All I want is To Be Perfect

By: Cielphantomhive145

Hi, I'm going to try my best to make this chapter interesting. Please keep reading and reviewing! Thank-you for sticking with my story even with the last chapter being...horrible.

Disclaimer: I do not own Kuroshitsuji or any of the characters in this story besides the old lady. The storyline however, is mine.

Ciel

For the past few weeks I have been improving my ability to walk and do things without my eyes. I also learned to control my flaming hands. Sebastian has been helping me every step of the way. I really miss being able to see him...the closest I can get to seeing him is by feeling out the features of his face and mentally creating an image.

-Knock knock-

I turned my head towards the sound of the door, "Come in".

"My lord, I have some important information for you in regards of your real parents." He paused

"Go on" this seemed like it was important information.

"I have found evidence that leads me to the conclusion the Rachel and Vincent were a part of the cult that killed your parents."

I froze. How is that even possible?

"Do you know where they are?" I could feel my anger boiling. I could care less about losing my soul, as long as I got my revenge.

"I have a list of numerous locations; however, there is one problem."

I sighed; nothing ever works out, does it?

"What is it" I frowned.

"The head of this cult is a well known demon...in fact, his name is Lucifer."

That got my attention, "Isn't Lucifer the main demon? The owner of hell?"

"Yes, my lord."

Sebastian

My lord sat there in shock. I hope that I haven't caused him to regret his wish of revenge.

"Sebastian, this is an order," he turned to face me, "Kill Lucifer and destroy his cult."

I paused for a minute. How can I kill Lucifer? I will most likely end up losing my life in the process. However, Ciel's wish is my command, and denying his orders definitely won't help in my quest to gain his love.

Yes, for the past few weeks, I have been by his side for pretty well the entire day. I have seen him at his best and at his worse. I accept that he cannot see, and I love him for his persistence. That and his soul is the perfect combination of innocence and hatred. I don't believe that he will ever return my feelings; all I can do is try my best to fulfill his wishes and make him happy.

"Yes, my lord." I bowed with my hand over my heart. I looked up to see Ciel smiling. Wait a minute...HE'S SMILING?!

"This is all going to end, isn't it?" He smiled, "I will get my revenge and then you will claim your reward."

He wasn't smiling happily, he was smiling...sadly?

"Is everything alright, my lord? We do have a contract after all." I couldn't help but feel bad, it's only been 3 months since he was adopted and he has almost died numerous times.

"I understand. I would never back out of the contract; that would be ludicrous."

I could feel his emotions fighting with each other, "Ciel, I never said that I would take your soul, nor did I say that I would leave you."

Ciel

I lifted my head with a start. Firstly, I just heard my first name; secondly, Sebastian...wasn't going to leave me? He had turned me in to a demon...so he couldn't take my soul. What did he want than?

"What is it you want than?" I asked curiously

"Ah, you will figure it out eventually" he said teasingly.

"Tche" I began thinking of all the possibilities, I was so caught up in my thoughts that I didn't even hear Sebastian.

"My lord? Are these plans alright with you?" I looked at him in confusion, what plans did he have?

"Were you not listening?" I could hear him smirking.

"I was busy thinking about different ways to kill Lucifer."

"Well then, I shall repeat the plans. Tonight we will head out at 9p.m. to the location of Lucifer's cult. From there we will gain your revenge by assassinating him. Is that alright?"

He was going to gain my revenge tonight? "Yes...Sebastian, I'm hungry. Make me a chocolate cake or something."

He smirked again, "Of course, my lord".

Sebastian

At 9 p.m, I set off with Ciel in my arms towards Lucifer's hideout.

"Why can't I walk? I am a demon as well, you know." He questioned.

"Because, you are much too loud. Even though you are a demon, you will aren't a very strong one." I smirked.

With that he went quiet; I could feel him shaking with anticipation and nervousness. He would never admit he was nervous though.

Ciel

Why do I feel nervous? I know Sebastian will protect me, but if he's protecting me, would he sacrifice himself?

He is a mere servant, I shouldn't care about this.

But why is it that I do? I don't really care about him, do I?

We have bonded over the past few weeks, but I don't understand my feelings towards him. Sometimes it feels as though he is a really close friend, but other times I want our friendship to be something more. Maybe I just need him as a...father?

When we arrived at the hideout, I took care to be extra quiet. I didn't want to end up getting caught and having Sebastian lose his life because of me.

Sebastian

I crept around the outside of the building, looking for an entrance. It appeared that the only entrance available was guarded by humans. They should be fairly easy to take down.

"Wait here" I whispered, placing Ciel down on the ground where I was standing. We were within eyesight of the guards but I doubt they would be able to see us.

He nodded in consent and I turned towards them. My eyes flashed red as I approached them.

"Good evening, would you happen to know where the road is? I seem to have become lost." I said with a large smile that could make a baby cry.

"Head straight that way and you should reach a road that should take you in to town." The taller of the two men stated. As he raised his arm to point in that direction I grabbed a hold of it and quickly pushed him in to the other guy. I promptly broke their necks so that they would be unable to make a sound. Their cold dead eyes were pointed right up at the sky, forever gazing at the stars.

Ciel

I waited for Sebastian to return. I didn't hear anything, so I didn't know what he was doing.

He didn't die, did he?

That's when I heard two snaps, and I turned in the direction of the sound.

I walked towards it, as quietly as I could; heating my hands up in case I needed to attack.

"My lord, the guards have been removed; I need to carry you once again."

