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"Bella, What did you want for dinner?" Katrina asked From Albert's lap.
"I want you to make enchiladas." I said in a tired voice. I know I haven't done anything all day but being pregnant is tiring. Plus Being around Emmett relaxes me. I laid my head back on Emmett's chest, closing my eyes. Just listening to his heart beat. I herd all the guys cheer from a touch down. I laughed with my eyes closed because the baby kicked me like he was cheering with them. Emmett must have thought I was asleep, maybe I was but I herd him talking shit to everyone.
"Hey guys shut up Bella is a sleep, she hasn't been sleeping lately so keep it down" He said in a normal tone.
"Awe Em, you have been taking good care of her. I'm not mad at you anymore." I herd Katrina tell him.
"When Bella is asleep nothing can wake her ass up, remember when we moved her stuff in?" Edward said laughing.
"I don't care if she wakes up because you guys are being to loud I'll have to kill someone" Emmett repeated. I couldn't help but laugh to myself.
"Even if you wake me up because your talking in my ear?" I asked looking up at him. He looked down covering his mouth holding a smile back. Everyone started to laugh at him.
"I'm sorry" He said pushing the hair out of my face. We were looking at each other, there was a sparkle in his eye, I couldn't stop smiling at him. I reached my hand up placing it behind his head. He moved his head closer to mine, when he started to pull away I pushed back on his neck with my hand. He stopped as foreheads meet, closing his eyes he took a deep breath. Neither one of us dared to make a move closer.
"Bella" He whispered so only I could hear him. I could feel his heart starting to pound in his chest.
"Yes" I whispered back. He took in a few more deep breaths. He didn't finish what he was going to say, he lifted his head resting it on the back of the chair. I looked over at everyone, the only one to really notice anything was Jasper. He looked at me with questioning eyes. I scooted my self off of Em, he stopped me.
"I'm sorry please don't go!" Emmett put his hand on my thigh. I swallowed hard.
"But I have to pee" I said not knowing how much long I could hold it in. "I'll come back." I said as Emmett helped my from his lap. He looked embarrassed for some reason. When I walked out the bathroom I went to the kitchen, Jasper walked in.
"You two look really comfortable, was I seeing things or did you two kiss?" He asked leaning against the counter.
"What you saw was us almost kiss, Emmett pulled away" I said in a sad tone.
"Well he probably is afraid to cross the thick line you paint for him. Do you want him to kiss you?" Jasper question caught me off guard. But I answered honestly
"Between you and me I want him to do more then kiss me, I'm so obsessed over him it sucks." I knew I could trust Jasper, I know he wont run off and tell Emmett
"OK wow um newsflash Darling, He is obsessed with you to. You want to be with him, he wants to be with you stop tip toeing around each other and do the dirty deed you both have obviously already done." Jasper said in a low hiss, I started to laugh so hard I had to go pee again. When I came back the game was over.
Albert came over to be hugging me.
"Now that your not stuck on Emmett, and the game is over you can get a hug" He said tugging on my hair as he hugged me.
"OK so every one meet up at our house for dinner in about two hours or so." Katrina announced.
"I'm going to go with you guys to help, Is that OK Emmett?" I said to Albert but look at Emmett.
"Ugh, yea that fine I jut got to change then I'll head over there." I gave him a hug and with out thinking a kiss on the cheek.
"Why the fuck are you blushing for Emmett?" Edward asked with a smirk as he walked by. We looked at each other and smiled then I walked away following Albert and Katrina.
I was helping in the kitchen, munching on some chips. I get hungrier and hungrier everyday. Albert was looking at me weird. I had chips, a jar of pickles, string cheese, and a banana.
"You seriously just ate all of that as if it were a fucking meal." Albert said wrinkling his nose.
"Shut up Albert my son needs to eat." I said glaring at him.
"poor thing, He probably just wants real food." Albert said in a teasing way. I throw a chip at him.
"So when are you going to quite playing hard to get with your baby daddy?" Katrina said shredding cheese.
"I'm not playing hard to get, I'm just being careful."I said in a defensive tone. They both laughed. "What?" I snapped.
