Wow…..so sorry for the lack of updates. I went on vacation in the last week of August and then school started so its just been so crazy, but hopefully I'll get another update in soon. I also had college applications/college essay to do, so I've been really bust with that. I feel awful for not updating consistently. I have a majority of the story written out in my notebook, so its not writers block, its just lack of time. I owe some credit to my best friend on this chapter…who shall be known as Muffin because I'm not sure if she wants y'all to know her name, she helped me edit this chapter. So THANK YOU MUFFIN! As always, thanks for reading and please continue reviewing and following/favoriting!
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Chapter 10
Erik's Point of View
"What have I done," I whispered to my self as the tears came streaming down my face and I stalked out of the music room and made a beeline for my private bedroom on the other side of the lair, "What have I done? I am the Phantom; my fate prevents me from kissing people whenever I feel like it. Besides Jenny loves Hadley, she could never love a monster like me." I ran past Meg who tried to stop me to see if I was okay, but she failed miserably, I kept on heading straight for my room. There I could wallow in my own self pity and contemplate the rest of my eternity in peace.
After what seemed like a ten-mile walk to get to my room, I blew through the door and slammed it behind me as I flew into a rage. But why was I upset, I knew that I had absolutely no chance with the stunning Jenny O'Hara. After all, her beautiful, forgiving green eyes could never stand to look at what's under this mask. I know she would be just like my Christine at first, except this time she would run for good and never come back to me. Fine, whatever, I don't care, she can go; I probably won't even be able to look at her after what just happened. I mean yes the kiss was...there aren't words to describe such bliss...but I doubt she loved it as much as I did. She probably couldn't wait until my cold lips departed from hers.
But wait a minute, she seemed like she was enjoying it; she was rubbing my back and then...where did her hand end up again? "My god, her hand was on my mask." I thought out loud to myself. She wanted to see what was under the mask; that's all they ever want to see and then they all end up leaving me. The first time my Christine saw me she was terrified and the first time my Gustave saw me he never wanted to look at me again. I can only imagine what my Jenny would do. I can't lose her; she means every thing to me and I can't lose her.
So sorry for the short update! Hopefully I'll have the next chapter posted later tonight or tomorrow. Hope you enjoyed it! Please leave some reviews! Once again sorry for the lack of updates! I feel awful! Thanks for reading! Any questions feel free to ask away!