, I'm very boring and uninteresting. I just...don't understand."

"No, you don't understand." I took his face in my hands, forcing him to look me directly in the eyes.

"I have a lot of reasons why I chose you, and I could talk about them for days, but I'll tell you the ones I like the most.

First because I love they way you treat me, like I'm a princess and not some girl with boobs and ass. I love the way how all through the day, you send me this cute little messages, saying how much you miss me even if we just saw each other thirty minutes ago. I love that you actually listen to me, and support me in everything I do, even if I know that half of what I say is crap. I love the sound of your voice on the phone, and no matter how much we talk, you always find it hard to hang up. I also love how you always keep touching me, as if you need to prove yourself that I'm real, and not just your imagination. Just how much, even on my shitty days, you manage to make me smile, and even make me laugh at your silly little jokes.

I love your green eyes, your blush, your kisses, and your ability to make me come with your long delicious fingers. But the most important is that I want you near me all the time, because I love you Edward Cullen. You. No one else.

But if you're not ready, that's more than fine. I can wait. I really can. Because I know, with you, having sex, no-making love- is going to be amazing."

I put my finger on his lip, not done yet. "Just so, you know, just because I...said...it...doesn't mean you have to, you know?"

Now I was the one being shy.

Then he did something that I never would expect from him. He started to laugh. Loudly.

I grimaced. Couldn't really help myself. Was he laughing at me? My cheesy words?

He shook his head, still laughing. "Oh, Bella, Bella, Bella. I think I fell in love with you that first day when I saw you defending me. You looked beautiful with your dark brown hair and those pretty brown eyes of yours, all feisty and independent, not afraid of anything. And then I saw you reaching out for me at the cafeteria...me, the weird silent,geeky guy with the broken glasses. Since then I found myself falling for you faster and stronger each day. But I...I don't want to hurt you."

"You won't, we'll just take it slow." It was a plea, a promise.

He nodded, kissing me 'till we were both out of breath.


Too cheesy? You can tell me...

Next chapter, lemons. I never really thought of making this story very long, so a few more chapters and we're done. Maybe some outtakes, as well. Not sure about that though.

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