"You don't have anything to be careful about with Emmett, so he did hurt you because he though he was having a baby with that slut, it's not like he didn't want to be with you he couldn't." Albert said nudging me.
"I know I know, I guess I'm just waiting for Emmett...." Albert was jumping around rubbing his necking clearing his throat. I looked at him confused but finished my sentence" to make a move." Albert laughed I turned around but no one was there. A few moments later the front door slammed.
"Hey guys!" Emmett said walking in. I looked at Albert.
"Hey Em, when did you get here." Albert said patting him on the back.
"Just right now Albert" Emmett's tone was a bit annoyed. Katrina was just smiling cooking."I stopped and got you your juice Bella" Emmett said Setting a bag down. I crave a lot of apple juice now days.
"Thanks Em" I said putting it in the fridge. Dinner was fun just hanging out with the old gang. the only thing different was I was pregnant and everyone was getting sort of drunk. Everything was fine until Emmett got a phone call he looked pissed off. I went to him but the look he gave me made me stop in my tracks. Once he hung up he walked over to me,
"Bella, When I said nothing will ever keep me away from you I meant it, but you got to make sure nothing gets in the way either. Were a family now." I could tell he was mad but I was confused at why he was mad at me.
"Em, what did I do?" I started to tear up. He was looking down at me. He slightly shook his head.
"It's not what you did, it's what I'm afraid you'll do." I looked at him dumb founded, I wasn't planning on doing anything. His face suddenly turned to a panicked look.
"Emmett who was on the phone what is going on?" I asked feeling panicked myself. He turned around
"FUCK!"He yelled out, Everyone's attention turned to us. I watched him clueless as to what was going on. Bubba and Albert were standing in a defensive stance, with worried looks on there faces. I reached for Emmett's hand. He looked over at me from over his shoulder.
"Every time, every fucking time I think it's going to be OK, I'll finally have a chance something big happens with this bitch" He spoke harsh and looked away letting go of my hand. I felt my heart brake.
"Why Emmett? Why do yo always give up on what ever we have, with out giving me a chance to even have a reaction! What ever it is we should be able to deal with it together, but you don't give me a chance to, you run from me more then I run from you. This right here this very moment is what I have been scare for, I held back so much from you because I didn't want this to happen, Instead of you saying fuck everyone else, when you hear bad new you say fuck Bella, she is fine by her self, she doesn't need me" I pushed him to make him turn around and look at me. When he turned around his eyes were red tears threatening to fall. "No, you don't have the right to be upset right now, I'm upset because you don't believe in me, you don't trust me enough to stand by you when all I ever wanted from day one was to stick with you. from the first time I saw you Emmett we might have been kids but dam it I loved you" I looked at him waiting for him to say something anything. He looked down.
"I'm not allowed to be scared to be hurt Bella?" he asked, his voice horse and broken.
"You never had anything to be afraid of when it comes to me, you have always been my crutch to help me when I was broke, why don't you see I was your light in the dark. I never doubted you, I didn't blame you for having my heart ripped out." I was balling now. I couldn't finish I turned and ran out as fast as I could. Running in to my old room and locking myself in it. I sat there and cried my eyes out. I didn't want to deal with anyone so turned the radio on to drown out the nose of my friends knocking on the door.
Out of no were the power got cut out, First thing I though was why haven't they paid the bill?Then I herd him.
"Isabella, I don't run from you, I Don't think you deserve any of this so I give you the chance to be free. I'm sorry! I'm sorry I fucked over your life so bad,and I'm sorry you had to fall for me. But I'm not sorry I'm in love with you! Your right, I need you more then you need me. With out you I'm broken and dead inside. Your smile brings me alive. I will not lose you again, you mean to much to me Isabella. Baby please open the door, I swear know matter what happens its me and you. Please open the door." I stood in front of the door, hesitate whether I should open it or not. Tears still streaming down my face. I was standing in the dark. If I opened that door, I was opening my heart to be broken at any given moment, I was letting him have control over my Emotions, I would live everyday In fear that would be the day he decides it's not right.
"Bella, you and the baby are everything I have ever wanted, I'm scared to, all the things that you said last night, there all the same things I'm scared of. Bella. please open. the door"
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