Chapter 10 - Fight for you
Blank, completely blank… I feel numbed like the world somehow has stopped, and that there is no point in living anymore.I can hear voices around me all the time, but they are all distant, not breaking through the surface, only like a radio but I can't find the right channel to hear them, and I don't want to.How long have I been lying like this…? I don't even know where I am not, neither do I care, the only thing I know is that I am not where I should be, by my daughters side, everything is so wrong…Why would Casey do this…? He got Luke; he took him, why did he have to take Bella away from me..? Is it one more of his sick games that he is playing with me, to prow that he is better one of us two that he can take what he wants when he wants to?I wished I had never come here… there is so much I wish and hope a lot of this would never have happened, I want to turn back time and change it, but I can't…
Holden had tried to get some kind of respond out of Noah, but it was impossible…
Noah refused to ate, sleep, anything, and that started to scare all of them, if Noah didn't eat something soon they had drive him to the hospital…
Noah was lying in on the couch, not moving only starring into the air, not really wanting anything to do with this world…
He had tried to get back in to the hospital, but was kick out, again and again, he could still feel the burses he had on his body, they were aching, but that pain was nothing compare what his heart felt like right now, not even close. ..
He felt someone touch is shoulder, shaking him and he turned around to see how it was…
Of course it was Luke, who else would it be?
Noah knew that none of this was his fault, but Luke could have stopped him, he could have done something, Casey was his husband for heaven sake!
"Noah"
Noah sat up a little and glared at Luke with an angry look on his face.
"What do you want? Don't you think that you have done enough damned as it is? He said moving away from Luke.
"I just wanted to see if you were okay" Luke whispered in a sad voice.
"Okay? DO YOU THINK I LOOK OKAY TO YOU? The most important person in the world has been taken away from me, and all of this is you husbands fault! "Noah said angry and got up from the couch.
"Did you know that he was going to do this? Noah asked at looking straight at Luke.
"No"
"HOW THE TELL DID HE MANGED TO DO THIS THEN? IT COSTS A LOT OF MONEY TO DO THIS WHIT OUT GOING TO COURT FIRST! Money which Casey do not have, which YOU have"
That was the last thing Noah manage to say before everything went black and he fell down in to darkness….
Noah welcomed the darkness when it came, he let it surround that him, fill him up, but it didn't last long…
He blinked a little bit, and was not surprise to find that he was lying in a hospital bed. He knew that sooner or later he would have ended up here…
Wait a minute, I am a hospital, I am in THE hospital…
Suddenly Noah's brain started to work very fast.. Maybe it could work… he had to try at least, know that he was so close to her.
Noah looked around; he didn't see anyone so he slowly made his way out off his room, walking towards Bella's.
He took a look around, no Casey, or guard, or doctor: the hall was empty so he sneaked in, and there she was, there was Isabella Angelina Mayer, his daughter, no matter what the DNA test said but that wasn't the biggest relief of all.
She was awake, reading a book…
"O Bella…" He said and rushed to hug her, feeling a huge rock falling of his chest.
She is fine, she is awake… Thank god... she is fine…
"Dad, where the hell have you been??" She said and tears were running down her face.
When she had woken up she had found herself alone, no one was there, and it had scared her.
"I thought something bad had happened to you dad, you almost scared me too death!"
"I am so sorry, but I thought that there were people looking after you" he didn't want to tell her the truth yet, he wanted to save this moment before crashing it…
"No, no one has been here, except Lucinda. I tried to ask her and the doctors but they refuse to tell me where you were and why you weren't here…" Bella said in an angry voice
"What, you mean that Casey hasn't been here?" Noah asked, not wanting to here the answer.
"Casey? Why would Casey be here??" Bella asked, now very confused.
That son of a bitch... He had taken my daughter from me, and he didn't even visited her, he didn't sat with her when she woke up?
What kind of dad was he??
"Because he is you biological father Bella, and it seems that he has taking over custody over you. Don't ask me how because I don't know how he did it whiteout going to court, but something is telling me that it has to do with money, lots of money…"
"But why would he do that dad?"
Noah pulled his daughter to him.
"I don't know Bella, but I intend to find out and I am going to fight for you… got that? I am not going to give up… "
"I got it dad, and I am going to fight in every possible why that I can" Bella said and hugged her dad.
Right in that moments Casey and Luke stepped though the door, with Dr Bob, behind them.