Chapter 10: Love Sick Losers
A/n: OMG!!! I haven't been updated with my stories and I just figured this one had 29 reviews for this one! I'm sorry for not updating, I seriously thought I would never update here again because of some business of mine, but here I am again and on with my stories until I'm under that stage again! Thank you to all my faithful reviewers! Oh and keep them coming! Thanks for your support!
Previously on Through the Well...
"I love him," she started. "I love Sesshoumaru…"
"Sesshoumaru-sama, may I please come and help you check the borders?" Kagura pleaded her eyes tearing.
"Kagura, you need to stay here at the palace, I can't risk you getting hurt," Sesshoumaru answered and Kagura smiled a little. He couldn't risk her getting hurt, perfect, everything was in plan alright. Was that showing that he cared? As he kissed on her the forehead and left her chambers, she quietly let out a snicker of a laugh.
"Just a tiny bit more and you'll be mine," she whispered, smile minickingly into the night as she pulled the blankets up to cover her body, dreaming evil dreams of what is to come...and there was no happy ending for Rin.
Sesshoumaru walked past the hallway where Kagura's chamber was, he had an urge to go in Rin's room before entering his, but since he was courting Kagura and since Rin seemed to be a little quiet at dinner that evening, he didn't want to bother her. But there was like this invisible string that kept pulling him to Rin's door. His hand cupped the handle and was going to open it. His full instincts told him to open the door, open the door and make love to you mate, do it. But then he released the door handle as he walked into his chambers.
Rin's POV
I don't want to stay here, at least not with Kagura here. It seems to hurt so much, I don't know why. Can it be that I really love Sesshoumaru? But the problem is that I don't want to love him! He's a horny bastard that ACCIDENTALLY marks young girls like me as his mate! No way! But it can only be understandable because no one has ever made me feel this way before. I let out a gentle laugh as I lay back and stare at the ceiling. It's funny how it started actually, how I accidentally fell through the well with Kagome, and then her heaving a warning to stay away from Sesshoumaru...why? Why did the world choose me to toodle with? I don't want to do this anymore...it's so hard on me, and I'm pretty sure, it's hard on everyone. Especially Kagome, I wonder how she's doing now...
In the morning, I heard a knock to my door. I stood up as someone entered, I wasn't quite sure if it was a servant or not. I yawned and opened my eyes to see Sesshoumaru. My eyes widened as I jumped out of bed.
"What do you want?" I asked horrified in a way.
"I just came here to tell you of the news," he replied.
"What news?" What news was there that he had to tell me this early in the morning.
"I'm departing to watch over the borders of the western lands," he replied monotonously.
"And this concerns me because?" I asked raising an eyebrow to him.
"Because I know you will be concern and ask the servants where I am, so I decided to take the honor myself and tell you," he replied once again.
"What honor do you have to talk with me?" as soon as I said that, my back was met with the wall as he had me pinned there again.
"I have every honor to talk with my mate in any way I can," after he said that, it made me blush. How many ways can you talk with your mate? I blushed more dangerously after that thought.
"Fine then, I'm waiting for your departure," I said monotonously. He let go of me and backed away a couple of feet.
"That's it? No kiss? No telling me you're going to miss me?" He asked. I just stared at him and he laughed. "Forget it."
"Hmm, if I'm thinking correctly, you're asking me to come with you?" I said reading his mind...I think.
"I never said that," he said turning emotionless on me again.
"Well then, have a good trip without me," I replied looking out the window to the balcony.
"Very well, I will be gone for a week," and after that, I heard a click of the door and out I went to the balcony, letting the wind brush away the tears the flew out of my eyes. Why am I crying?! Stop it! I yelled at myself silently as I brushed the tear away but they just kept coming down automatically. I promise myself I won't love him, I just can't, although I think I do, I only think, it's not true! I'm sticking myself in fiction! This is reality!
