Title: What I'd Give
Summary: Gibbs has secret admirer. But does he really want to know who it is.
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They caught a case first thing in the morning, which ran into the night, and into the following morning, and into the next night, and finally into a new morning. Navy Captain, shot in his home, and only one suspect, Tony's favorite. The wife. There were two problems. This Captain was a personal friend of the SecNav and that meant high priority. The second, no evidence agents the wife. She didn't have a solid alibi, but she also didn't have any reason to want him dead. At least nothing they could find. No evidence of another woman, no huge life insurance policy, no financial problems, everyone said they were madly in love, nothing odd. So here they were, still looking for other suspects or some motive against the wife.
McGee was still looking for any financial problems or hidden accounts, Ziva was trying to come up with other suspects, looking at the captains past crew members, commanding officers, anyone. Tony was in Abby's lab waiting on a DNA test and trying to help her sift through endless evidence. Gibbs had ordered Tony to help Abby because he couldn't take Tony's lustful glances across the bullpen any more. It was driving him crazy when all he really wanted was to have Tony alone and devour the younger man's lips.
He needed coffee. Stepping into the elevator, he was so wrapped up in his thoughts he didn't realize anyone was inside until he took a deep breath. A smile played across Gibbs' lips as he inhaled the scent, the scent of spice and musk, the scent he now wanted more of.
"Hope that smile is because of me?" Tony grinned.
"It is." Gibbs smirked. He hadn't had a moment alone with Tony during the entire case. And he was both thankful and disappointed about that.
Reaching over, Tony let his body brush against Gibbs as he flipped the emergency stop.
"Tony!" Unable to stop himself, Gibbs leaned towards Tony's neck and took a deep breath of the intoxicating scent.
"Shhhh." Tony pressed his lips to Gibbs' ear. "People can hear you when you talk to loud."
"We're not doing this here." Gibbs whispered.
"What are we not doing?" Tony asked, his fingertips ghosting up Gibbs' arms, his lips tasting the skin just below Gibbs' ear.
"This." The word didn't even matter as Gibbs' arm circled around Tony's waist and jerked their bodies together. "What have you done to me?"
"Nothing yet." Tony sighed, before licking a path down Gibbs' jugular then kissing his way back up. "Do you know what I wanna do?"
"Don't say it." The growl tore from deep down in Gibbs' stomach.
Sucking hard on Gibbs' earlobe, Tony moaned. "I wanna drop to my knees and suck you off."
A roar echoed through the elevator as Gibbs hurled Tony against the back wall trapping Tony's arms above his head.
"Don't push me." Gibbs blue eyes were almost black with desire.
"You know you want me to." Tony glanced down at Gibbs hard cock, then back up licking his lips. "Want me to wrap my lips around your cock."
"Oh I do." Another growl as Gibbs nipped at Tony's neck. "But not here, not now."
Tony groaned. "I want you...don't make me wait to long."
"I won't." Pulling Tony's hands down, Gibbs held them to his chest. "Believe me. I won't."
"I want you alone and soon."
Leaning forward, Gibbs smirked. "Then solve this case."
"And what the hell do you think I've been doing for the last two days?"
"Spending way too much time staring at my ass." Gibbs grinned. "And my cock."
Tony raised an eyebrow. "Then stop standing in front of my desk, putting your cock in my direct line of view."
Stepping back, Gibbs shook his head, and started the elevator. "Quicker we solve this case, the quicker we get to be alone."
"Working on it Boss." Tony sighed.
"Work harder." Gibbs said as the elevator opened onto the lobby and he left for coffee.
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And Tony listened, solving the case two hours later. All based on a number in an old address book from the Captain's wife's desk. It seemed odd to Tony that the wife had her brothers phone number under the first letter of his last name L, only to have a listing under B that said Brother's cell number. Needless to say when he called the cell number it wasn't the wives brother that answered, but her lover. Seems the perfect marriage wasn't so perfect, but she was really good at hiding it and not getting caught.
It took less than three minutes to crack the wife in interrogation after they mentioned her lovers name. After that, Gibbs ordered everyone home, they had barely slept in two and a half days, and he didn't want to see any of them until Monday. Of course he was stuck there for another three hours, going over reports with Leon and SecNav. By the time he finished it was almost 1600 and he'd been up for over forty eight hours. Even he had his limits. Sleep that was what he wanted, just a few hours, that's all he ever needed.
