A/N: Sorry it took so long for this chapter but when it comes to this sort of ...attempt of writing it takes me twice as long since I need a little help putting it down on paper and need some references. This is a MATURE chapter so if you don't want to read any of the sex scenes just read the first two paragraphs to find out who it was and how it happened. I have the other chapter written so it won't take me as long to post them. :) *None of this belongs to me other than the main character everything else belongs to J.K Rowling*
November 1, 1977
Rubbing her hand against her pounding head, Jade pushed the pillow that had been laying on top of her off, groaning she pushed herself into a sitting position but froze when she felt something heavy on the other side of her. 'I didn't, did I?' Closing her eyes to ease the tension in her shoulders she turned her head to the side and nearly groaned again when she opened them, this time from her own stupidity. Laying beside her with only the sheets around his waist slept the one and only Sirius Black, looking delectable, which caused her to shake her head to dismiss the thought but that just caused her head to pound even harder.
'What did I do?' Thinking back to last night, she remembered leaving Severus who had made her into a thrumming mass of nerves, but she had attempted, much to her annoyance and displeasure, to keep her hormones in check and walked away from him. Because she had felt it, in his emotions that he hadn't liked wanting her and the only reason he had wanted to touch her had been because he was jealous of the person who was laying beside her now. She remembered going back into the Great Hall and returning to Rabastan, Alex had wandered off with the girl she had seen in the common room, who had gotten angry when he had asked her to this stupid party. Rabastan had given her a flask filled with something that had tasted delicious, it had burned her throat going down and made her feel light headed after awhile. After that, Rabastan had left too, when she didn't know only that it was nearing midnight and many people had been going back to their dorms some alone and others not so alone. Turned on, half drunk and angry because of Severus she had run into Sirius going back to her House. Jade still didn't know where Sirius had come from only that he had thrown her against the wall and kissed her until she couldn't remember that sleeping with him would have been a bad idea. All thoughts had fled and her lust filled brain and body had taken over, of course having two sets of emotions bombarding her with images of her and Sirius in bed had lead them to the bed.
Looking around the room she was surprised that it wasn't the Gryffindor dormitories, instead the room contained only one bed and nothing else, except for their cloths that were thrown across the floor. Throwing the sheet off of her she was about to climb off of the bed but paused when she felt a hand start to stroke down her back and towards her stomach, lust that wasn't hers filled her mind, but it did spark her own when his hand headed lower.
"Going somewhere." whispered Sirius against her ear, she hadn't even felt him move, she had been more interested in his hand that had slipped away from her thigh and had started to stroke his fingers against her clit.
"Sirius..."taking a deep breath to tell him to stop instead she almost purred when he shoved two fingers inside her, causing her head to fall against his chest, her nails digging into the mattress as he moved his fingers slowly, too slowly for her taste. She had barley opened her mouth to complain when he placed his lips on hers, at first when he licked her lips for permission she had been going to refuse until his fingers picked up the pace actually causing her to purr. Spreading her thighs to allow his fingers better access she opened her mouth to allow his tongue to duel with hers. Arching her hips into his fingers, she pulled away from his lips, her eyes snapping open as she realized who she was kissing.
"No," Pushing his hand away and untangling herself from his grasp she climbed off of the bed, trying to get some space between them to ease her lust filled mind and body. 'WHY NOT?' screamed her mind as she tried to ease her guilty conscience. 'Because I'm engaged to Lucius,' the logical part of her mind told her. 'You can cheat on him with Severus but not Sirius?' Forgetting that she was naked she ran her hands angrily through her hair. 'I sort of have feelings for Severus, while I have none for Sirius.' Her conscience and mind argued back and forth but froze when a low moan came from Sirius. Flicking her gaze over to him she could see his grey eyes were focused on her breasts, quickly covering herself with her hands she narrowed her gaze at him. He merely gave her an amused chuckle as he let his gaze rove over her body in what looked like appreciation.
"Why not? I promise I won't make this into something it's not." He told her causing her conscience and mind to stop warring for a moment, making her not notice him standing up and walk towards her until he was within close proximity. "It'll be our little secret." he whispered, his lips brushed against hers, it was such a simple touch but it brought a pleasure that she had yet to encounter. Severus didn't like to kiss, he believed it was too much of an intimacy, it wasn't that he didn't kiss her occasionally but it held no passion, not like this. His tongue brushed against her lips probing, easing her mind into forgetting why she wanted to say no but why she should say yes. As he kissed her she could taste a subtle hint of honey tease her senses as he slipped past to stroke his tongue against her. It made her wonder if all men subtly tasted different, Severus when they did kiss tasted of cinnamon. She felt her hands flatten against his bare chest, he felt hot to the touch as she pushed her hands upward until they were easing around his neck allowing her to run her hands through the heavy strands of his hair before gripping it tightly. A low, moan escaped her throat, before she could stop it and keep it hidden.
