Warning: Abuse implied.

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31st December 22:30

Yuki's POV

Kenji was holding me in a tight embrace, though as much as I loved it when he held me, I could not help but feel guilty.

I had honestly liked Hikaru, I still did, but when it had been four months since last I saw him, I saw no harm in saying yes when Kenji asked me out.

'I shouldn't have bought him that pin for Christmas,' I scolded myself in my mind. 'It will only lead him on.'

I concluded, after Christmas, that I needed to distance myself from the urban hair youth, it didn't help that Kaoru was at our dorm all the time. Why do they have to be identical?

"What are you thinking?" my raven black haired boyfriend asked close to my ear.

"Well, just Christmas," I responded, it wasn't quiet a lie and it wasn't quiet the truth, but an inbetween I was comfortable with.

"Why does your family bother you so much," he inquired, head tilting to the right.

"If you don't mind, I'd rather not discuss it tonight," I responded softly, nuzzling into the nape of his neck.

"Oh, is that so," he mumbled into my hair, before I felt his hand sliding under my shirt and up my bare back. "I wonder what we could do other than talking."

"Kenji, I'm not in the mood," I said, trying to push him away.

January 1st 00:00

It hurt everywhere, emotionally and physically. It hurt so much that I couldn't stop crying.

Worse than the pain, was the tightening in my chest. I was having an asthma attack and I didn't know what to do. Crying was making it worse, but I could not calm myself. I needed my inhaler, but it was too far away, and it hurt too much to move.

I saw Kenji, I tried to tell him that I couldn't breathe, but I couldn't get it out. He left the room as my eyes began to close; they were too heavy to keep open.

I was about to slip into unconsciousness I felt something moving my, rousing me into a dazed state.

I felt oxygen suddenly enter my burning lungs.

When I opened my eyes, Kenji was looking down at me, a worried look on his face and my inhaler in his hand

A/N: It's short as well, but I didn't want to put anything other than an implication in there.

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