Author's Note:
This is NOT a chapter to Mixed Emotions. This is a Creepypasta I wrote. The events that take place in this story are real events that have recently been happening to me. I'd love you if you read this and told me what you think.
I'll try to get a new chapter up asap!
This story is the true story of my life. I get a weird feeling when I write this, but you'll know why later.
When I was 3 years old, I met someone who changed my life forever.
My parents were having a lot of tension in their marriage and were just about ready to divorce. They figured it was time to take a vacation. I didn't complain, though.
I was getting to dress up as a fairy and go to Disney World. What was not to love? It was really fun from what I can remember going on rides and meeting Mickey Mouse. However, I grew very ill during the trip.
It started as a a mild stomach virus. Then, it became much more serous . I ended up having to be hospitalized. We had to stay over there for a while and couldn't go back to Long Island.
As my sickness progressed one day, it was determined that it had grown very critical and I was not expected to make it through the night. My parents didn't say goodbye to me. They left me...
I slipped out of it and everything went black. I could've sworn it was all over.
However, I saw something that changed me forever.
I was standing on a cliff at sunset. Cheesy, I know. I was barefoot with a black, flowing dress and a black shawl over my thin shoulders. It was one of those dreams where you have no control over what is happening and you can see yourself. I appeared to be maybe in my late twenties in the dream. I held a beautiful baby girl in my arms who appeared to be asleep.
I turned to my left and saw the figure of a man. I was frightened at first. However, I trusted him for some reason.
"H-...hello..." I stuttered out. He chuckled softly.
"Do not be afraid, Samantha. I am here to protect you."
His voice was beautiful and smooth. It had an accent in it. Perhaps it was from somewhere in Europe.
I nodded slowly.
He went on to tell me that I was looking at our future. He told me that he loved me and would help me throughout my years and even help me recover from my illness. However, I had to do something for him. I had to find him in the real world. I accepted and soon opened my eyes to the real world once again.
I recovered within the next week.
I didn't have many friends growing up and I was very lonely. I often came home crying from bullies as a child. However, this... Thing was always with me. It showed me bits and pieces of a beautiful future and claimed that it was our future together. I became a successful author and he became a musician. We had a decent-sized house somewhere in Europe and had two daughters in the dreams. I was completely captivated by it.
When I was 11, I asked him, "How are you talking to me?" He simply told me that I would someday know the secret after I perish... He also told me that the Atlantic Ocean in the real world separates us.
By the time I was 13, I hadn't seen the shadow man for a solid year. I grew very depressed and figured he got annoyed from my constant questions.
I remember my thirteenth birthday so vividly.
"Make a wish, Miku!" My best friend, Abigail encouraged, calling me by my nickname.
I smiled and closed my eyes. Before I blew out the candles on my birthday cake, I wished for my life to change within the next week. I wanted someone to change it forever. I wanted to find him.
Well, I surely had my life change.
I was on Facebook roleplaying as Miku Hatsune. I came across a Luka Megurine and a Gakupo Kamui. I started talking to them and grew close to them. I learned that "Luka" was Alice and "Gakupo" was Xavier. They were real life lovers up in Massachusetts. I eventually met a Kaito Shion and became close to him. I learned that his real name was Zack. Zack was suicidal and wanted to date so I kind of reluctantly agreed. About a week later, I came across someone who was roleplaying someone who is viewed as Miku's brother, Mikuo.
And that's where our story begins.
The night after Mikuo and I met, I saw the man again in my dream. He told me that I had found him and that our story could now unfold. He told me that he loved me. The dream faded with me crying and begging him to wait. I woke up at 3:18 am.
Mikuo and I became very close as time went on. I even introduced Abigail to Mikuo, Zack, Alice, and Xavier. I soon learned that Mikuo's real name was Patrick. I also learned that he lived in Scotland. He seemed... Familiar. I asked to see a picture of him and asked to hear a recording of him saying things I found humorous. A picture of a teen with pale skin, punk-styled brown hair, and bright, blue eyes came up. I stared into his eyes as I heard the recording. It was... Him.