Arching closer to him, his arm eased around her side as his lips and tongue tasted and teased her with hunger, it wasn't until his hand flattened against her stomach and eased it gently up her torso to curve beneath the swollen mound of her breast that she realized how sensitive her body felt. The kiss intensified, growing both in heat and pleasure as the pad of his thumb stroked over the tight, hard bud of her nipple.
Jerking her head back, she tried to breath, to remember why it was a bad idea to sleep with him, but he didn't give her mind enough time to come up with even one reason. Sirius had taken the opportunity to lower his head to her breast, to swipe his tongue over the now painfully sensitive bud.
"Sirius. Again." Surprised at her own boldness at wanting to feel his tongue against her nipple again, she nearly jumped when he did as she asked. This time slow, easy, his tongue rubbed against her nerve-laden flesh as the muscles in her stomach tightened and her clit began to throb. She arched against his mouth, allowing the press of his thigh to insert itself between her thighs, which caused her to clench her teeth at the pressure.
"Yess," she hissed underneath her breath as she looked down, his grey eyes stared up at her, glittering with sexual heat as his lips parted and covered the small bud. A shudder rippled through her body causing her grip on his hair to tighten, holding him to her as he swiped over the tip and he began to suck.
"Yes, suck me. Suck me harder." The plea that escaped her mouth momentarily surprised her, but not enough to pull her mind out of the lust filled vortex that she didn't want to lose if she was honest. The feel of his tongue stroking over her nipple with quick little licks brought sharp flares of sensation. His thigh pressed harder against the swollen flesh of her pussy, the hard muscle clenching, the tiny flex against her clit spiking the pleasure rushing through her. A groan rasped in his chest, as his hand started to stroke from the curve of her breast to her nip. Sucking her nipple deeper, harder, causing lightening to explode through each of her nerve endings, his fingers caressed her hip all the way down to her thigh. At just that slight touch she could feel an unending crash and a surge of pleasure so intense it made mind completely shut down and want more.
"Don't stop." Jerking in his arms as his head lifted, she could see that his expression was so sexually tight now that a rush of something akin to satisfaction flit through her to know that she was the one making him hard.
"Sirius." She moaned his name as she could feel his hand stroke to her thigh, his fingertips were somewhat rough, calloused and heated, caressing over her sensitive flesh as his hand drew close to her wet folds. She could feel the slick wetness beginning to spread to her thighs, if he didn't touch her soon to ease the ache, Jade wasn't sure if she would be able to let him live.
"Don't worry I'm not going to stop, we're just getting started." His voice had deepened, grown husky with lust, it had her trembling with arousal as the stroke of his fingertips against her thigh had her hips shifting forward, desperate for his touch to go lower.
"Sirius." she growled as his fingers eased back. Within the same second of her plea his head lowered, slight rasp on his tongue rapping against her other nipple, making her realize how neglected it had been, as he turned them so her back was towards the bed easing them towards it. His lips worked over hers as his fingers returned to her thigh, petting, stroking, his fingertips rubbed against her flesh as though he could tell that her juices were rushing from her pussy, easing to her thigh, eager for him to touch her.
Her body no longer felt like it belonged to her, as though it had been overtaken, possessed, even her senses felt like they were controlled by the slightest touch of his body against hers. His lips moved to her neck, sensual, destructive little flicks of his tongue, his fingertips moved steadily closer to the slick, hot essence of her juices. Weakening at the submissive arousal that that continued to grow inside her, there were so many sensations going through her mind and body that she was having a hard time figuring out what was hers and what was his. His teeth raked against the side of her neck, drawing a startled cry of pleasure from her and drawing her mind away from its train of thought. One hand stroked her back, trailed along her spine, then moved to the back of her thigh, mere inches from the clenched rise of her ass. The hand at her thigh moved steadily closer to its ultimate goal, as the heated moisture seemed to move lower.
"Si-rius," she gasped as her own body betrayed her further. Her hips jerked forward, the hollow ache clenching the muscles of her sex as her clit throbbed in eager anticipation of his touch. The ache centered between her thighs was becoming tortured, her clit was so swollen the ache was painful, the need for touch dragging muted, needy whimpers from her lips that she knew would have her flushing in shame once their rendezvous or whatever it was that they were doing was over.
