Sorry about that threat thingy. I was just mad because I used to get a lot but then I only got like two. I know it's testing time for a lot of people but I still got story alerts so I didn't see why people couldn't review. Anyways school ends on Thursday so I'll try to update every day after that. This story is almost done anyways. BTW this chapter has a lot of she said blah blah blah. And he said blah blah blah. So if you get bored remember I warned you.

EPOV

I saw Bella break down and sob. I instantly I went to her. I didn't have the strength to not do something. After all this time I could not believe she still loved me. She should hate me. But then Bella never did what she should. I wrapped my stone arms around her soft, warm waist. Pressing her against me with as much force I could without breaking her. She fisted her tiny hands in my shirt and burred her head in my chest. I could feel her rapid heart beat pulse through me.

She kept on muttering "Why can't I stop loving you?" "I love you Bella. I always have and I always will. Nothing can change that." I couldn't stop myself from saying it. I heard her gasp stop for a second. Her chocolate brown hers looked up to me. "What did you say?" she asked. "I love you Bella. I never meant anything I said in the forests. I thought it would be more safe for you." I confessed. Feeling like a total idiot admitting that to her. Bella looked dumbfounded. There was silence. I started to worry. What if she didn't mean that she loved me?

Finally she spoke. " Are you telling me I was heartbroken for no reason at all?" she asked. Great know looked what I had done. "Bella please don't be mad. Please don't. I thought it was the best thing for you at the time. But know I see that it only brought s both pain."

I pleaded with her. I don't know if I could take her rejection. "No. it's OK. I'm just surprised. And mad at myself. I can't believe that I fell for your lie." Bella said. I was elated. She still loved me even after I confessed that I lied. I smiled from ear to ear.

I saw the sun starting to go down behind the trees. " Come on love. It's getting late. I'll take you

home." I stood, picking Bella up with me. "You ready?" I asked. Knowing what happened the first time. Not knowing if it would happen again since it's been so long. "Yup." Bella said as she clung to me.

I started running through the forest. Not going fast but fast for a human. I heard Bella scream with excitement. I felt her turn her head and looked where we were going. Soon we were back at her old red truck. " I see you still have that old thing." I said while putting her down and catching her when she stumbled. "I love him and that's not going to change.

Even when he only goes up to fifty." Bella stated . Playfully hitting my arm. I acted like it really did hurt. She rolled her eyes and got in on the driver side. "Nah uh Bella. Remember I always drive." I lifted her out and ran her over to the other side.

She huffed but didn't complain. She handed over the keys and I started the engine. The ride home was quite. Both of us glad to have each other back. I stroked Bella hand, thinking about the last few months. About how I wouldn't feed and spent my day curled up in a ball. Thinking of Bella, fighting every minute not to catch the nearest flight back to Forks.

I felt Bella's eyes on me and turned to look at her. I gave a reassuring smile. Knowing I probably had shown my thoughts on my face. Bella smiled back. Soon I was pulling up to her drive way. I turned to Bella, "I'll be in your bedroom waiting." I said nodding at Charlie's cruiser in the driveway.

"That's probably I good thing. I'll be up to meet you soon." Bella said.

I gave her a kiss on her check. Enjoying her soft skin. I pulled away and opened my door and ran to open Bella's. I walked her up to the front door. "I love you." I said. "I love you too. I'll be up soon." Bella said, making my heart soar. She was the one this time to give me a kiss on the check. "Hurry." I whispered.

I watched her unlock the door and go inside. I run to her window and climbed it all in less than a second. I heard Charlie yell if it was Bella from the living room. I heard her reply and open the fridge. I smiled. Just like old times.

BPOV

I walked through the door and to the kitchen. "Is that you Bella?" I heard Charlie yell from the living room. Who else would it be? I thought to myself. "Yes dad!" I yelled back. I opened the fridge looking for something to eat and found some left over pasta. I put that in a bowl and warmed it p in the microwave. As it was heating up, Charlie came in to the kitchen. "So kiddo. What have you've been up to all day." He asked. "Oh I saw Jake and just drove around town. I just wanted to get out of the house." I said only telling a half lie.

"Oh well that's good. Have you've worked things out with Jacob?" "Yeah I'm going to go see him tomorrow too. To work some more things out. I'm sorry about dinner." I said quickly changing the subject. I didn't want my mood to rotten.

"It's OK. I can feed myself." The microwave beeped and Charlie pushed away from the counter. I picked up the bowl and graped a fork. "Late night last night. I'm going to be early." I said climbing up the stairs. "OK Bells. Goodnight." Charlie called.