I cried for hours. How could I tell him? He would surely think I was insane! Besides, he had a girlfriend who was roleplaying as Rin Kagamine. Rin's real name was Bella and she was a complete bitch.
Also, Abigail had a huge crush on him and I couldn't betray my only friend.
Another thing that held me back was that I had a strange gift. I could see people die in dreams three days before they perished. The people I usually saw were close to me and it never failed. I always felt as if I would just end up hurting everyone with this curse.
I also couldn't leave a suicidal person. I was trapped in a hard situation. I decided to not tell him.
One day, Zack cheated on me and left me for another guy. I feel around that time, Patrick and I grew closer.
Patrick left Bella after he realized what a sick bitch she was and started a relationship with Alice, Xavier, and Zack's mutual friend, Lucy.
I left Facebook for a week and when I came back, Patrick was the first one to welcome me back. I found out Zack and his boyfriend broke up and he started dating out of all people, Bella. I was furious in the beginning but accepted it.
I learned that Bella had eating disorders. I immediately messaged her offering her advice and experience. She right away started cussing me out and told me she hated me. I took a long line of insults and eventually, she listened to me.
Bella often rubbed in my face that she had Zack but it really didn't bother me too much. Her and I would talk a lot and I even got her to eat! However, Zack came back around to me. He wanted me...
I told him no, but he kept on threatening suicide.
I reluctantly agreed and he cheated on Bella with me for about two days. I told him after those two days that it wasn't fair to Bella and we had to call it off. With that, he broke up with Bella and we were together.
Patrick cheated on Lucy eventually and guess what? Lucy ended her life.
Patrick was just about to end his life as well until I, in tears told him how much he meant to me. I managed to talk him out of it and that day, we considered ourselves as twin siblings. I tried to see him as my brother but I was in love with the man who saved my life.
One day, Xavier came around and threatened to kill Zack's little sister if he didn't break up with me. Of course, I didn't want that to happen so I broke up with Zack. Minutes later, Zack was dating Xavier's sister, Victoria.
I soon found out that they were having sex in the real world.
One day, Zack came back around. He begged me to take him back. When I didn't, he took a bunch of pills and ended up in a hospital.
He tried to kill himself over me...
Bella and I grew close and eventually started dating.
Zack eventually came back and when he did, he wanted me again. I didn't know what to do because I knew I could trigger him again to attempt suicide.
I had no choice... I broke up with Bella and got back with Zack.
We had only been together for a day or two when we found out that Victoria was pregnant. I tried to get him to leave me and be with her, but he wouldn't listen to me.
One night, I had a horrifying nightmare. I dreamed that someone close to me was hit by a car and killed. I can still remember staring at their motionless body lying in a pool of blood before I woke up screaming.
I still don't know why, but I brushed it off.
Three days later, we had a blizzard. Over in Scotland, they had a cyclone.
I was speaking to Patrick at the time and at one point, he stopped replying. I figured maybe he went to sleep since it was a five hour time difference. Boy, was I wrong.
The next morning, I heard the story from his brother, Connor.
Patrick's family had been evacuating due to the treacherous storm. A car came flying down the road and Connor was in the way. Patrick pushed Connor out of the way and got hit dead on. He had fractured several ribs and punctured his aorta.
Thankfully, Connor gave Patrick his phone in the hospital. I contemplated in that moment on telling him everything since he was expected to die. However, I didn't want to stress his heart. I gave him kind words and encouragement before it was time for him to receive surgery.
My savior was dying. Abigail's mine, and Patrick's families all became close before this had happened. We had even scheduled for Patrick to come to America to see us. However, that would never happen.
Patrick should be dead. At the very least, he should be paralyzed. Yet, he managed to live.
We were happy for a while until Xavier came around again and threatened this time to stab Victoria in her stomach to kill the unborn child if Zack did not break up with me. Sick of the threats, I broke up with Zack for good.
Later that night while I was asleep, Zack put a gun to his head and pulled the trigger.
Zack is now dead.
