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Vegeta POV
I was happy Kakarot was allowed to stay here in the hospital with me. I'm just so weak and ill right now, I needed his support. Although I am worried, he must be getting tired of me. Being in the hospital, getting sick, and just being a weak mate. Everyone has to be tired of visiting me in a sanitized room. Tears gathered in my eyes, it has to be true. No one wants to be here 24/7. Wiping my eyes I just laid on the bed, it was 5:30 AM after all. The doctor said I should be testing but I couldn't something didn't feel right.
Every now and then a movement would be inside me. It sounds gross but it was a little jump or a poke. My eyes widened and I hunched over grabbing my stomach. No, no, no, no! Was all that raced through my mind. I could hear the heart meter racing, beeping quickly. Blood was literally banging in my ears and the door swung open. I jumped and saw my doctor and a few nurses. My body seized.
" Shit...nurse turn my patient over on his side quickly! I need to awaken the others!" I heard a muffled voice shout.
My eyes rolled in the back of my head yet I was awake. I could feel my body jerking and convulsing but it was like a movie. The nurse telling me to turn and calm down. Kakarot was rushed out as was everyone else. I raised a shaking hand in the direction of Kakarot. My mate couldn't leave me, I needed him. The shaking got worse before everything was still. The doctor and nurses sighed with relief.
" Vegeta,can you hear me? If you can nod your head please." My doctor urged.
I nodded slightly. He carefully helped me sit up and handed me a glass of water. My hand was still shaky so I put it down. The movement was there because something was there. Something I wasn't ready for. Kakarot burst through the door and so did Bulma. They ran to the side of my bed in worry.
" Oh my god! Are you ok? What happened, is everything alright?" Bulma asked frantically.
I was about to answer her question when I saw my mates eyes full of tears. He hugged me tightly, so tight it hurt. He loosened his grip.
" Holy, shit I- I thought your were going to die and it was my fault. All I saw was your body shaking like crazy and the doctor pushing us out! I wanted to get back in here but the doctor stood at the door. Please Vegeta I need you to get better! I'm sick and tired of seeing you like this. You're out of the hospital and then right back in. It breaks my heart." Kakarot whispered.
I knew it, he was tired of me. He just said it, right to my face. My heart shattered into smithereens. So many things bounced around in my head like, end it all, just a bother. I'm a bother to him and to everyone. That's why my father hates me with a passion and why my mother suffers so much because of me. If I wasn't alive my father would still love my mother. She'd be happier and her eyes would be their bright blue color.
" Are...are you tired of me Kakarot? Do I get on your nerves now, constantly getting sick? Am-am I a...bother? " I whimpered.
His face was shocked. He couldn't even answer me, so it must be true. My hands grabbed my hair in such a harsh grab I could feel it being ripped out. Any type of pain to distract the pain I feel in my heart. Bulma silently stood away from us, she knew better. The doctor left once my seizure was gone and it was silent again. The only noise was the buzzing coming from inside my head.
" You're not a bothers, how dare you even think that?" He yelled at me.
" How dare I?! You practically just said that! Am I too much to deal with huh?! Me and this stupid baby!" I growled.
" Y-you know about the baby?" He said.
" Yes I know about the fucking baby! I just had a goddamn seizure, over it! How are we supposed to take care of a baby if I'm constantly sick? How am I going to have this baby to full term?! I can't have a premature baby because I am not strong enough!" He was going to hear me.
The heart meter picked up again and I stopped yelling. Kakarot sat me in his lap and ran his fingers through my hair.
" You mean everything to me. I will never tire of you or this baby. But I'm worried about your health. You're as pale as a ghost and I can see the veins literally through your skin. The depression is heavy on you I can tell. I want you to be healthy again, like in middle school." Kakarot told me.
I felt a bit better after his speech but I was still weary. I just wanted my mother and I wanted my old father. I wanted my family.
" Do you think you could call my mother?" I sleepily asked.
It was still quite early and I was rather tired.
" Of course but later. Right now me and you are going to lay down and go back to sleep. You need your rest. Once we wake up I will call her and ask her to come here." I heard him say.
I was still in his lap as he laid down and he hummed a tune to put me to sleep. He caressed my hair and I slowly fell asleep.
Author Note
Hey, this chapter was kinda depressing. Hope you enjoyed it and review!