Hey Diary (New Wolf)

February 14 2008

I couldn't write for some days because there is nothing worth to write. We keep following the blood sucker. (I mean I don't. I will start doing patrols tonight. I was not supposed to do patrols so as to keep the minds of the wolves clean.) It hunts. It kills hikers and other people. Its even worse that we are always a second late to save the human. And the worst part is that we don't even know who the girl is who it's gonna kill and when it is gonna happen. In short, we don't have any idea about the vampire. It drinks animal blood (along with animal blood); it might be one of the cullens. But there are no loopholes in the treaty. Cullens can never kill a human, whatever the reason might be.

Well, cutting all that crap today is Valentine's Day. A day for people like me and Kim, Sam and Emily. Kim and I had decided that we will make gifts for each other. Let me tell you what I gave her. You might not know but I am pretty good with wood. Few years ago, Billy black used to teach a few rez children on how to carve wood into beautiful masterpiece. Jacob can do it really well, got it in the blood. But even I can make a decent one. I carved a wolf which is standing in the full moon. Well, I made it look as though it is a bit of moon and also looks kinda like the sun. That was because she is both for me. The centre of the universe.

Kim did a lot more work than me. She had been making the gift since over two weeks. She had been making a scrap book of our pictures. It was in chronological order. She told. Whatever that meant. It was really nice. She told she had kept a camera in this room (hidden) where the camera would take pictures every ten seconds. No wonder all the pictures were taken in her room. The scrap even consisted of our first love making scene. There were only two pictures. She told she had to delete others and they were inappropriate and wouldn't be nice if someone else saw those pictures. I don't blame her. We were really intense at that time.

This reminds me. We even gave ourselves a mutual gift. We even gave it a name. It sounds more like a mission than a gift. Operation Beach Passion. If you know what I mean. There is this fact, you are always better the second time than the first. It applied to this too. This was the second time we had sex and it was better than the first. I won't tell this to her though. It was pre-planned so everything was taken care of. Like…contraception and stuff. I don't want to get into details.

It was around seven. We were continuing the mission. I heard a howl. I didn't have to worry. It was my day off. There were more howls. Four different voices. Somewhere in my mind it worried me. Sam, Paul, Embry, maybe someone new. Kim was a good distraction. She pressed her lips to my chest and everything else was forgotten. But I knew definitely there was a new wolf. Don't know who it was. This brought our patrol hours to somewhere around four hours each. Good.

After Operation Beach Passion I didn't bother to turn wolf. Whoever he was, he was strong. Such a loud howl. I doubt if even I can go that loud. Maybe I mistook Sam's howl. But definitely it was either Jacob or Quil. After all their grandparents were wolves too.

I forgot to write what happened when I asked Sam to give me permission to tell my mom the truth. Well, he told he will tell me when I am supposed to tell. He wants to wait for the right moment and the right time.

I came home. The day had been too exciting, especially the night. Operation Beach Passion was a great success. There was a new wolf, so less patrol time and less worries. I was happy today. One minute I was just sitting on the couch and the next minute I was deeply in sleep. Around midnight I woke up. I had a nightmare. I couldn't sleep. So I started writing this entry.

-Jared

P.S I guess I should have told earlier, like many entries ago. People have unfortunately seen us. When we try to save a person from a parasite, we don't give a damn whether people see us or not but that is turning out to be a bad thing. People think that it is us who are killing people considering that we are always the ones found at the crime scene. Everyone believes in the existence of bears but not vampires. Yeah, you read it right. No one knows we are wolves. They all think we are bears as wolves don't get this big. SO many people have seen us. Cops are hunting us down. Really we are so gonna get fucked. I don't mean it literally. We Kim and I have planned a special night together on 18 this month so probably I am really gonna get fucked. I think I am gonna ask Kim a very important question. I can't write what it is. If I ask her then I am gonna write it in that day's entry. The question will totally change my life.