Walking into the house he tossed the keys on the table, slipped off his shoes and padded up the stairs. Pulling off his polo, he left on the t-shirt as he crossed the doorway into the bedroom. He stopped dead in his tracks when he saw the body curled up on the right side of the bed. Tony was sound asleep, laying on his side, curled around a pillow. He was wearing a gray Ohio state t-shirt and red Ohio state sweats. Gibbs shook his head as his cock jumped at the vision. Tony in his bed, just seemed right.
Quickly removing his slacks and boxers, he grabbed a pair of sweats. Normally he would have slept in his boxers and a tee but not with Tony here. That temptation was just too much. Carefully climbing into the bed, he tried not to wake the sleeping man, but failed.
"Finally home." Tony sighed still half asleep.
"Yeah."
Reaching back Tony grabbed Gibbs' hand bringing it around his stomach. "Please."
Moving closer, Gibbs let his body conform into the shape of the man next to him.
"Perfect." Another sigh, as Tony melted into Gibbs. "You okay with me here?"
"Yeah." Gibbs whispered in Tony's ear.
"Wanted to feel you, be near you."
Gibbs placed a quick kiss on Tony's neck. "Good."
"And I'll behave, too tired." Tony moaned as he brushed against Gibbs' groin. "Evidently your not to tired."
"I'm tired." Gibbs sighed. "Believe me."
"Your cock is hard."
"Yeah, but that can wait." Gibbs chuckled
"Why so hard?" Tony groaned rubbing slowly against Gibbs' cock.
"Because you're in my bed." Gibbs sighed. "In my arms, right where I want you."
Sliding Gibbs' hand down his stomach, Tony placed it over his own hard cock. "That's how much I wanna be in your bed, in your arms, and so much more."
"Tony." Gibbs moaned. He was just about to squeeze Tony's cock when he slid his hand back up to Tony's stomach. "Go to sleep."
"Okay." In the sleepy haze, Tony didn't protest, knowing the dream he was about to fall into would be amazing.
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Feeling Tony stir, Gibbs tightening his grip.
"I wasn't going anywhere." Tony snickered as he glanced at the nightstand clock. It was early, too early to get up.
"Making sure." Gibbs sighed.
"I'll stay here in your arms as long as you want." Tony sighed.
There was a moment of silence then Gibbs asked.
"What did you do when you misbehaved?"
"What?"
"That night that you told me you misbehaved. What did you do?" Gibbs warm breath caressed across Tony's ear.
"So many things."
"Tell me?"
"Why should I?" Tony asked.
"Because you want me to do this." Gibbs' hand drifted down and rubbed Tony's cock
Tony moaned, rocking into Gibbs hand.
"Tell me." Gibbs growled, as he squeezed Tony's cock then stopped.
"When I came home that night I couldn't stop thinking about you...what I wanted to do to you and have you do to me." Tony thrust into Gibbs motionless hand. "So I just undressed and climbed into bed."
A slow moan dripped from Gibbs' lips.
"Just remembering that kiss, my cock was instantly hard." Tony reached back, his fingertips digging into Gibbs' hip.
"So is mine, right now." Gibbs pressed his cock into Tony's ass.
Tony whimpered and thrust back.
"So you stroked your cock?" Gibbs' hand moved again, slowly stroking over the outline of Tony's cock through the sweats.
"No." Tony shook his head. "There was something else I wanted first."
Gibbs paused. "What?"
"I bought a toy."
Gibbs' eyes closed for a moment. "What kind of toy?"
"A dildo."
"Oh God." Growling, Gibbs jerked on Tony's cock. "Why a dildo?"
Tony rocked his ass back and forth. "I wanted to be ready when you wanted me."
"Fuck!" Jesus this is too much. Gibbs thought to himself.
"That's exactly what I want you to do to me." Tony whimpered. "But since I couldn't have you I settled for the dildo."
"Was this the first time?"
"No." Tony trembled. "God no. I've used it countless times when I thought about you."
"So you fucked yourself thinking about me?" The thought alone made Gibbs wanna come.
"Yes." Tony slammed back hard. "It felt so good, fucking myself imaging it was you."
"Tony!" Wanting more of Tony, Gibbs shoved his hand down Tony's sweats and grabbed his cock.
"Gibbs please!" Tony whimpered.