I ran up the last three, opened my door and looked around. Praying to god that Edward had meant what he said and waited for me. I found him laying in my bed and I mentally sighed. I crossed the room and sat down at the foot of the bed. Edward sat up and moved closer to me. "I missed you." he whispered in my hair. "I was right below you." I said. "Well I couldn't see you. I haven't seen your beautiful face in months." he said while sliding his hand over my back and to my waist making me shiver. I ate my food faster and put my bowl on the ground. All I wanted to do was snuggle to Edward's cold body.

"Are you sure you got enough to eat Bella. You've barley eaten all day long." Edward said always concerned about my well being. Speaking of that we have a lot to talk about. "Edward we need to talk some more. I get that you left to keep me safe but why didn't you leave me before my birthday. You know it wasn't Jaspers fault and I didn't get hurt. He left anyways so why should you care?" I ranted. There was so many questions that I have. "I didn't leave before because I didn't think anyone was going to attack you and I know it wasn't Jasper's fault. It's are nature but when that happened it was like a reality check for me.

"I really I'm a danger to you and I shouldn't have started anything with you but I couldn't stay away. I cared when he left because that could be me instead of Jasper. And if that would ever happen, chances are that we are going to be alone, You remember what I said in the hospital after James attack?" I knew he was talking about having a clean break. "A clean break." I whispered. "Exactly. I hoped that if you thought I was over you than you would do the same. I still can't believe that you thought I could live without you. Bella you are my meteor in my pitch black sky. You lead the way for me. I never once stopped thinking about you." It was weird. He described the same way I feel about him.

"Same for me Edward. I have never endured so much pain. Even when James bit me. I knew you are the only one who can really fix it." I confessed. "God Bella. I am such an idiot. I'm so so so sorry. I never did any good. Instead I just wasted time." "It's OK Edward. You were just trying to keep me safe. Just promise that you'll never leave me again."

"Isabella Marie Swan, I promise that I will be here in till you don't want me to be. Than I'll just be in the shadows, watching over you." Edward promised. I yawned and laid back in bed. Edward went down with me and pulled the cover around me. I put my head on his chest and sighed with contentment. I felt full. There was no hole in my heart. Like there was never one there in the first place.

"Go to bed love. You've a big day." Edward started to hum my melody. "I still have a million questions though." I protested. "Ask one more tonight. We still have all eternity to answer those questions" . Do you really mean that. Forever." I asked just to make sure. "With all my heart." I was going to dig deeper in to that one but was too tired. I still hadn't gotten the answer to question.

"What were you thinking on the way home?" Edward's faced looked pained and I was irked to know what was causing it. I felt Edward wince slightly. "I was hoping you wouldn't ask that. It doesn't matter." Of course it doesn't. "I don't care. I want to know still."

I heard him sigh. "Fine. I was thinking about a miserably I was when I left. I wouldn't hunt, I wouldn't shut my eyes for when I did I only saw your face haunting me. All I did was curl up in a ball and sulk. I was useless to my family and only caused them pain so I went out on my own. I think I ended up some where in Spain. I was nothing without you."

I had a stinging in my chest. I never thought Edward would feel that much pain. I guess vampires feel every thing more than we do. "I've answered your question now get to sleep." Edward sternly said. "Are you sure your going to be here in the morning?" I asked one more time. "Yes. I love you." "I love you too."

I dragged my self up and kissed him on the lips. It started off slow but gradually became something more. Edward fisted his hands in my hair and pressed his other one to my back, pushing us closer together. I knotted my fingers in his bronze hair. Lost in the sensation.

Our lips battled each other. Cold against warm. Stone against soft. I felt Edward's cool, dry tongue lick my lower lip. My moan filled the air already polluted with panting and the sound of our lips moving together.

Edward slowed down and finally came to a stop. " I missed that." He said."You have know idea." "I think your worn out now. I know you've got to be tired love." he said while rubbing his hands up and down my back in a soothing way. "Maybe a little." I yawned. "I love you Edward." I said already drifting away. "I love you too Bella." Edward said softly. Humming my lullaby I went in to a peace night of sleep. Nothing haunted my dreams for the first time in month.

Just Edward and Me were all that mattered now. Not the werewolf or anyone else in the matter.

Oh yeah!!! Three full pages. This is the longest I have ever written. There was a lot of talking and I got bored writing he said she said and it took me two hours to type. I hope you didn't get too bored though. Thank you soo much for OVER 115 reviews. See I told you it wasn't that hard. Sorry this chapter took so long. I went to a Jimmy Buffett concert Thursday and was super tried today. If you don't know who Jimmy Buffett is than shame on you. He's old but awesome. Review PLEASE.