"It feel good?" His tongue licked over her nipple again before he sucked it quickly into his mouth, the immediate, hard suction and firm rasp of his tongue across the nerve-laden bundle causing her nails to bite into his shoulders as she jerked against him. The pleasure was destroying her, with Severus it had been passionate between them but this, this was different..Where Severus' touch had been fast, almost rough in a certain way, Sirius' touch was slow and gentle but with a leashed quality to each caress that was apparent in the tension that was tightening his body, it was almost as if a measure of his restraint had escaped with each touch.
Closely clipped, blunt nails scoured a sensually heated trail along her thighs before moving back. What little hesitancy had been remaining was replaced by male hunger, and when his fingers met the thick, slick essence of the juices spreading along the folds of her pussy, Jade's knees hit the edge of the bed. His thumb raked around the swollen bud of her clit as his head lifted. Grey eyes narrowed on hers, his lips appeared to be swollen and his expression was tight with hunger.
"If you don't want to continue say no," he growled. Her lips almost seemed to tremble, even if she wanted to change her mind she couldn't, she never backed down. Besides she didn't have the strength.
"I don't want to say no." Even if it was a mistake, and she could feel like it was, it was in the warning that was burning in the back of her mind. His fingers slid through the saturated slit of her pussy, the roughened caress further exciting the sensitive endings that lay beneath the swollen folds as he went to his knees in front of her. She couldn't stand, it was as though his kneeling before, his hard hands gripping her hips and his lips brushing against her lower belly were too much, Jade felt the strength leave her legs. Following onto the bed, her fingers moving to his head, playing with the long, dark strands of his hair as his tongue ran over the swollen mounds of her breasts once again.
"Lie back." his head lifting, his hands gripping her hips to pull her to the edge of the bed, Sirius eased back slowly. "I just want to taste you." A punch of sensation, hard and vibrant hot slammed into her womb at the huskily spoken words. 'Just taste her?' easing back, the feeling of his lips stroking across her abdomen as his hands pressed against her inner thighs in a silent prompt to part them. Staring down her body, Jade watched the way his long hair framed his face, his grey eyes, molten silver as he parted the curl-soaked folds with his hands before his head lowered. Then, with a low, desperate moan, she watched as his head lowered and he delivered a firm, suckling kiss to the tortured, silky wet bud of her clitoris.
A sizzling, erotic firestorm seemed to whip through her, jerking her hips upward, her knees lifting to grip his hips as she arched, desperate to drive her pussy closer to the suckling heat of his mouth. Burying her hands in his hair as though she could hold him to her, force him to end the torturous pleasure raging through her.
"Like melted sugar," he spoke against the ultrasensitive, throbbing bundle of nerves he'd held captive. "I knew your pussy would taste this sweet, Jade." 'She tasted sweet?' Did she really care? Nothing else mattered but easing the burning need raging through her. His gaze lifted, the liquid-bright grey glittered in his tanned face. As she watched, her eyes locked with his, his head lowered once again and then Sirius got serious about the pleasure. Wicked, confident and experienced, his tongue raked in an erotic circular motion around her clit as one hand lifted, the thumb tucking between the soaked folds of flesh to find the entrance to her clenched vagina. He pressed against the fragile opening, rotated his thumb and his lips covered her clit.
Jade jerked, completely unbalanced by the sensation whipping through her and the tension building inside her. There was no way to stop it, no way to stop it if she wanted too, no way to catch her breath or her control. Her hips arched the need to get closer, for more, to find the end to the delicious pressure building behind her clit drove her. The hunger was like a fever raging inside her, she couldn't get enough of him. Enough of his touch, enough of the pressure barely pressing into her pussy, enough of his tongue flickering in tightening circles against her clit. The building, pulsating waves began to burn, like starting a fire in her stomach causing it to tighten, he womb clenching as her breath caught. The edge was so close, pulling her over, looming like a specter of ecstasy so that when she was finally pulled over it felt like she was falling.
...
Sirius felt like his body was on fire as he climbed on top of Jade so that he was underneath him, his every waking and sleeping moments had been about her for the last two months. The sensation of kissing her was unlike he had imagined, the feeling of her body pushed up against his. Kissing her roughly, the taste of her juices still in his mouth, the first time had been amazing but this, this was even better than that. Pulling away from her lips he trailed kisses over her jaw, her neck, her shoulder, and breasts. Her hands moved from his hair to grip his shoulders, before moving one hand back to his hair and started to kiss him, lips and tongue melded with hers, hard, hungry for more as her response urged him closer, making the kiss deeper. Using his thighs to part hers further, he moved one of his hands to cup her breast, as her wandering hand eased from his shoulders, down his chest and lower still until her fingers brushed against his erection. Licking at her lips, nibbling at them, he drew her tongue into his mouth and sucked at it causing her to arch closer, the bare flesh of her cunt jerking against the long, hot thickness of his erection as it lay against the soft flesh.
"Sirius..." She whispered against his lips, she seemed to purr in pleasure, her nails sliding back up his chest and onto his back where she raked her nails. "Enough teasing," she panted, twisting against his hold until he was poised at her entrance. One hard thrust buried the thick, steel hard erection into her body to the hilt, Sirius had to fight for breath, for control. She was tight around his cock, her muscles gripping him like a velvety fist. 'Control' he attempted to remind himself, but with the raging lust beating at him, demanding for a hard, fierce ride. With her tossing beneath him, her hips bucking, driving him harder into the soft flesh of her cunt grinding against him. Gritting his teeth, he eased back, wanting to scream himself at the incredible pleasure from the friction of her flesh against his. Jade squirmed beneath him, fighting for breath, her body damp with perspiration, her juices not only coating her thighs but his as well. He thrust inside the tight depths of her body, groaning on every stroke at the tight heat clasping him, driving him insane with the pleasure. None of the other girls he had ever slept with made him feel as if he was burning alive. As her moans got louder had her nails digging deeply into her skin he could tell she was getting close, so damned close and so was he. He could almost feel the white hot fingers of fire moving down his spine , so that he slammed inside her, deep, hard, he felt her body arch. Her topaz colored eyes widened as she stared at him dazed, wild hunger for a second before her orgasm hit. The feel of her clenching around him, making her so tight and hot he could do nothing but follow her over. He growled his pleasure as he felt himself release in orgasmic bliss.
"Get off me Black." Blinking in surprise at her abrupt tone, he pulled out of her, rolled off of her and watched as she quickly covered herself with the only remaining blanket on the bed. The fire and passion that had been electrifying to see when they had been staring at him, he watched as she stood up and again started picking up her cloths.
"Something the matter love." he asked in interest, watching her undress had been satisfying to watch, but watching her get dressed was a lot more worth wild. She ignored his comment and stepped into his dress and zipped it up, picking up her heels, she looked at him for a moment before walking towards him.
"Remember..love this is our little secret." leaning towards him she gave him a quick kiss and warning look. Usually he was the first one to get dressed and walked out, and now he sort of realized the anger and bewilderment that crossed through those girls faces. However, unlike those girls he now had a piece of information that Jade didn't want known to the school. Smiling at her retreating figure, 'Don't worry Jade, it'll be our secret." smirking at his false promise he started to get dressed as well.
...
'It wasn't supposed to happen.' her mind shouted at her for the twenty-fifth time that day as she stared down at her black nails, her mind was still screaming at her for succumbing to Sirius Black's charm. Although he had made her feel special for a while it had slowly disappeared through the day as she realized that she was no better than Rachel. She had ended up as another notch in his bedpost and the guilt for enjoying it and betraying Severus and Lucius beat at her troubled mind for the last two hours she had sat in her bed, while the other girls slept around her.
"Why?" she whispered to herself for the thousandth time but the reason eluded her, she wanted to go down to the Slytherin common room but her body refused to stand up and walk down to the comforting arms of Severus, instead she yelled internally about her stupidity before she finally remembered what had happened last night before the incident. Staring down at her hand she remembered the emotions that had come off of the people she had touched, it had always been skin to skin that the emotions had seemed to flow into her. Flicking her gaze to the girl who slept in the bed next to her, she remembered her name was April Jones, a muggleborn. Even though she didn't spend much time talking to her Housemates she knew that April was a sweet girl who sometimes tried to include her in whatever her and her friends were doing. Moving to the side of the bed she reached over until her fingertips brushed against April's hand. At first she felt nothing but after about a minute she started to feel a trickle of emotion that wasn't hers, at first she thought it was happiness until an image of a boy she didn't recognize seemed to fill her mind making her think of how content she would be if he only talked to her. Pulling her hand away quickly at the thought, she stared down in amazement and slight fear at the possibility of being able to read and feel people's emotions.
'What is going on with me?' She asked herself, as she climbed back onto her bed and attempted to forget that the whole thing had ever happened. If people learned what she could do, she'd be more of an outcast then she already was and as of right now she just wanted to float under the radar until she was done with Hogwarts.