I nodded in consent, instantly cooling my hands off. I wish he didn't have to carry me, it was awkward. Every time he lifted me up it felt as though my non-existent heart was going to leap through my chest.

Sebastian

When I entered the building I could sense the presence of one demon and about ten other humans. We reached a stair well that appeared to lead in to a basement. Looking around, I descended down the stairs as quietly as possible. The further down we went, the warmer it became. The walled turned to stone, and red markings were all over them. They were covered in a variety of satanic symbols, including different contract seals.

We finally reached a door. I could sense that all of the humans and Lucifer were in that room.

So, this is where it ends.

I placed Ciel down on the floor just outside of the room, "I need you to be as quiet as possible."

As I turned around to open the door I felt something pull at the sleeve of my jacket.

I turned to see Ciel gripping on to it.

I could see the longing in his eyes, knowing that this could be the end. I leaned down and kissed him on the cheek, he turned bright red of course.

"I will be right back, Ciel" I whispered in his ear. With that I opened the door and walked in.

"Ah, Sebastian, we have been expecting you!" Lucifer grinned.

"Good evening, Lucifer." I looked around the room, I would take out the humans first, and then I would take out Lucifer.

Ciel

He kissed me. Is this what he meant by saying he wasn't going to leave? Did Sebastian...love me?

I could hear screaming coming from behind the door. I pushed myself deeper in to the corner beside the door, trying to hide in the shadows.

The screams died down after a while, Sebastian obviously took care of the humans.

He's winning, Sebastian always wins...He would never leave me. He kissed me, he loves me, obviously he's going to come back, right?

Sebastian

As I killed the humans, all Lucifer did was sit there and watch. He didn't move to help them, he didn't even say anything. In fact, he was laughing.

When I finished I removed my blood covered gloves and threw them across the room. I would definitely have to buy a new pair...

"Bravo, Sebastian." Lucifer stood up, clapping, "Now, what is it that you have come here for? Obviously you have not come here for a dinner party."

I smirked, "I am here on the terms of a contract I have made."

He looked at me, "Oh, what exactly is this contract?"

"My orders were to gain revenge on the people who murdered my contractor's parents and humiliated him."

"Is you contractor Ciel Phantomhive?"

"Yes, it is." Obviously he would know that, but at the mention of his name my eyes narrowed. Did he know about my contract the entire time?

"I presume you are planning on killing me than, correct?" He stared at me, unsmiling.

"That is correct." I replied equally as serious.

"Well than..." Lucifer stood up from his throne, "shall we begin?"

With that he pulled out his demon sword, the leviathan.

If a demon gets hit by that...they die...

No, I can't think that way, Ciel is waiting for me, I will return to Ciel.

I smiled, "Yes."

Lucifer raised his sword and charged at me. I swiftly dodged it, but he hit the wall, causing it to collapse.

I watched in horror as he realized that Ciel was here with me. In all fairness, he should've sensed that there was another demon here.

"Ah, I see that you brought your contractor with you? How convenient."

Ciel

I felt the ground shake and suddenly the wall I was leaning on collapsed, thankfully, none of the pieces of the wall landed on me.

I heard an unfamiliar voice, it sounded deep and menacing, "Ah, I see that you brought your contractor with you? How convenient." I felt strong hands grasp on to me. I immediately began to heat up my hands, trying to squirm out of his grasp.

"My, my, he is rather...adorable...isn't he?"

When my hands were fully heated, I quickly reached up and slapped him, hitting him with as much strength as possible.

"OH and he's a fire demon too! How exciting!" Lucifer exclaimed.

"Put him down."I could hear Sebastian's voice take on a new menacing tone.

"Oh, am I bothering you?" He taunted Sebastian, "I don't really feel like fighting anymore, maybe I will just make Ciel do it for me."

I froze, that's not possible.

I quickly tried to escape his grasp. Pushing him with as much force as I could I managed to escape. I ran as quickly as I could towards where Sebastian had been standing based on when I heard him speak.

Sebastian

"No." I knew if Lucifer found out that Ciel was here that this would happen. I watched Ciel struggle, knowing that it was a trap to lure me in so he could attack me. I was unable to do anything.

I was going to lose Ciel. Suddenly Ciel was on the floor, running towards me. I could tell Lucifer hadn't possessed him yet.

Just before he reached me, I saw his eyes take on a new, deep shade of red. He abruptly stopped running.

No...no...No, no, no, this is not happening. I watched in horror as Lucifer approached Ciel with his sword.

I quickly ran towards Ciel, but Lucifer made it there first.

"Ciel, take this sword and kill Sebastian" he smirked.

There was no way that I could win this now, because...

This was now a battle between two lovers.

Ciel

I felt my limbs turn numb. I stopped running; I didn't want to, something forced me to.

It felt just like the time Sebastian had possessed me and killed Rachel and Vincent.

I heard footsteps approaching from both sides of me, presumably Sebastian and Lucifer, "Ciel, take this sword and kill Sebastian."

I froze. My arm automatically rose from my side and grasped on to the sword, the cold metal instantly burning my hot skin.

I felt my feet turn my body, I tried to resist, but I was unable to do anything. Slowly and painfully, I began to walk towards Sebastian.

Sebastian

No...I watched as Ciel approached me. I couldn't kill him. I could never do that.

I could see in his eyes that he was still there; I could see that he was fighting the invisible forces pulling on his limbs.

I stood, unmoving as Ciel pulled the sword back, preparing the stab me.

So this is the end, isn't it?

That was a really long chapter...anyways, there is only one more left. Please keep reading and reviewing. I promise that the next chapter will be the best out of all of them!

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