So everybody. Here's chapter 10. A little fluffy chapter.

I hope you like it. :D


Chapter X

Everything will be alright, right? Nii-san will approve, won't he?, Misaki thought while drifting into sleep.

But Takahiro didn't stop by for the next week, making Misaki uneasier and uneasier with every day.

Usagi had been given the permission to stay over night and he was at the hospital 24/7.

Aikawa didn't protest as she knew how worried Usami-sensei was.

„ Ne...Usagi-san...", Misaki asked, his voice trembling slightly. His lover looked up from the apple he had been pealing.

„ What is it, Misaki?"

He doesn't call me „love" anymore. I guess that... just slipped out of him..., Misaki thought a little depressed.

„ What will you do...if... I mean...if Nii-san won't agree?" Misaki didn't looked at his lover. He was too scared of the expression Usagi might show.

Usagi watched the boy closely. Then he sighed.

„ That's what I should ask..."

Misakis eyes shot up. His emerald ones met Usagis lavender ones.

„ Misaki... what would you do if Takahiro doesn't agree?"

What I would do?... I never thought about that... but I'm sure I'll...

The boy watched his lover coming over and sitting on the edge of his bed.

„ I'll stay with you...", he said while blushing wildly and looking on his hands again.

He heard how Usagi sighed in relief.

„ That's good...", the author said. His voice was shaking.

„ Usagi-san?"

Why does he sound so relieved?

Misaki couldn't believe it when he saw his all so composed lover blush slightly.

„ You know...Misaki. You accepted my proposal... but that was before Takahiro found out about us.

So I was getting nervous. I feared that you may not want to marry me anymore if your brother doesn't agree..."

Usagi-san is getting nervous too? He's unsure too?

Misaki took his lovers pale hand and pressed his lips on it.

„ No...you know... I accepted your proposal...because...because I love you..." Misaki looked into his boyfriends eyes, just a little blush was on his cheeks this time.

Usagi could feel that the boys confession was serious. His breath stopped as his heart beat went faster.

For the first time Misaki had used the word „aishiteru" instead of „suki". And Usagi was enormously happy.

„ Misa-"

„ No...please let me finish..." The boy kissed his lovers hands again. Usagi nodded. He was too happy for words.

„ You know Us... Akihiko-san..." Misaki paused for a moment as he said that name as he wasn't used to it.

„ When you went out that day and didn't come back and later on lied to me...it broke my heart. I thought that you finally had enough of me... I never was too sure of your feelings..."

„ Misaki...that's..."

„ No... Usagi... no I mean... Akihiko-san. Really. Please let me finish..."

Misakis determination to talk farther wavered. And Usagi saw it. But he wanted the boy to finish.

„ Sorry..." ,he whispered.

„ I...I wasn't too sure of you feelings...because."

Usagi could see how the boy fought with himself. He softly stroke over Misakis hands with his thumb.

Usagi-san...he's trying to calm me.

Misaki gave his lover a shy smile.

„ Because...all we ever had was sex...and we never really talked. So I wasn't too sure if you really loved me... Or just saw me as...as a fuck buddy... as a replacement for Nii-san. Even when you told me that it wan't like that. It still made me so unsure. I wanted to talk to you, wanted to know if your feelings where sincere."

Misaki now gave Usagi a dazzling smile. But the older guy just looked at him in shock.

„ But when you proposed to me... I was unbelievably happy...because right that moment you showed me that you truly love me...and that's allI ever wanted to know."

The brunette leaned forward, wincing because of the pain in his ribs.

„ Shortly before the car nearly hit you I thought about what would have happened if we had met under other circumstands. I wondered if I still would have fallen for you...and you for me."

Misaki softly touched Usagis cheek.

„ But when I saw that car driving right at you and ran forward to save me...I suddenly had my answer."

The boy made a small pause to catch his breath.

„ I would have fallen in love with you each time again. No matter where I would have met you...no matter when I would have met you... Because you, Usami Akihiko, are my destined person. At least that's what I think."

His small hand drew Usagi closer and kissed the tears from the older mans eyes that had began to fall while he spoke.

„ You told me that I never should think that you don't love me. And I now say the same to you."

„ Even if Nii-san won't agree. I still would want to marry you. I always would. I love you with all my might. I always will! So don't you ever believe that I won't..."

Misaki pulled his lover in a passionate kiss. When he finally let him go the older guy smiled at him brightly, tears in the corner of his eyes.

„ That's the greatest confession... I ever heard..."

Usagi placed a small kiss on Misakis lips.

„ Thank you for loving me, Misaki... I too love you with all my might... I always shall do. So never ever risk your life again. I could not bear to loose you."

The silver haired man leaned forward and embraced the fragile body, trying not to hurt the boy.

It feels so good to be embraced by Usagi-san... by my lover...

Misakis thoughts stopped for a moment. Then he smiled into Usagis shoulder.

No...not lover... He's my fiancè now...

„ Now at least I know why you two fell for each other..."

Misaki sad up straight. His eyes on the door. So were Usagis.

There was an akward silence between those three men. Usagi was the first to spreak again.

„ Takahiro...", he said.


So that was chapter 10. I really hope you like it.

I wanted Misaki to once spreak out all his soul...so I hope I did well with that.

Please review :D Love you guys. Thanks for reading my story even if the last chapters weren't the best. :D