A/N: While understanding why they needed to do so, I always found myself bothered by the fact we never got to see anything of Chuck and Sarah's honeymoon. No chance to see them spending time together just being in love and having fun. Basically went right from the wedding back to the Buy More.
With that in mind, the rest of this story will, at least in some ways, be my small effort to rectify that omission, even though the circumstances are clearly different.
Lots of Charah, but eventually a return to and a resolution of some of the issues brought up in the prologue.
Plus, after this chapter, it's all new. For those who've read this story before, I thank you for waiting patiently for the new stuff to start again.
A thank you to all who've been following along. As always, reviews are appreciated. Like to hear what you think of this tale.
Thanks again to michaelfmx for his excellent beta services.
Don't own Chuck.
CHUCK VERSUS THE PLAN
Chapter 9-Beguiling
Malibu Safe House, June 16th, 20:12 Hours.
The waves are softly lapping at the beach below them. Sarah, as usual, is nestled closely against Chuck's side as they sit together on the oversized chaise lounge.
The view from the balcony of the safe house is fantastic. While drinking their wine, they'd comfortably, quietly watched the sun go down. The bluish afterglow in the sky is calm, peaceful, a contrast to the riotous oranges and reds of just a few minutes ago.
"Chuck, that chicken pepperoni was delicious. Where did you learn to cook?"
"Ellie taught me that one. She told me I had to know at least one dinner dish if I wanted to impress the girls."
"Well, it worked. I'm impressed."
"I'm happy to find out Ellie was right."
She looks up at him, surprised. "What? You never made it for anyone else?"
"Nope. You're the first girl who was worth the effort. The first one I thought would appreciate it. I don't slave over a hot stove for just anyone, you know."
Her face flushes at this, a tingle running through her. She likes the thought that this is something he's done only for her.
She is, however, curious. "Not even Jill?" The fact she even can ask this is a sign of their growing maturity, the acceptance of each other's past.
"Not even Jill."
"Why not?"
"Looking back, I'm not really certain. Somehow I got the vibe that she wouldn't think it was good enough. I just felt...inadequate."
Sarah is instantly furious. She hopes she never runs into Jill again because if she does, against Chuck's wishes, someone's going to wind up in the hospital and it's certainly not going to be herself.
But then, her rage subsides as she's suddenly reminded of her own past actions. She's a little afraid to ask. "Chuck, have I ever made you feel that way?"
He looks at her as if she's temporarily taken leave of her senses. "How could you ever think that?"
"When I was first sent here, I was hard on you, pushed you, was angry at you..."
"Sarah. Stop right there. Your motives were completely different. You were here to protect me, sometimes even from myself. When I did stupid things, I deserved your wrath. And yes, you were hard on me, but even then I knew I merited it. And knowing now what was behind it, how you felt, feel, about me, I understand the why.
He stops for a moment and kisses the top of her head. "As far as pushing me, it was only to help me realize I could be better. I could make a difference."
He angles himself so he can see her face. "So, when I did do something right, you encouraged me, praised me. You never made me feel that it still wasn't good enough."
He asks, kindly, "Sarah, do you believe me when I tell you that you're nothing like her?"
She nods, heart-warmed, her head again against his chest.
"As far as any feelings of inadequacy, me and the other 99.9% of the world are in the same boat there. You're the most incredible, extraordinary person I know, so I am bound to feel a little inferior sometimes. However, that's my issue. Not your fault."
Sarah sits up straighter and takes his face in her hands. "Chuck, you don't realize how extraordinary you are." He starts to shake his head as if to deny her words.
"Stop. You are, and I'll keep on telling you this until you believe it. I'm the one who feels inadequate when I see how good you are at the really important things. Friends. Family. Love. You've taught me so much, and I'm eternally in your debt, Chuck Bartowski."
He looks into her eyes, a hint of wetness in his. "Well, I guess we're just two extraordinary people, aren't we?"
She nods, tearfully, and just before they kiss, she says, "Yep, that we are."
A few minutes later, Sarah is wrapped firmly in his arms, her head on his chest, her arms about his torso.
"Sarah, where do we go from here?"
"What do you mean?"
"How do we act when we're on missions, at Castle?"
"Well, unless the mission calls for something different, we act as colleagues. We support each other and basically do what we've always done. You'll need to listen to me and follow my direction.
"When this week is over, we'll have to show them we've come to a somewhat grudging, mutual understanding. However, in Castle, we need to make sure we don't display any overt signs of affection in front of Casey or Beckman. Or the cameras. Don't forget the cameras."
"That's going to be hard."
"Hard for me too. However, here's the good part. There will be missions where we'll be a couple, so affection will need to be shown. You OK with that?" She asks, the smirk evident in her voice.
"I guess I can muddle through."
"And we've been ordered to be affectionate in all public situations, so I also guess you're good with that."
She can feel his enthusiastic nod.
"And the best part is that we've been ordered to live together, with no one watching. That means plenty of private affection."
"That's the part the floors me. It's almost as if she was granting us a wish. Aside from being completely open, that's the best we could have hoped for."
"I agree. But as good as this is going to be, down the road we're going to find a way to shed all the pretense. Everyone will know just how truly happy you've made me. We just have to be patient."
"I've got no problem with that, especially since Ellie, Devon and Morgan will see we're together, that we're happy. Even though we can't tell them everything yet, it makes me feel good that we're not lying, that this isn't a cover. And I know they'll understand about the elopement thing later."
They sit quietly for a few minutes, watching the waves break on the shore.
Chuck turns his body towards her's, and breaks the silence. "Sarah, there's something I forgot to ask earlier. What did Beckman say to you when Casey and I left the briefing room?"
Even in the faint light, Chuck can see she's blushing a bit, apparently a little uncomfortable.
She's silent for a few seconds more. "Well, after chewing me out, she ordered me to do whatever was needed to make sure you cooperated. Even if I was personally uncomfortable with the actions needed."
"Seduction?"
"Yes. But you know that I would have never followed through on that. Even if our situation was different than it is."
"Yes, Sarah, I do know." Giving her a cheeky grin, he goes on, "But given that we're pretending to follow her directions, I really feel you should obey your orders. In fact, I insist."
She blurts out, "But I really don't need to-" then abruptly cuts herself off.
With an affronted expression, he says, "Sarah Bartowski. Are you saying you don't even have to make an effort in order to have your way with me? Are you implying that your husband," he gasps theatrically, "is easy?"
She's fighting a smile as she looks at him, "Sweetie, I almost hate to say it, but the truth is, you kinda are."
"Well, I never-"
She jumps in. "I beg to differ!"
Working very hard to control his laughter, he manages to say, "I'll have you know, Missy, I am immune to your feminine wiles."
"Chuck, for pity's sake, two hours ago you couldn't keep your hands off me when I was buttoning up my blouse."
"Can I help it if you're a beguiling buttoner?" He looks thoughtful. "Or should it be Buttonitrix? Buttonress? Bu-"
She leans in and stops his rambling with a quick kiss. "If memory serves, it appears I'm also beguiling when," she starts counting on her fingers, "flossing. Taking out the trash. Eating scrambled eggs. Typing. Scratching my forehead."
She looks at him, head tilted to one side. "Shall I go on, sweetie, or are you starting to sense a pattern here?"
"Nonsense! That is clearly all part of your fevered imagination. I understand that women who are madly in love sometimes have trouble distinguishing fantasy from reality."
Sarah just shakes her head indulgently. Sometimes, he can be such an idiot.
But he's her idiot, and she wouldn't have it any other way.
"Before we adjourn to our nuptial chamber, (she figures he's started reading the Jane Austen novel she lent him) I expect you to pull out all the stops. Nothing less than the complete seduction package."
He tries to look stern as he says this, arms folded in front of his chest.
Without a word, Sarah stands up and smiling that little smile, the one reserved just for him, simply holds out her hand.
With no conscious thought, he's standing, accepting her offer. For the briefest of moments, Chuck wonders if he'll ever have the needed willpower to resist those eyes, that smileā¦her.
Hold on. Why on earth would I ever want to do that? Why would I ever want to say no to this incredible woman?
Chuck has a sudden realization of how this life is so far from the traditional, normal one he had always envisaged having.
Here he is, married to the most beautiful, amazing woman in the whole world, a woman he loves more than life itself. And against all the odds, seemingly even against logic, she loves him right back.
That she's a CIA spy and he has this massive database in his head, doesn't even seem strange anymore. The fact that they risk their lives on a regular basis has just become an accepted part of his life.
It doesn't even faze him (although it hurts his brain a little) that they've been ordered by the head of the NSA to find a way to make their secretly real, but outwardly fake relationship appear to be more real, so they can be more convincing in their fake relationship.
Which is actually real.
Chuck has come to understand that normalcy is relative. Being with her, even in the middle of all this craziness, is his new normal.
And it has never felt more right.
However, there is one traditional thing he can do. He releases her hand, bends quickly and with a surprisingly graceful move, scoops her effortlessly into his arms.
She lets out a high pitched, surprised, "Oh!" wrapping both arms around his neck.
"I believe the threshold awaits, milady."
Her delighted laughter continues until he brings his face closer and her lips become otherwise occupied.
TBC
A/N: This is where the first version ended. On to the new stuff!
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