I hope that this is more. It's depressing when I write it, it's at least a page (front and back) and when I type it, it's so short... :c And sorry that I take so long to update, but I don't have enough time to type it all out. Also, I've been having a lot of writers block lately. I'm slowly going away from the Clint/Coulson fandom(looking for fics and art in the wrong places, I guess...) I'll try to get better at writing it, though...

Dear Coulson,

I'm sorry that I haven't written for a few days, Nat and I had to go on a mission..

Fury is mad at me because the mission that he sent us on went bad in every way possible. Some innocent people were killed and the guy we were going after got away. Fury's making me do paperwork and no one will let me go on the roof. I'm scared to close my eyes because every time I do I see on of my arrows hitting (or killing) an innocent child.

This is the second time I've f***ed up like that. Fury wants to take me out of the field for a while and Gibson agrees with him. Fury brought you up when we were arguing he said that you would agree with him and make me stay off the field. At least I would actually listen to you. I'm going to try to go to the roof again.

Clint got up from the couch and went to the stairs. As he was walking up Natasha and Bruce were walking down. Clint ran and hid behind a cabinet,

"Clint we can still see you."

"No, you can't"

"Yes, we can" Natasha retorted

"Where are you going?" Bruce asked

"I'm only going to the roof" he said sheepishly

"No,Clint you're not going to the roof by your self." Nat said

"Why not?"

"Clint" she said with a look that told him I'm getting tired of your shit, now stop playing dumb.

He sighed "I'm not going to jump, I just wanted to clear me head" he said pathetically trying to push past them

"Your not going up there alone Clint, you know that."

"Then why don't you come with me?"

She looked at Bruce and he said

"I'll be in a lab", and with that he walked out of the stairway

"After you" Clint said and tucked his notebook under his arm. When they got to the roof Clint walked close to the edge and sat down, Natasha sighed and sat down next to him while leaning on her elbows. Clint reopened him notebook and started writing again.

I'm on the roof now but, Nat is sitting next to me. They think that if I'm up here alone that I will try to jump again, that was only once and it was like a month ago. Well I'm going to go, talk to you tomorrow...

-Clint

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SPECIAL THANKS TO IZZY FOR TYPING THIS!