BREATHE
Every little piece of me. You'll see. Everything is alright.

But sometimes it's not all alright, and now it's not for Nina and Fabian.


Nina Martin's Point of View

Alright Nina, breathe. Just because Joy is coming back doesn't mean you have anything to worry about.

There was nothing going on between her and your boyfriend- except that he used to be her boyfriend until I came along.

Oh gosh. I stole her boyfriend. I'm a man stealer…I'm a horrible person.

Breathe. Just breathe.

I need to know everything. I need to ask Fabian before Joy comes back. Ironically I hear a faint knock on my door and a male head peeps through it as well.

Fabian walks in and says "hey..."

He seemed quite...then why would he come in to talk if he was being somewhat silent? Maybe to listen..?

I breathe in slowly and reply "hey Fabian"

He sits on the edge of my bed next to me and grabs my left hand in a grasp. He says "um, I think we may need to talk before…tonight"

So he was thinking the same thing too? Wow…at least I'm with a guy so amazing that he doesn't avoid subjects, he confronts them immediately (or maybe as soon as possible considering Amber made him to tell me of Joy in the first place).

Fabian Rutter's Point of View

I got the words out of my mouth. No turning back now Fabe.

"Good, I've been thinking that too" she says to me looking at the novel she held between her knees and chest.

"Well, I want to make it clear that Joy and I weren't so much as going out as had mutual known feelings." I tell her scared of her reaction. Was she mad? Relieved, sad, or happy? But I knew was I was.

Confused and scared.

"Well that's good" she finally speaks. I know it had not even been a minute but each second passed to me as an hour.

"Really? You're sure?" I didn't want a girl I-don't-really-mean-it-but-I-still-say-it goods. I wanted it to really be good.

"Yeah... It's not like Joy's gonna come in yell your name and jump on you take you away" we laughed in a comfortable moment. Then we heard the door bell ring, then Patricia screaming in happiness "JOY!"

"Speak of the devil…" I say as I help my three month pregnant girlfriend from her bed.

"Whoops! I forgot something!" Nina said walking back to her room "go down without me, I'll be right there" she kisses my cheek and walks away.

I contemplate staying in my spot until I hear Trudy call from downstairs "Kids! Come down! Joy is here!"

Apparently Mara and Amber were upstairs too. I wonder what they were doing together…I thought there was tension…?

We walk down. Joy's face brightens up when she looks at me. When I get down the stairs all the way she yelled "Fabian!" and gave me a bear hug.

Oh my..! 2/3 of Nina's somewhat prediction has come true. Of course it would? Why wouldn't it?

"Hey Joy" I say uncomfortable, and somewhat hug her back awkwardly.

I hear footsteps walk down and know its Nina. I moved my head backwards and Joy lets me go ignoring her presence.

Nina put on an unflattering sweatshirt…probably to hide any form of pregnancy.

Joy notices her and says "Oh yes. You must be Nina. I've heard you've taken my place" she gives out a laugh that filled awkward air "but to be officially introduced: I'm Joy"

She lets her hand out and to Nina who shakes it back and says "…Nina"

This was quite awkward as Nina released herself from Joy's grasping hand shake.

The others notice this and Mara, like the genius she is, asks Joy "so Joy, are you boarding at Anubis still or is it some other house?"

"Um, yeah actually I'm not staying in Anubis anymore for multiple reasons" she says, I think one was the over capacity of students in one house, and maybe one was being away from Victor.

"So then where are you living?" Patricia asked upset

"Oh Osiris House…the people there are really nice" she says calmly, I really want this whole get together to be over with already! It's getting annoying standing here waiting for something to blow up in my face.

Thankfully Trudy walks in and says "Joy, Mister Sweet just called the house he says that you need to come to the front of the school to retrieve your things then take them to Osiris"

"Okay, thank you Trudy" Joy said know she must go now "bye guys"

Joy walked out and everyone dispersed. Thank goodness, there was no scene, and Joy wasn't in Anubis! This got me off much easier than expected.

Joy Mercer's Point of View

I walk out of Anubis. I am somewhat happy I went back, and somewhat regretful.

I got to see Fabian, which was a big bonus! But the second that Nina girl came in he just stared at her! That was an upsetting moment, but I didn't want to show off any insecurity or jealousy, so I acted nice to the girl.

Plus Fabian and I never officially were together, so he had the right to do anything…just I know what I want and I'm going to do my best to get it.

But first step call Patricia and ask what I've missed in past school year.

I dial her number as I walk across campus. "Hello" she answers

"Patricia! I need to ask you some…things" I say my best to make it seem like I wasn't crazy.

"Um okay, go on…" she said

"Alright! I need you to fill me in on what I missed this year…especially Fabian related things- if you get what I'm saying" I tell her

"Okay, hold on let me get alone…" I her muffled noises and assume she is moving to a more secluded area "well, you remember the new girl Nina?"

"Yes…" I say, darn! They are already dating! I can tell it in her voice.

"Well her and Fabian are kind of-" I cut her off she doesn't need to say it when I already understand

"stepping out..?"(dating) I somewhat stated and somewhat asked

"Well not just that Joy, there also…pregnant" she said slowly.

What the…? Fabian! My Fabian? Getting another girl pregnant? In HIGHSCHOOL!

"What? Patricia is this some cruel and unhumorus joke?" I truly hoped it was

"No Joy! I swear! They are really expecting a baby. That's probably why she was wearing that big sweatshirt today" she said, and she was wearing a pretty baggy sweatshirt.

"Ugh! That's horrible! Fabian can't take care of a child! He can barely take care of himself" I say…I just want a discussion at this point.

"Yeah not to mention that Nina is in America and there a sea apart…wonder how that'll work" she says "well odds are they'll live here, cause Nina only has her gran in America, and Fabian has tons of family here, so it would be much easier to have her stay then have him move"

"Yeah, your completely right" I say a little devious "Patricia, I'm at the front of school now I got to go, see you in class tomorrow"

"Kay bye" she hung up and my mind unraveled a brand new plan.

I wouldn't mind being step-mommy Joy now would I?


Author's Note:

I am so SORRY! For the incredibly long wait! Will you ever forgive me? I hope so!(:

So yes, I am on a new regular updating basis at the moment! Yay!

I'm sorry it's just that I had finals, guy problems, friend problems, and just oo much for me to handle! And then if I wrote this chapter then, it would be super sad!

Now you want happy Fabina don't you? Yes you do!(:

Yay! Good! So review and give me some ideas so I can update faster and have no severe writers block! Whoopee!(:
so yay again for an update!

And who has heard FRIDAY by Rebecca Black? FUNNIEST SONG EVER!(:

HILARIOUS! Like on Wednesday or something we sing "Wednesday! Wednesday! Gotta get down on Wednesday!"

Hahahahaha! That song is so funny! You know she's 13 and in 8th grade! Oh yeah she's Arab like me!(: hahaha but I'm Catholic not Muslim…so yeah hahaha

But I don't know if she's Muslim. But I think she's half Arab cause Black isn't an Arabic last name…

Well anywhoser! REVIEW!(:

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