After Zack's death, I went insane. I would slice up my skin with knives and just cry all day. The misery lasted for about a week before I planned to end my life on March 1st, 2013.
Abigail knew something was wrong so she alerted the school.
Long story short, I ended up in a mental evaluation.
While I was in there, I met a girl named Mikayla. She was only five years old. I sang her lullabies, played paper dolls with her, tucked her in at night, and played games with her. On my last night, she asked me, "Miss Samantha? Why are you here?" How does one explain depression to a child? My response was,
"Let's just say that in my mind, I'm in another world."
You know what the kid says to me?
"Like the moon?"
"Yes, Mikayla. Like the moon..."
The next morning, it was time for me to finally leave after four days.
"Promise me you'll bring me back something from the moon, okay?" Mikayla asked.
I nodded and smiled.
"Promise me you'll be a good girl."
"Okay!"
I was in a psych ward for 9 days after that. I was released on March 13th, 2013.
I had no way to contact Patrick. I only had a little flip phone to talk to Abigail.
On March 18th, 2013, Patrick made a TextNow account to speak to me.
We had a tearful reunion talking about the Belt of Orion since Patrick, Abigail, and I called ourselves that. It was a pretty sacred thing in our relationship together. Patrick was Alnilam, Abigail was Mintaka, and I was Alnitak. The stars of Orion.
Finally, Patrick told me he had something to tell me.
"You didn't deserve any of that! You of all people deserve better! And... I've wanted to say this for a long, long time. I want to be more than your twin. I have fallen for you. The perfect one for me, a goddess. I...love you."
You know that feeling when you're so shocked, it feels like your heart has stopped? That's what it felt like. I had waited 10 years for that moment. I took a deep breath and told him everything.
The date was 3/18... After I saw the Shadow Man for the last time, I woke up at 3:18am.
Long story short, we started dating. It was like a storybook romance. It was perfect. A month into our relationship, I noticed he blocked me on Facebook. I went onto another account and searched him up. He was in a relationship with some girl named Jessica.
After I saw that, I fell into a rage. I smashed a glass bottle, took the glass, and made gashes all on my stomach. Pain flowed in and blood flowed out of my abdomen.
Being stupid, I forgave him.
A month or two passed by and he eventually broke up with me and left me for Bella.
I was so destroyed. I had heard stories of Bella telling Alice about how she planned to steal Patrick from me. However, I underestimated her.
Alice seemed pretty happy that Patrick and I had broken up. She never trusted him since he cheated on Lucy and I. She always tried to get me to break up with him but I was rather naïve.
It only took Patrick a day to realize what a stupid move he made. When he did, he grabbed a bottle of Zyprexa and swallowed a handful of the pills. I had found out only minutes later which caused me to message him as I had an anxiety attack. He wouldn't answer me. Could he be gone? I figured he was so I grabbed a bottle of Lexapro and swallowed a handful of the pills. It wasn't long until I grew weaker and weaker. My head was somewhere else and my vision grew blurry. I couldn't think without my brain buzzing. I still remember curling up in my bed so if my parents came into my room the next morning, they'd think I was asleep.
I don't remember what happened from there but I do remember waking up in the morning feeling like complete shit. I had a migraine and just felt like puking everywhere. I laid on the couch cuddled under a blanket with the news on low as I thought about Patrick. Suddenly, my iPod touch buzzed. Patrick!
We spoke for a while and he kept on threatening suicide on me. I told him if he went, I would go with him, too. When he asked me, "Why?", I simply replied, "Love never dies."
By the time Patrick and I were back together, he had to go off to a mental evaluation. I didn't see my lover all day and I was so scared. I remember that hot August day when I waited all day to see if my Patrick would be staying with me or staying in the hospital for a long time. I dressed all in black and walked to the pond that was maybe a ten minute walk on foot. I loved that spot in my neighborhood because I rarely ever saw people there. I quietly sang the lyrics to "Regret Message" in my soft soprano voice as tears streamed down my cheeks.
"I have been so selfish to you all of the time. Yet, you still granted every wish of mine..." I fell to my knees in the water and began to sob. I tear up even now as I write this.
