WARNING: Contains half non-con. Rape initially but Ichi's a masochistic pervert, so yanno... I was in a mixed mood of angry, high on crack and sad while I was writing this, so I don't know how it ends up to you (shrugs)
I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN
Thursday, 3rd April
So, for the past few days, Renji's pretty much followed me all over the place. He's really misunderstanding the situation, and I feel bad about it. But I'd tell him very soon. Especially after what happened to me earlier today.
Grimmjow's a very possessive… Arrancar. I really should have thought of consequences, but I'm hardly a thinker who plans stuff out. And it seems my reckless plan had totally blown his fuse. I've seen Grimmjow angry and all that shit, but when he's in the angry angry mood, it even scares the shit out of me. And that's the mood he was in when he slammed me to the ground in the school rooftop this late afternoon.
I was on the rooftop for dramatic purposes. For some strange reason I just had to go to the rooftop and mope. But not about Grimmjow, seriously. Then suddenly I just got a trace of Grimmjow's spirit power and the next thing I see is the freaking concrete floor of the school roof. With an angry angry Sexta Espada perched on my back, squeezing the breath out of me due to his weight. He's heavy, and I just truly noticed that, despite being under him in numerous occasions and tight situations.
"So, Ichigo, ya havin' fun with the pineapple?" Grimmjow snarls into my ear. Usually I get turned on by that, but his voice was filled with intent-to-kill rather than intent-to-fuck, so I shivered in reply. But his hand slipping under my shirt made me bite my lip. Just his hand on my skin sends shivers down my spine – in a good, horny way, that is. Well, what do you expect?! I haven't been laid for almost a week ever since Grimmjow went off with that pink bitch.
Thinking of that, it made me all pissed again so I said through clenched teeth, "And what about you? Having fun screwing that pink bastard?" Grimmjow snorted and pulled my head back by the hair. He bites on my neck hard enough that it cut through the skin and drew blood. He does have a blood fetish at times.
"I know what ya're trying to do, Ichi, and I gotta say that it is working," he sneers against my neck. His hand under my shirt continued to grope on my stomach and chest, and was really distracting. Suddenly he dug his nails into the skin at my chest sharply and I cried out in pain. "Did ya forget, Ichi," he said, "that I'm possessive towards my property." I didn't know why, but I felt like punching him in the face for calling me 'property'. What am I, some toy for him? Wait, that is what I am to him.
His fingers were almost practically inside my flesh; I knew Grimmjow deliberately held back so as not to draw too much blood and make a mess out of me or something. The pain was overwhelming. It was as if he was going to rip my heart out, or squeeze at it slowly until it burst. This time my instinct to fight back kicked in. He was really going to kill me, I thought. I managed to knock him off me and punched the skull badge to my chest. I got into my shinigami form and was about to draw Zangetsu but once again I got knocked off my feet.
He pinned me to the floor by the neck, his grip on it so tight I felt my windpipe almost crushing under the pressure. I clawed at him in panic – not really manly, but what could I do with Zangetsu flung away from my reach? I'm not really a one-to-one combat fighter too. Grimmjow just had this crazy, angered look on him but all I could feel was mixed emotions, mainly of fear and anger myself. He ripped my shihakushou away with his free hand, the other still on my neck.
Grimmjow leaned in and shoved his tongue into my throat as he pulled down my hakama. I coughed when he pulled away and for a moment he loosened his grip and my eyes snapped up to him. He was grinning manically and he said, "This time I'll make sure ya know ya are my property." He moved his hand from my neck to my shoulder as he positioned himself on his knees on top of me. His grip continued to be vice-like, with his nails painfully into my skin and flesh. I was dizzy from loss of breath and before I knew it, he tugged at my legs, pulled them over his shoulders and thrust into me in one swift motion. There was no preparation or carefulness whatsoever. He just haphazardly thrust in dry, and I screamed out in pain. His right hand on my thigh and his left hand on my shoulder where pulled me to his hips, impaling me deeper.
Tears stung my eyes as I gave another soundless scream. I felt torn apart and so messed in my mind, I wanted to die to stop the pain. There was blood, I was sure of it, but I couldn't move. It hurt so much that even my eyes rolled to the back of my head as I shut them tightly, gnashing my teeth together to wish the pain away. The only thing I managed to say was, "You're hurting me." He grunted in reply, but his hand started pumping on my limp dick. The slight pleasure started to blur out the pain.