I decided to get of my room after taking a bath and doing what is necessary in the morning. I was walking down the hall when I heard voices and made me stop dead in my tracks.
"I'll miss you Sesshoumaru, why can't I come with you?" Kagura's voice whined as there was some shuffling.
"Kagura Kagura Kagura, don't worry about it, it's best if you stay here at the palace," Sesshoumaru's voice replied. After that I heard some sucking and kissy noises so I decided to peek, Sesshoumaru was kissing Kagura again, or was it Kagura kissing Sesshoumaru? Either way, they both were kissing like there was no tomorrow. That made me wonder, why didn't Sesshoumaru kiss me goodbye? What the heck?! How'd I think that?! Maybe he did want to, he did ask right?
"That's it? No kiss? No telling me you're going to miss me?"
Yes, he just probably wanted me to kiss him and he'd continue, probably Kagura did that and he couldn't resist his urges. I know this sounds kinda mean but...THAT WHORE! But either way, he'll probably never look at me again. I started to walk the other way into another hall, into another hall, into another hall, into ano- okay you get the point, but I was walking until I realize I was lost. These weren't the decorated halls I remember, but the stone walls of the dungeon. This was starting to creep me out. I don't want to be here! I started panicking and started to walk back and that I did, finally reaching the decorated halls again. I sighed in relief, but there was a feeling inside that wanted to pull me into the dark dungeon again, like as if I belong there or something, but WHAT?! The dungeon is no place for me! I started running off again into many halls until I reach what seemed like the door to my room, I opened the door and saw it was my room. I walked in and sat on my bed as I thought to myself many thoughts of today. Kagura's kiss with Sesshoumaru, Sesshoumaru's departure that I couldn't see him leave because I found my way to the dungeon...I shivered, the dungeon. I closed my eyes, and soon enough, sleep casts its spell on me...
It's been five days now, the castle seems to be pretty quiet without Sesshoumaru and these were like the more boring days of my life. Sesshoumaru was there for me to bother. And I have ate only little of food of these passing days, the reason why, I don't know. I wouldn't have expected today to be like this though...my guard was way down when Kagura entered steathly and knocked my unconscious, all I could remember was flying in thin air...
Nothing can stop me now, I will rid of her before Sesshoumaru's back. He'll be all mine, if he asks where Rin is, that'll not be a problem at all, I've got him wrapped around my finger. Rin will not have Sesshoumaru, he was destined to be mine, Naraku foretold it, I will not lose to her like I did in the past life...
I gently opened my eyes to see the blue sky and treetops and me laying against something. I looked back to see a well that looked so familiar. Wait! This was the well that Kagome and I came through I think!
"I see that you're awake," a voice that sent chills up my spine. I looked to see Kagura with a devious smirk glued to her features.
"What am I doing here?" I asked narrowing my eyes as she laughed evilly.
"My dear dear dear Rin, do you think you love Sesshoumaru-sama at all?" Kagura asked as I looked down. "Do you know of all those weird emotions flying through your veins and those tears you cry not wanting them to fall? You're in love with Sesshoumaru, and that's the only explainable reason."
"I don't understand Kagura, why are you speaking of my feelings when you don't know what I feel at all?" I asked through blurred eyes. She just laughed again.
"I can see them myself!" She yelled, her eyes seem to be more red than ever. "I saw you at breakfast, lunch, dinner with that pathetic loser face! I sensed those pathetic tears you've cried when Sesshoumaru left, I've heard your abnormal heartbeat, it's just so out there anyone can sense it, but Sesshoumaru." she smirked again.
"What are you planning, Kagura?" I asked as the tears freely fell now.
"What am I planning? What am I planning?!" Kagura seemed to be over control now. "Answer me this first, do you love Sesshoumaru?"
"Even if I do or don't, it's none of your business," I replied and she narrowed her eyes.
"It is, my my my Rin! It is so my business! To steal Sesshoumaru away from you! I want to know if you love him! I can't have no one stay in my way!" She looked ready to kill.
"So what are you going to do? What are you going to do to me huh Kagura? Kill me?" I asked as she went quiet. "If you killed me, what would Sesshoumaru think of you?" She laughed again.
"How in the Hell would he know that I killed you? There's no evidence in that!" Kagura yelled as she began to walk closer to Rin and she shut her eyes.
"Whatever you do, the Heavens can see, and you will not get away with it," I said being brave. She gritted her teeth as she held me up by my kimono.
"Don't you dare go against me! I hate you! I despise you! You filthy human! Go back to your own time and never come back bitch!" Kagura said as pushed Rin into the well. "Find your own Sesshoumaru there!"
Rin's eyes widened for a second, then they went back to their original size.
Goodbye forever Sesshoumaru...
Souta's POV
This was the way of Kagome and her lifeless body. Everyday she would walk out to the well as she looked through it and then just fell down next to it...lifeless as her eyes told of another story as she just whispered...
"I'll be okay...I'm going to be fine..."
Was she though? I, as a brother, was worried about her, I'd check up on her everyday, peeking through the wall and seeing her looking at the ground, her eyes in a gazed fashion. What surprised me most was when a purple light shot through the well and then died down. I ran in to check what was wrong? Did InuYasha come to visit Kagome? He always did when Kagome came home for at least one day, but it has already been a week and a half already and he hasn't shown. Rushing quickly, I ran over to the well and looked down it to find an immobilized body...
"Rin..." and then I was gone...
"Grandpa! Grandpa!" I yelled running and sliding doors. I finally reached his room and he was sitting down looking over some scroll.
"What is it Souta?" he asked looking up.
"Grandpa! Rin! She's-she's-" I started.
"Hold it son, let's go out and fetch her," Grandpa said getting up and we made our way out to the well. Grandpa climbed down the well as I followed. I looked Rin in the eyes to see no emotion or what so ever...and then a thought struck me. Is there something going on in Feudal Japan or something?! Kagome and Rin returned dumbstruck! Grandpa and I got her out and she just fell down next to Kagome, as they both stare into nothingness and out of the corners of their eyes...tears leaked out.
Grandpa gently led Kagome outside and into the house as I led Rin. I was very short for a guy so all I did was pull on her hand and led her inside. Grandpa did the same because he was old and weak. When they both got into their bedrooms, they both just sat on their bed lifeless each staring out into space. Now I was worried...hopefully this time, Grandpa and I will be able to seal the well...forever and always. If Kagome and Rin ever gain conscience, never will I let them go through that wicked well again...there's a disease in the Feudal time, even if I'm still young and don't understand what it is, I just know that going back there wouldn't do any good, therefore, it's best if they both stay here...
"Ahhhhh!" Kagome yawned as she got up and blinked. She looked at the time. "Oh shoot! InuYash-" she stopped and looked down. "-sha..." she finished getting quiet and then smiling. "I'm over him!" she yelled getting up and running out of her room.
"Kagome?!" Souta yelled as she ate all his pancakes that morning. "Hey! Those were mine!" Kagome was just busy stucking food in her mouth.
"Did Rin ever return?" Kagome said with a mouthful of food in her mouth.
"Don't talk with your mouth full Kagome," her mother scolded her with a sweatdrop.
"Sorry mommy!" Kagome said as if she were a little kid.
"And yes, Rin is back, she's in her room right now, why don't you visit her when you're finis-" Grandpa started.
"What?! How'd she return? I thought the well was broken? How is she? Ah I miss her!" Kagome said shooting up from her chair and running Rin's room's way.
"I wonder how she'll take it..." Souta said gently take a piece of his pancake.
"Not too good, sadly," Mother said as she sighed and tears dropped out of her eyes.