When I got back, I closed the front door to my house before collapsing to the floor. I banged my head a few times on the wall, shrieking, "WHY? WHAT HAVE I DONE? OH, GOD! PLEASE FORGIVE ME!"
My hits got weaker and weaker until I passed out yet again.
When I awoke, Patrick had texted me back. He had just narrowly missed spending five years in that hospital. I promised after I got him back that time that I would never be so selfish again.
Everything was great for a while. Eventually, we had learned that Bella was dating a new guy. Little did we know that he was one of Patrick's bullies at school. He hacked Patrick's IP and broke into his accounts on everything. The day after he revealed himself, he assaulted Patrick with a pocket knife in school, stabbing him in his arm.
The bully, Scott got arrested and is said to be currently serving 18 months.
We tried to keep in positive contact with Bella but she kept on telling us that she loves Scott and would contact him after he got out of jail. Therefore, we dumped her as a friend so no one else would get hurt.
School eventually started and I met a guy that went to my school named Jaxon. Jaxon and I grew very close to each other and eventually, he told me about his romantic feelings for me. I was so happy to be around him and had feelings for him as well . However, I was with Patrick and I refused to cheat. Jaxon seemed to understand. We got closer and closer until eventually, the stress got to me. Patrick was never around, which was strange. Patrick was always around for me and suddenly, I never saw him again.
On Halloween night, I had to go to a partial hospitalization program. I was released early since I was a noob and when I turned on my phone, my childhood best friend, Lexi had texted me inviting me over her house for Halloween.
I threw on some gothic-styled clothing, dark makeup, and messed with my dyed black curls before running out the door into the car to be driven to Lexi's house.
We had so much fun that night and I was happy for once. I ended up telling Lexi about my situation with Jaxon and Patrick and how it led me to end up in a hospital again. She seemed understanding.
When I returned to school a few weeks later, I saw Jaxon first thing in the morning. I ran up to him and hugged him. He awkwardly stood there. I stared at him, obviously confused.
"Oh, I saw your girlfriend walking towards the art hallway." Our mutual friend, Morra said.
"Girlfriend?" I repeated.
Jaxon's smile faded into a brief glare at Morra before he made his way to the art hallway.
"Girlfriend? Well... I guess that's cool..." I hid my feelings inside.
"Yeah. But shit! I wasn't supposed to tell you. She's this little blonde chick. Pretty cute."
I forced a smile and nodded. I wondered who she could be.
Well about a minute later, he came back with Lexi. Lexi shot me a look when she saw me that quickly changed to a smirk.
I watched them, completely outraged until the first bell was about to ring. When I tapped their backs to say hello before they could leave, they brushed me off and told me to leave.
I became so sick after that. I would show up purposely at places they were at just to watch them. Just to imagine Lexi was me. I hunted for their information by day and burnt photos of her by night.
I would smile wickedly as I watched her pretty little face become a charred mess. I wanted to skin the bitch alive. I dreamed of slitting her stomach open, grabbing her entrails, stuffing her nostrils and mouth with them, and then sewing up her mouth and nostrils to watch her suffocate. I wanted revenge.
I made dolls of her and kept them in my closet where I'd slash them endlessly.
It eventually got so bad that I had to leave school and be home schooled.
Two days after I left school, Patrick broke up with me and told me to never talk to him again.
That was the last straw.
I picked up the largest kitchen knife that I could find. I sliced away at my olive skin and laughed as my crimson blood dropped ever so sweetly onto the white tiled floor and stained it. My heart was racing in my chest. I was home alone at the time and all I wanted to do was kill. I knew I wanted to kill off all of the world's disgusting filth. I'd start with my abusive parents.
"Now you choose, Patrick! Either I kill myself right now, or I kill my parents when they get home before going off to kill the rest of the world's filth? Make your pick, my love! I am very impatient!"
"You've... Changed..." Was his response.
"I've changed for the better! Don't you love it? I surely do! Ahahaha!"
I felt myself losing my mind.