I clutched onto him now, and let him take over. It was starting to get good – the pain was fading as he started hitting that spot. Maybe I was accustomed to the rough treatment, or maybe I was just a plain masochist, but we continued fucking, blood and all from the clawing, scratching and rough fucking, but I came anyway. Heck, at the back of my mind, I knew I was getting off slightly from the pain. But I'll be damned if I ever want to be raped like that ever again.
When we were done, I just laid there on the floor in a mess, but covered (thankfully). I was still in pain. The sharp pain from my torn ass came back again but it was tolerable. Grimmjow had already stood up and looked ready to take off. Irresponsible bastard.
"Yer a stupid berryhead, ya know," Grimmjow said after a while of silence. I stared at him confusedly. "I can't afford to have Aizen know if Szayel told him about this, so I didn't really have a choice, ya shit head." I blinked at him, then absorbed what he said. I mentally slapped myself on the face for being so naïve and childish. Of course he had to go with that pink freak. And here I was throwing a tantrum over it. Jeez.
Not likely of me to say such a thing, but Grimmjow was right, and I did deserve this… punishment, or whatever that pervert called it.
"I handled the problem with Szayel already," Grimmjow said again. I wanted to ask him what he did to him but he continued with a smug smile before I could even open my mouth. "I'll tell ya when I get back and then we'll do this again."
"What?! I am not gonna have my ass torn apart by a fucker like you again," I shouted at him, half meaning what I said, but he merely smirked.
"Don't tell me ya didn't get off on the pain, ya masochistic strawberry." Bulls-eye. "Don't worry, I'll treat ya very gently, if ya don't forget that yer mine." How very reassuring. With that the moron went back to that stupid black hole of his.
Okay, one problem solved, one more to go with a new problem popping up. The other problem would be Renji, and the new one would be my ass stinging with pain.
Hey, maybe I can use this as an excuse to skip school.
Deathberry at 7.34pm
5 comments
Comment by QAhatesyou 8.03pm, 3rd April
Wow, I figured that you are a masochist when I noted (from your blog posts) how rough your boyfriend is in sex, and I didn't know I hit it right. I have amazing Quincy senses.
Comment reply by Deathberry 8.26pm, 3rd April
Would you stop repeating yourself on your pride for your Quincy race? It's very… freaky.
Comment reply by QAhatesyou 8.40pm, 3rd April
The Quincy pwnz the shinigami.
Comment reply by Deathberry 8.43pm, 3rd April
Uh huh… Yeah, whatever. Look, Ishida, help me on the Renji problem. You're smart right? Now help me out.
Comment reply by QAhatesyou 8.51pm, 3rd April
I would have appreciated your compliment more, but just what do you want me to do? Seduce him so that he won't come after you?
Comment reply by Deathberry 9.00pm, 3rd April
Hey, you know what. That's a great idea! Do that, Ishida, please.
Comment reply by QAhatesyou 9.04pm, 3rd April
Very funny, Kurosaki. Can't you see sarcasm when you see one?
Comment reply by Deathberry 9.11pm, 3rd April
Come on, Ishida… I'll treat you to uh… your sewing stuff if you help me out.
Comment reply by QAhatesyou 9.17pm, 3rd April
Well, now that you mention that bribe, let me consider it.
By the way, I see you're very happy with your almost-happy ending with your boyfriend. :D
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Is it narcisstic of me to say I love the comments to 'Ichi's blog' when I'm the one who wrote it down myself? Lol, but srsly I have fun when I write them XD I lol'd hard at Ishida's comment 'The Quincy pwnz the shinigami'. May be OOC, but heck, I can picture him typing that online! He has such great pride in being a Quincy anyways, so why not? Heehee...
I'm sorry if it turns out crappy, this chapter/post, but I did mention 'Ichi's gonna get raped' in the prev chapter. So rape it is. Somewhat. Well, they always fight and then make up to each other by a good fucking session. 8D I love their relationship XD Lol, okay, enough of my ranting! Next chapter would tell what Grimm did to Szayel (it's gonna be crack, most likely). I think I'll post it next next week, because I have orientation camp for almost the whole of this coming week and no access to interwebz (aka p0rn!) D: