A/n: hey guys! :) life so far is getting better gradually and I felt the need to update quickly! :) oh yea 8th grade graduation is only two days away! XD IM GOING TO BE A HIGHSCHOOLER! I can't wait! Thanks for the reviews and favorites and follows you guys! I love you all!

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LoveShipper: there's very little chance of Ally getting killed but I'm not giving spoilers :)

Disclaimer: I don't own Austin and Ally

Austin's POV

I take a deep breath before letting out an exasperated sigh. Cassidy's words were still echoing and I scowled. Her parent. I could still hear the poor woman scream, her tears streaming her face. I can see the resemblance in Ally. They had the same eyes and chocolate hair. And the same scowl. The only difference is that it's adorkable on Ally. Snap out of it Austin! I run a hand through my hair in frustration. What's wrong with me?! Did that chat with Dallas just come in through one ear and out the other?! It's absolutely forbidden. And I know it.

I was in front of the hallway in which the room where we kept Ally was. I see the door open and my buddy is trying to quietly walk out. I narrow my eyes and I notice he had this guilt look on his face.

"Dez?" The red head turned around and yelped, horror evident on his face before he quickly masked it.

"Oh. What's up buddy?!" His tone was quavering.

"What are you hiding Dez?" I ask, making sure I sounded dangerously mad.

"Psssh. Nothing."

"Deeeez! The bunny won't shut up!" I hear Ally shout in a weird tone. For a second, I thought he gave her more drugs. But Dez wouldn't do that.

"What did you do Dez?!" I ask. He bites his lip then I glare.

"Ah! Okay! I accidentally let her drink!" He shouts. My eyes widen and I glance at the door. Then I grab Dez by his collar an drag him inside the room.

"Deeeez! The world is spinning!" Her face was pink and she was frowning slightly. She lay on the bed with a canopy above her and she stared at it with such seriousness, it was hard to believe she was drunk. There were two big glasses next to her and two shot glasses. Both glasses were full, one so more than the other.

"Dez!?" I shout, turning to him.

"I'm sorry! She wanted something to ease her pain!"

"So you gave her VODKA?! SHE'S UNDERAGE! WHY DO YOU EVEN HAVE IT?!"

"IM NOT PERFECT! AND IM NOT UNDERAGED!" Dez wails. " Im 18, and I only took one shot to calm my nerves and wake me up! you know I drink when I'm nervous! Plus she only had a few shots of it..." I let go of him and quickly walk to her side. "Well... Ima just... Bye!" And Dez runs out, making a weird scream noise behind him. "Don't hurt me!" His voice echoes away. I sigh. What am I going to do about my best friend...? I shake my head, rolling my eyes. Then a cold hand wraps around my wrist.

"Dez... Why do you guys want me here?" She was staring straight at me, I stared into her dark chocolate eyes. Those big brown eyes I struggle to stay away from. I smirk down at her.

"How much did you drink Ally-cat?" I ask chuckling. Her eyes narrow.

"Your talking like him." She says. I tilt my head in confusion.

"Like who?"

"The jerk who has to be near me everywhere I go!" I smirk, smiling a little."Geez. He teases me, and I can't believe I let myself worry about his injury so much that I convinced you to let me drink!" I freeze, my smile slowly disappearing. She couldn't have been that worried... I leaned closer to her, the smell of alcohol wasn't strong, but it was there. I was only checking to make sure Dez didn't let her over do it. Then her hand flew to my head and she began petting my hair. "Wow! Your hair is super soft!" She giggled softly and I just gave her a look.

"Okay then..." I grabbed her wrist and pulled her away. "You are behaving weirdly now Ally, I think you should lie down and calm yourself." I say, as if speaking to a five year old. She smiles and sighs.

"Why do you think he hates me? Austin I mean." I chuckle.

"He doesn't hate you." I scrunched up her nose.

"Really... I don't believe you. Ugh! I'm bored! Where's my song book?" She turns around and I suddenly remember. Walking over to a drawer, I open one of the cupboards and pull out the old brown leather book. I never looked in it but Ally was sober enough to scowl at me. "Don't. Touch. My. Book." She said through gritted teeth. I roll my eyes and walk closer to her. I throw it at her and it lands in her lap.

"Happy now?" She quickly opens it and goes to an empty page. She scribbles something down and hums a tune to herself. I sit at the edge of her bed and she suddenly becomes aware of me.

"Uh... Wait a minute. Can I tell you something?" She asks. Her pinkness that used to be portrayed on her face was fading. Not a good sign. I scoot closer to her and she leans closer to me. For a second, my heart stopped. She was only inches from my face and I was tempted to lean in the rest of the way. Then her head falls on my shoulder and I silently feel relieved. "I'm TIRED!" She whines into my shoulder. I chuckle at her childishness and I almost miss her next words. "And... Days like these I've been... Missing my mom..." She whispers. I tense up and the guilt washes over once more. She lifts her head from my shoulder and looks sadly down at her fingers. "It's been months since I've seen her... I miss her so much." I stare guiltily at the petite girl in front of me. Her eyes were watering, full of depression and lacking life sparks. I didn't expect to do the next action, but I'm human too. I wrap an arm around her, pulling her towards my chest. She nestles her head in the crick of my neck and I rest my chin on her head. We stay like that for a minute, letting the silence invade the large room. Then I clear my throat.

"Okay... Why don't you rest. Read a book or something. I'll just..." I couldn't stay here much longer. The stabbing pain of guilt was too much and the want of my feelings was becoming strange and unnecessary. Not to mention a death would be paid for it. I gently grab hold of her shoulders and lay her back down. Her wrist captures my wrist once more and she looks up at me.

"Stay..." Her voice was begging in a way but not hopeless. I sigh and turn to look at the door. Someone could walk in. Then again, we had no house key. I smile down at her and take my hand away gently. I walk over to the door, lock it quietly, and walk back to her. Her eyelids fight to stay up and she smiles at me. "Thanks Austin..." I chuckle in surprise. So she's sober enough to know who I am. She definitely ain't sober enough to understand what she's asking for. I smirk to myself as I got on the other side of the bed, laying down next to her. I put my arm under her head to provide as a cushion and she turns to face me. Her eyes close and Im left staring at her face. She was peacefully resting, breathing evenly. She gently breathed in my face, the scent of mint and liquor hung in the air. She snuggles closer and sighs, her arms tightly wrapped around her leather book. I smile and rest my forehead on hers. I wanted to laugh. Honestly, I can't wait till she awakens. Her reactions are funny when I do something to tease her and this would top it. This is as far as I'll go. I go any further, and I'll fall. That is as dangerous as death, for I know the stupid things you do when you fall for someone. And I'm half praying that I'm not falling for Ally.

A/n: well I hope you enjoyed that chapter and yay Auslly! 3 XD Kyaaaaaa hehe well now things are clearing up. And I hope you get the guilt. Well I just want you guys to know that you are all epic and awesome and I love you all so much! Thanks for reading! I appreciate it and the feeling is really amazing when you leave me reviews :) I love to know what your thinking! So review, follow and favorite and I'll post the next chapter real soon! :) Hasta la vista my amazing readers!