I saw my parents' car pull up in the driveway. I smiled wickedly before typing back to Patrick,
"Ooh! Here comes their car! Hurry up, Patty-Cakes! Make your choice!" I laughed as I sent the message
"Those are both two vile choices, Samantha! What had become of you?"
Suddenly, I felt tired. I dropped the knife to the ground. Tears welled up in my brown eyes.
"W-what have I done..." I whispered out loud. I dropped to my knees and started hysterically crying and that was the last thing I remember.
The next week was a total blur.
Patrick ended up with Bella again and from what I heard, Bella had practically brainwashed him.
Alice ended up telling me that her friend, "Madoka" ended up cracking into Patrick's Facebook account. It turned out that he had been hiding that account because he was dating a girl back in Scotland with him named Jade. I was heartbroken.
Right away, I told Bella. After Bella was informed, she left Patrick and her and I became close. We started dating.
It wasn't long before a girl named Kait messaged me and told me about how her and Patrick were dating but she had only broken up with him two weeks prior because she had found out about me. Patrick claimed to have never spoken to me in his life.
Bella, Alice, and I made another Facebook account as a girl named Xena and a girl named Aslyn. Xena and Aslyn were both supposed to be best friends in the real world. We made them with a plan, of course. We made them so Patrick would fall madly in love with both of them and we could catch him cheating.
On New Year's Eve, I heard from Alice that Bella had been still in love with her ex, Fredrick.
I texted her,
"Bella... I know you love Freddy. I want you to go for it. I think I'll have to end this relationship in order for you to truly be happy. "
Minutes later, the ball was about to drop which meant that it was about to be the year of 2014. My childhood friend, Steven messaged me just as the ball dropped,
"...I like you... Like a lot. I really want to strengthen our bond together, to make it more than a friendship. To...be with you. I thought you would really appreciate me to ask you now. Do you want to go out with me?"
I accepted. We dated for about a week before I broke up with him.
The plan was going well with Patrick. However, he got suspicious. I managed to talk him out of his suspicions for a while.
However, Bella started to fall for Patrick again. She eventually told Patrick our whole plan.
Patrick
...You sly little shit...THE BOTH OF YOU.
Jan 18 at 8:08pm · Sent from Chat
Patrick
I don't cheat...yhou disgusting wretch. I know of your plan, you foul piece of this, I would never cheat on my Jade. I'd never hurt you. Not like you hurt me, by taking a year of my fucking life away.
Almost a year. Thank fuck that I came to my senses. Mark my words. I will get to the end of this. I will find out who has been tainting you with lies. And they're going to be the first to fall. Right before you two...
Jan 18 at 8:25pm · Sent from Chat
Xena
You know what? Yes. This is Alice, Sam, and Bella. Well... Sam currently typing. You were with Jade before you broke up with me! That's why you were never around, you asshole. "Patrick the Player" suits ya, eh? I know about Kait and I know Scott was you the whole time. And how do you explain Jessica , hm? It all is so clear now, you vile creature. You probably didn't have the balls to try to kill yourself that time! Guess what? I did. You probably would never even do it because you're so content with the life of a player. You disgust me. Your father must've not beaten enough sense into you. This was Bella's account and Bella came up with the plan originally. Alice and I tagged along, yes whatever. Do you think we care? Nope. It doesn't matter because the fact of the matter is you like to charm girls and feed them lies until they are head over heels for you. Who the hell do you think you are? I will get my revenge even if I have to do it myself. You have not seen the last of me.
Jan 18 at 9:56pm
Xena
I hope your father really kills you someday, disgusting worm. I hate you for making me this way. Guess what? I've moved on, too~ Had my first kiss as well. Steven treats me better than you and your lies ever have. I've known him since the fourth grade and we have been close and guess what? He asked me to be his girlfriend as soon as the clock struck midnight on New Year's. I'm happy for once in my life. You filthy little liar... I hate you... I don't even hate my parents this much! I hope you drown in a pool of spiders or something. I will get my revenge so watch your fucking back.
Jan 18 at 10:03pm
Bella then went into the "Xena" account.
