''When you feel alone
and the world has turned it's back on you.
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you.
It's hard to find relief
and people can be so cold.
When darkness is upon your door
and you feel like you can't take anymore.
But you still care for me ,
say a prayer for me , and I know.''
*15 minutes after explosion.*
'' Open the tv! '' Garcia shouts and runs to a conference room.
'' Which channel? ''
'' Don't matter. It's on news in every channel'' Garcia panicked.
Team gasped almost at the same time when they heard that Hotch car exploded. The video video footage. The car were in pieces and there were ambulance and polices and fire trucks.
'' I bet that Hotch isn't there anymore.'' Morgan said and he's so sure about it.
'' Yeah, I know. But we have to go there , to see if Rossi's okay. '' Prentiss said and were already going.
'' Garcia! Search if you can find any more footage , maybe from the explosion. We have to know what happened!'' Morgan said and run after Emily and Reid.
'' Of course. '' she said and went to her little gave. '' Okay Garcia, calm down. It's going to be okay.'' She tried to convince herself , but It didn't work. They all were so worried about them.
Tears flowed down her cheek while she were searching.
* On Hotch's place *
'' Stop! '' Police said when Morgan were going to undercut the yellow police line.
'' We are with him '' he says and points at Rossi.
'' FBI? '' Police asks and they show their badges. Police lifts the line and they go under it.
'' Rossi! '' Emily shouts and runs to him. Morgan and Reid comes after her.
'' You okay? What the hell happened?'' Reid looks around him.
Rossi had a bandage on his forehead and he had a class cuts on his body.
'' Yeah. And we have to take one thing into consideration, Hotch were closed the car when it exploded , so his injurys are worst than mine. And the pressure of the bomb was so strong that I'm not even sure…. '' his voice didn't last until the end. He didn't want to believe it. He didn't want to believe that his best friend may be dead.
'' I'm sure he is alive, don't worry. He wont give up that easily. '' Morgan tried , but he knew that it's possible. Sometimes there is a things that you can't stop from happening. '' He is a fighter , and he will be okay. ''
Rossi nods.
'' So tell us. What happened? '' Reid asked. Prentiss went to look at the car with Morgan.
'' We just talked about their first date like you heard. We got out and he gave me his keys and told me to open the door. He went to his mailbox. He got his mail and I opened the door. The he locked the car and it exploded. I flied a few meters back and he hit that tree. I went unconscious , so I don't know what happened next. '' He told.
'' Okay, so what is the next thing you remember? '' Reid kept asking.
'' I woke up , someone tried to wake me up. One of the other residents. The car were still burning , and someone called the ambulance and police. I didn't saw Hotch anywhere. When I just tried to remember is there were anything what could help us to find them and well, then you three showed up. ''
'' Okay. I have one more question. Where did Hotch stand when it exploded? Reid asked and looked at the car, it didn't burn anymore , but just looking at it made him feel bad.
'' Almost exactly at the spot where Morgan stands now.'' he pointed.
'' Okay.'' Reid said simply , tried to look normal. But it wasn' t easy. Morgan stood like one meter away from the car, and if Hotch were still alive , he were badly hurt.
'' So? What did he say? '' Morgan asks. And he saw how pale he was. '' What's wrong?''
'' Morgan. '' Spencer started. '' You are standing almost exactly on that spot where Hotch were when it exploded. And he hit on that tree over there. It was 4 meters away.
Morgan went pale too. '' So he is badly injured if even.. alive? Is that what your saying? '' He didn't want to believe it. '' He is alive. I'm sure!'' he shouted. '' He must be. '' and his voice turned quiet and sad.
'' We should get back. '' Emily said. Reid and Morgan nodded and they went to Rossi.
*Back at the BAU *
Garcia ran straight to Rossi and hugged him tightly. '' Are you okay?''
'' Yeah. I am. '' he said and smiled a little.
'' Good. And I have a good news, well kind of. Well not really. Awful news.'' she said.
'' Baby girl! What is it? '' Morgan interrupted her.
''I got the video footage from the explosion and from that time when he put that bomb.'' Garcia faltered.
They went to her office.
'' So Hotch car were in the parking lot , right. So I went though some surveillance camera tapes and I saw this'' she said and showed to them how he put the bomb under his car.
And then came the most painful video.
'' I hacked his cameras and I got this'' she said.
CABOOM. The car exploded and they saw how Rossi and Hotch flew backwards. The glass broke too from some apartments. Garcia let out a little sound when Hotch hits to a tree and they saw how he was struggling with the pain. His clothes are covered in glass and only thet hit to that tree broke his rib bones. He gave up. He tried not to move.
Then the car game and they saw him to walk to Hotch and say something to him. The camera was too far away to see what he said to him. Then he stamped to his head and dragged Hotch to his car.
'' Oh… oh my god! '' Emily said and covered her mouth.
'' Wha.. what do we do next. We have nothing. '' Garcia asked and looked like she will cry in any second.
'' You're wrong. We know who he is and what does he want.'' Rossi said and squatted next to her. '' Garcia , can you do me a favor? Find me everything about Lucas Mayer.''
'' Of course. Are you saying that he is behind all this? '' Garcia asked and started working.
'' I know he is. Hotch told me everything when we were outside. '' Rossi explained.
'' Would you like to share it with us? Morgan said sarcastically.
'' Don't worry. We will get you too home.'' Rossi thought and started telling.