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Chapter 10
So what the hell was I supposed to do!!! I had no idea even as I sat here calmingly on the white pristine sand in front of the little hut. I came out here alone so I shouldn't awaken Kalona, I needed time to think of how to tell my friends without Kalona finding out unless I could do what Aphrodite's vision said I would do I really wouldn't have any friends and friends were what I needed at the moment. I have been sitting out here since the sun had risen from where ever it rose from, it has been probably two hours since then and all I can think about is him and how much it hurt Aya to do what I had to do.
I didn't even know how to defeat Neferet but I was supposed to find a way of doing that before or after I had killed Kalona. I also thought about the way I had yelled at Nyx for bringing back my tattoos for no reason, probably because It was going to blow my cover so much more than it already had. I am going through all of this when I wasn't even a… a… while I'm still a fledgling. Why did I have to go through all of this why couldn't Nyx have chosen someone else??
I heard someone walk through the white sand and towards me, "My beautiful Zoey, you are as beautiful as this beach". I sighed, I loved being close to Kalona. He put his arms around me and kissed my neck and cheeks, then he lifted my hand and put it to his mouth, then he slowly let it drop to my side. "What are you doing up so early my Zoey?"
"I could not sleep".
"Have you things to discuss?"
"No"
"Is it the bed?"
"No"
"Then what is it my Zoey?"
"It is nothing" I sighed and looked away.
"Ahh…. Is it me?"
"No it is not you"
"You do not want to talk about it to me".
I didn't move instead he moved even closer to me, "you know that you can tell me anything, right?"
"Of course" I tried to make my face look reassuring and my voice. He nodded in approval.
We sat on the beach for what seemed like hours but in real life time was only 15 minutes who knew that it could be so boring to watch waves crash after waves. I stood up and he followed suit, I then walked to the little hut that brought shade and fresh purified water to shower in. I undressed myself Kalona watching and turned on the tap. I stood in the shower and didn't move as the warmth of the water relaxed me. I missed Stark, the only one that I could think about last night was Stark and how I would have preferred him to be with me last night. If only there was a way of telling him.
"Are you not going to wash my Zoey?" he came towards the shower, his beautiful skin glowing in the sun light his smile broad and happy. He stood in front of me taking his clothes of too I wasn't shocked of this and I was happy to have someone close to me even if it was Kalona. The Aya part of me yearned, me towards him and I grabbed hold of his body.
Spov
I had told them all by now and I felt like I was disobeying my lover and the one that I swore to protect against anyone, I had already let myself and the goddess down on that one, I couldn't do it again.
They were all talking about it still and discussing why they should still be her friend, all she had done is gotten them into odd situations, but just because she basically always reacted only on instincts didn't mean that she was trying to lie to them.
"She probably wanted to find a way of telling you but she couldn't" I reasoned on her side.
"No wonder Aphrodite was screaming her head off at her!!" one of the 'twins' yelled at me.
"Ditto Twin, she's done this before and we had to forgive her, maybe this time we just shouldn't bother" everyone stared at me, Damien looking sad, then they all turned muttering to themselves quietly and went out of the room leaving me in the infirmary by myself.
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