Xena
This is FUCKING DISGUSTING SAM. YOU FUCKING BITCH. SO. ON FUCKING NEW YEARS YOU LEFT ME FOR SOMEONE? YOU ARE FUCKING EVIL. THIS IS /YOUR/ ACCOUNT SAM. THIS WAS /YOUR/ PLAN. IT WAS MY IDEA THE EXACT DAY HE BROKE CONTACT WITH ME BECAUSE OF /YOU/. EVERYTHING IS YOUR FAULT YOU LYING LITTLE BITCH. I WOULD'VE BEEN FINE IF YOU HADNT MESSAGED MY RIN ACCOUNT THAT DAY. YOU ARE FUCKING DISGUSTING. YOU JUST... I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU. PATRICK WAS RIGHT. ALL YOU DO IS USE PEOPLE, THAT'S DISGUSTING. Go fuck yourself with a metal rod covered in acid. You just... I fucking hate you. Dont start that bullshit with "I love him just as much as you do." Because you dont. You dont know what love is. Just stop and leave him alone. Go fuck your little Steven, hope you get AIDs. I am Bella Heartless, and I won't let you do this anymore you disgusting, vain bitch!
~Bella
Jan 19 at 8:22am
Xena
I swear to God, Sam, I will get you back for everything you and Alice have done to me...you two have made my life a living hell, I shouldn't have trusted you. Alice has ripped my heart out once, you've done it again. Sam, you have no emotions do you? Never, /never/ speak to Patrick that way again. I hope you realize how pathetic the two of you are becoming to seem. Leave him alone. Leave me alone.
Also, Alice, go fuck your Jake-bitch. He's just as bad as you two, no wonder he liked you.
~Sam
Jan 19 at 8:32am
Xena
So the lies continue Bella? I see . I originally left you because you were telling Alice how much you loved Fred! You're just as disgusting as Patrick. Take your little account And leave. Take /both/ of them you filthy bitch.
~Sam
I wasn't saying I loved Fredrick! What the fuck?
~Bella
Alice showed me everything. I left you so you could be happy with him.
/then/ Steven asked me out.
~Sam
Jan 19 at 9:03am
Xena
I didn't want to be with him idiot. Also, happiness isn't something I keep in mind.
Aha, bullshit.
~Bella
Just stop messaging me, okay? You're just as stubborn as Patrick.
~Sam
Jan 19 at 9:04am
Xena
I dont have too.
Aha, thank you!
Also, dont lie, you dont love Patrick.
Its all a lie.
~Bella
Jan 19 at 9:05am
Xena
I have feelings for him, yes. I could never trust him enough to ever consider giving him another chance though. Sure you don't lie. Sureeee.
~Sam
Jan 19 at 9:06am
Xena
I didn't say I dont lie.
You're just bringing up random things.
I have feelings for him more than you could ever imagine.
I still dont believe he's a cheater.
He just...
That's not Patrick.
You two are making up too much bullshit.
~Bella
Jan 19 at 9:10am
Xena
Mhm. We have all the proof.
~Sam
Jan 19 at 9:11am
Xena
Oh and you have feelings for everyone.
~Sam
Jan 19 at 9:11am
Xena
Wow, okay, cool.
~Bella
Jan 19 at 9:15am
Xena
Also, Sam, go drown in Steven's cum, kay?
~Bella
Jan 19 at 9:19am
Xena
... Ew. You would think of that.
~Sam
Jan 19 at 10:27am
After that message, I changed the password so Bella couldn't get back into the account.
Steven and I really weren't dating but... I wanted them to think that.
Patrick
Sam, don't you dare lie through your teeth, and say that you have feelings for me when you're the one who's pretty much fucking traumatized me. Don't give me that bullshit, it's plainly obvious that you never had feelings from the start. You've lied, and completely broken, not only me down but the majority of your peers. Am I the first guy whom you've done this too, hm? Don't you dare even use my birthname because your mouth is stained with complete and utter dishonesty! You've made up lies just to mask the fact that you're the one who doesn't care, you're the one who is more than happy to fucking BREAK PEOPLE DOWN. Yeah, you'll get your wish. I don't see the point in fucking cheating, but if you want me dead, so be it, I'm too fukcing traumatised to care! You'll get the chance to spit on my grave, you pathetic no-good piece of shit. Just be aware of the fact that I've wasted months of my life, only for you to shatter it right on front of my fucking face. Don't you dare speak of my name in vain. It rots my heart to the core. The very thought of you sickens me. I would have easily forgiven you for the lies, if you just told me why you fucking destroyed me like that! I cared, and you fucking spat in my face. I hope you're happy that you're going to be the cause of my undoing; my suicide. You don't know the meaning of love, friendship or pain! You just know how to use it to destroy people!
Sunday at 1:37pm · Sent from Chat
Sunday at 1:37pm · Sent from Chat
Patrick
The proof that these lies have been made up to literally kill me, is the fact that you'd have the nerve to say that you have feelings for me when you're dating someone. You little lying bitch.
Sunday at 1:46pm · Sent from Chat
Xena
Oh so now you're gonna go all suicidal? Kk. Bye~
~Sam
Sunday at 2:41pm
Patrick
It's your fucking fault...
Sunday at 2:45pm · Sent from Chat
Xena
You wouldn't go through with it.
Sunday at 3:06pm
Patrick
Watch me...does it make you happy that you've murdered someone?..
Sunday at 3:14pm · Sent from Chat
Xena
I doubt you'd do it. Why would you?
~Sam
Sunday at 3:16pm
Patrick
Why the hell do you fucking think?!
Sunday at 3:16pm · Sent from Chat
Xena
Because you're weak.
~Sam
Sunday at 3:17pm
Patrick
How dare you..
You're the weak one..
Sunday at 3:20pm · Sent from Chat
Xena
You don't have the fucking guts.
Sunday at 3:20pm
Patrick
You're the weak one..for lying, for fucking intentionally destoying someone. You deserve to rot..
Sunday at 3:22pm · Sent from Chat
Xena
I totally did. Sure.
~Sam
Sunday at 3:24pm
Patrick
It's blatantly obvious. Who's life are you gonna fuck up nerxt, hm? Die in a hole.
Sunday at 3:26pm · Sent from Chat
Xena
Right after you, love~
~Sam
Sunday at 3:26pm
Patrick
You're the only one that deserves to jump off the side of a fucking cliff..
Sunday at 3:28pm · Sent from Chat
Xena
Lol think I'm gonna?
Sunday at 3:32pm
Patrick
People like you don't deserve to live...you plague everyone you encounter...
Bastard...
Sunday at 3:34pm · Sent from Chat
Patrick deleted his account after that.
Bella and I got into a huge fight and now, we hate each other. She decided to side with Patrick.
All of this was enough to drive me completely insane.
I haven't been sleeping, eating, or really do much. I pace back and forth as I feel myself lose my mind. I can't stay on this earth for much longer. I feel... Strange. Almost as if someone or something is watching me. I'm frightened. However, mark my words. I will destroy everything you stand for, Patrick. You won't be able to hurt anyone else after I'm done with you.
I have a lust for my fantasy of your blood drenching my hands, Patrick. I want to rip out every one of your organs and place them on my shelf. I dream of ripping your eyes out of your head and placing them in a jar for me to keep forever. If I did that, I would be the only girl you could have eyes for.
I want to dig my heels into your neck. You've shattered the Belt of Orion, Patrick. Remember when we Skyped and saw the Belt in the sky? How happy we were and how we cried? I waited to find you to thank you since I was three. I thanked you finally when I was 13 and now, I am currently fourteen years old. From this day on, I hunt for you. I know the Atlantic Ocean is separating us, but I will find you someday. I will get my revenge. I vow to put an end to your ways. If anyone gets in my way, I will gut them with you. After you're down on your knees begging for mercy, I will finish you off. I will get into your head. I'm like a virus, love. I will get into the minds of all of the filth in the world and that is a promise. I won't rest until I have your eyes in this jar by my side.
Now, the hunt begins.