(Bellas point of view)

The sun was shining brightly in my window. I could tell that even without opening my eyes. I was laying on my back and tried to shift over to my side. But a pair of strong arms held me tighter to its body. The previous day flooded through my brain. I thought it was all a dream!

"Good morning." Edward whispered into my ear sending chills down my spine.

"MmmHmm." I mumbled incoherently

He chuckled and unwrapped his arms from my waist. I sat up quickly. Going to try an attempt to keep him here.

"Where are you going?" I whispered

"Just to sit in the chair i figured you would want a human minute or two before you come and have dinner with my family."

"Oh yeah. Hmm What time is it? i asked

"Just after 4:00pm."

"What?! Why didn't you wake me up?"

"Because you looked so beautiful sleeping... and mumbling my name." he said sheepishly.

I blushed. "Just like old times" I murmed on my way to the bathroom while picking up my bag of toiletries.

"Wait! And since when did you start wearing stuff like this?" He asked as he grabbed the bottom of my silky shorts. I blushed

"Well... When Alice called me to post-pone the dinner till tonight she told me that i would need to wear this. And that she would check on me. ANd that if i didn't she would burn all my clothes and only buy me skirts and tank tops." I laughed sheepishly.

He chuckled understanding what i meant.

I stood in the shower turning the water hotter. I quickly cleaned my hair and dried my body. I slipped on a plain white t shirt with a pair of blue jeans. And quickly headed out to Edward.

"I would ask if you wanted breakfast but you are about to eat dinner sooo..." He trailed off.

"It's ok im good"

He stood up from the chair and smiled at me before he ran across the room at inhuman speed and grasped me tightly in his arms.

"Bella i love you! Never doubt that please!" He begged

"I love you too Edward" And i rested my head on his chest.

We stood there before he pulled back and kissed me urgently on the lips.

"So do you want to get to my house early to catch up with the family?"

"Yep!" I said as i gently pecked him on his lips again.

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We were sitting in his car, while he drove down a familiar old road.

"Do you still live in the same house?" I asked him

"Yes" he replied simply "Esme just loves that house."

We sat in silence until i broke it.

"Edward if i ask you something will you answer truthfully?"

"Of course, love" That name! I giggled

"Whats so funny?"

"That name"

"Do you not like it?" He asked worry in his voice.

"No, no! I absolutely love it! It's just i havn't heard anything like that in two years! Well except for Jacob. But he just has a crush. I think he will imprint someday and finally be able to be happy."

Edward growled.

"Don't worry he has no competition. He is just my best wolf-friend." I put my hand on his knee and rubbed it. He immediatly relaxed.

"Oh, I heard that he was part dog now." I laughed

"He's not a dog just a friend."

"So what was it you wanted to ask me, love?" I had almost forgot.

He took the hand that i had rested on his knee and laced his fingers with mine. While my hand still rested on his leg.

"Oh ... Yeah." He looked at me when i stuttered.

"You can tell me anything, love." he assured me.

"I know." I sighed.

"Please Bella, you don't know how frustrating it is not knowing your thoughts." He begged.

"Ok fine, Why did you come back? I mean i love that you did. I'm in love with you Edward. And i love your family. But you must have know that i would still be here!"

We sat for a moment in complete silence. That electric thing that goes on between us was a live wire!

"Well,I was hoping you would still be here. I was sick and tired living without you. I wasn't even trying! I just sat there everyday, practically in the corner mumbling your name. Bella believe me when i tell you i only left you because i thought you could move on without me. That it would be more safe for you. I only cared about you! I am so sorry Bella more than you will ever know! I just Bella...I just..." I cut him off short.

He was gripping the steering wheel too hard. Obviously trying very hard not to brake it. His knuckles where pale to the bone.

"Edward please stop appologizing! I know you left for my safety. I believe that now! I didn't believe it when Rosalie and Alice told me that in the club the other night. But now i believe it Edward! I don't want to think or talk about it anymore! All that matters is that your here now, with me."I started crying tears of joy at the moment.

I gripped his hand tighter with mine.

He just gazed into my eyes searching for something.. i guess some hidden emotion. But there wasn't one. I just spilled my heart out to him.

"By the way. I love you." I said and smiled.

He brought our intertwined hands together up to my face to whipe away my tears then back to his face so he could kiss the back of mine.

"You don't know how much i love you." He said

"Not more than i love you!" I argued

"I'll bet i do."

"Liar!" I playfully hissed at him. We both broke down laughing.

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We were almost at his beautiful home when he broke a silence that was going on between us.

"So tell me about your band." He said

"What do you want to know?" I asked plainly

"Well who started it?"

"Stacey and Max" I said simply

"And who is there leader?" He said then smirked at me.

"Ummm... me." i addmitted and he laughed.

"But i had no choice! They took a vote." I added

"Why did they vote for you? I mean what did you do to convince them. You do a really great job of it apparantly because the way you sounded and looked up there was phonominal!" He told me.

"Well I didn't do anything to convince them on purpose. But they told me I had the most creative mind" I scoffed.

"I don't dissagree." He said and gave me my favorite crooked smile of his. Which sent my heart back into over drive.

"I've written tons of songs. And about a year ago Stacey was snooping through my room and found my notebook full of songs. She took it and showed it to the guys, they loved most of them - so they showed it to Charlie!" I said in disbelief

"When did you start writing songs?" he asked me honest curiosity in his voice.

"About 3 months after you left. They started out as poems, but that just wasn't me."

"What were they about?" I knew where he was going with this. And i didn't want to answer that.

"At first they were about... um..." He noticed me stutter. Of course he noticed everything!

"You can tell me anything Bella."

"Well at first they were about despair, and ... hurt , and ... pain." I trailed off. He flinched when i said those three agonizing words.

"But then they got better , less hurt and more emotion and happiness." I finished hoping this was the end of my lyrics conversation.

"So you were starting to get over me?" He asked hurt obviously aware in his voice. Why would he jump to that conclusion. As if that were even possible!

"No, no! I started remembering all the good times you and i had together, and the lyrics started pouring from my brain." I assured him.

"So either way you were writing about us.. or me?" He asked

"Yes its all i wanted to write about. All i actually cared about." I answered him.

"So you said Charlie passed.." He said as a question.

"Yes, there was a robbery at the Forks bank and Charlie dove in front of a woman and her child when the robber shot at them. The bullet hit him directly in the heart." I flinched.

"Bella, love. I'm so sorry." Edward said.

"It's ok he died for a good purpose. I guess..."

I didn't realize I let go of his hand when i was talking. Until he put his hand on my knee and rubbed soothing circles in it with his thumb. He gazed out the window deep in thought.

"Well.. Charlie left me almost everything. The house, and his retirement money. Which i was surprised that he had so much in there; 50,000 dollars!!" I laughed.

"Well atleast you had somebody to take care of you. Until you know..."

"Yeah if he didn't leave me the house or money i would of haved to move back with Renee and Phil. And i could honestly say at that point i had the band and i didn't want to go live with her. I think Forks is growing on me!" I laughed and looked out the window to where the forest was ending and a big white majestic house came into view.

BElla is more herself i think in this chapter sorry for getting a little OOC in the last chapter. But this should explain it.

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