"Rin?" Kagome asked as she knocked. No answer. "Rin?" she opened the door to find Rin sitting lifeless on her bed. "RIN!" she yelled running over to her. "Stop it! Get of that phase! Why are you looking at the ground like that?! Wake up! Wake up Rin!" Kagome said patting both sides of her faces. Was she like this earlier too? Oh no! Wait, if she was, she'll feel better soon right? Right? She better! "Rin!"
Rin's POV
"Don't you dare go against me! I hate you! I despise you! You filthy human! Go back to your own time and never come back bitch!" Kagura said as pushed me into the well. "Find your own Sesshoumaru there!"
No...no one can be my Sesshoumaru here...there just can't be...Rin, stop punishing yourself, there I go again, I'm talking to myself. Rin...Rin...Rin...Rin...Wake up...Wake up Rin...
"Rin!" I blinked my eyes, as I saw a blurred image of Kagome, I smiled and then everything was black...
"Will she ever be fine?" Kagome asked as she remembered Rin smiling before passing out. Her head was really hot and she has been dabbing cold water on her face for the past half hour. Was Rin okay? Did she get out of her phase?
"InuYasha!!! Please! I miss Kagome!" Shippou yelled as he kept bothering InuYasha. He wasn't going to stop until InuYasha goes and apologize and get her back.
"Shut it Shippou! She's never coming back! She can never come back!" InuYasha yelled with twice the rage today.
"Why?! I know you can go through the well and get her, you did everytime!" Shippou whined.
"Look Shippou, maybe there's something wrong this time, that's probably InuYasha couldn't get through the well," Miroku answered as Shippou turned to look at Miroku.
"InuYasha tried and failed?" Shippou asked as Miroku nodded his head. "What happened?! How come I didn't know?!"
"Well, I was curious of InuYasha leaving at night, so I decided to follow when I saw...
InuYasha raced over to well. "It'll work today, I'll be able to see Kagome today," he thought as he jumped in. What? He felt no power change! No era change! He jumped out.
"Damn it! What's the Hell is wrong with you?! You stupid well! Let me through!"
...and that is why Kagome may never return Shippou," Miroku finished as InuYasha glared at him.
"Why did you follow me you monk!" InuYasha yelled his face red with fury.
"I know what's wrong with the well," Miroku said as InuYasha quiet down and listened intently. "Someone from the other era has place a seal on it so it is unable to transport the ones from this era to the other world." InuYasha's face fell...
"All those times trying...just so I can see you Kagome..." InuYasha's face when emotionless.
"Hey! Don't turn Sesshoumaru on us!" Shippou yelled and that was what was needed to changed InuYasha back. Shippou got a hit to the head and a bump emerged.
"You have returned quick my lord, why is it so early this time?" Kagura asked hugging Sesshoumaru from behind.
"I sensed something wrong at the castle, so I decided to come back to see what it was," Sesshoumaru replied as Kagura smiled and got her hands into his haori.
"But my lord, there's nothing wrong," Kagura said seducing him into what she wanted. But instead he pulled away and turned to face Kagura, a glare on his face.
"Is that so?" Sesshoumaru asked as Kagura somehow blushed and nodded. "Then tell me Kagura, do you know of anything, why Rin's scent is swept off my castle grounds? Not just my grounds but away from this era?" Kagura's eyes widened.
"What?! Since when was she gone?!" Kagura said as her heart beated fast. "That can't be Sesshoumaru-sama!" she cried. "She was here yesterday...yesterday! She couldn't have escaped my lord!" with that said she got a slap to her face.
"Stop it with your games Kagura, you were the one that forced her to go back were you?" Sesshoumaru asked as Kagura looked down.
"I had to my lord...I wanted to be mine, and mine only," Kagura said as fake tears fell from her eyes.
"Well, with that act, I'll never be yours you wench," Sesshoumaru said kicking her out of the room. How did he know? That tinge at his heart, it wasn't his pain...it was Rin's...
To Be Continued...
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