Gibbs' lips attacked Tony's neck kissing his way to his ear. "Did you come like that or did you stroke your cock?"
"I jacked off with it buried inside me." Tony panted. "Just shoved it deep in me and stroked my dick."
"Did you scream my name when you came?" Gibbs roared, his cock already begging to come.
"Yes over and over again." Tony moaned as his body shivered.
"You wanna come for me now?"
"Yes." Tony growled. "Make me come."
Gibbs stroked harder, faster wanting to feel Tony come in his hand.
"Oh God yes." The release started so slowly, but then quickly washed over his entire body.
"Tony!" Gibbs groaned. "Come for me."
"GIBBS!" Tony screamed as his whole body trembled, his mind completely shut down and the world shattered around him.
Pressed against Tony's body, Gibbs felt everything. The way Tony's body trembled, the way Tony's cock tightened and twitched in his hand, the release spilling down his fingers and finally Tony's cock going soft. He had just given Tony a hand job. It just happened, without thought, because he wanted it to. "You're cock felt so good in my hand."
"Yes." Tony moaned rolling over and facing Gibbs.
"Hold on." Grabbing a few tissues from the nightstand, Gibbs wiped off his hand then wrapped his arms around Tony.
Tony grinned. "My turn." His hand slipped down into Gibbs' sweats and wrapped around his cock.
Gibbs moaned as he rocked into Tony's hand.
"God you are so hard." Tony stared into those blue eyes.
"That's what touching you did to me." Really? Gibbs had just said jacking off Tony had made him hard.
"Like a fucking rock." Tony growled as he stroked over Gibbs' shaft. "And you didn't lie."
"About what?" Gibbs groaned.
"You definitely need extra large." Tony pressed his lips against Gibbs' ear. "I'm not sure if I should be scared or excited."
"Tony!"
"Am I making you wanna come?" Tony felt the precum from Gibbs' cock already lubricating his hand.
"Yes."
"Did you ever think another man would make you wanna come like this?"
"No." Gibbs body and voice trembled as he clutched at the back of Tony's neck.
"But it feels so good?"
"God yes." It felt better than Gibbs ever imagined. "Harder!"
Stroking harder, Tony grunted. "Come for me."
"YES." Gibbs' head dropped down and his mouth found the crook between Tony's neck and shoulder biting down hard stifling the scream as he came. He lunged into Tony's hand as his body convulsed. He ripped his mouth from Tony's neck to take a deep breath. He tried to fill his empty lungs as Tony continued to milk his cock.
"I want it all." Tony panted with hunger. "Every last drop."
"DAMN IT!" Gibbs bellowed as his cock continued to twitch and he sank down into the bed. "God Tony."
"That was-" Tony sighed. "So much better than any fantasy."
"Good."
"You know." Tony grinned. "I think we need a shower."
"Together?" Gibbs smirked.
"Yes."
"You go."
Tony's eyes narrowed. "Alone?"
Gibbs nodded.
"Okay." Tony rolled over and Gibbs grabbed him around the waist.
"I want you." Gibbs growled in Tony's ear.
"Then come with me."
"Why doesn't any of this phase you?" As much as Gibbs wanted Tony, it was still all surreal and he was trying to process it all.
"Because I want you." Tony paused, deciding if he should continue. "And I love you."
"And even though you've never been with a man, it's all that easy for you?"
"Yes." Tony sighed. "But I understand it's gonna take you some time to get to the same place I am."
"Yeah." Gibbs placed a kiss on Tony's neck. "But I'll get there."
"I know." Tony smiled. "Now let me go so I can clean up."
Releasing the younger man, Gibbs watched as Tony walked into the bathroom and closed the door. He hoped Tony really did understand. This was taking him some time to process, to understand and accepted everything. It wasn't that he didn't want this he was just still trying to comprehend it. And Tony had already had years to process, the younger man was so far ahead of him. He hoped Tony could be patient because he needed that right now.
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Downstairs, Gibbs had showered and dressed, and stood in the kitchen at the stove.
"Cooking?" Tony looked shocked walking into the kitchen.
"Yeah." Gibbs smirked. "I do know how."
"Impressive." Wrapping his arms around Gibbs' waist, Tony glanced down at the pan and laughed. "Eggs."
"Yeah." Gibbs glanced back at Tony. "And for the record I like my eggs scrambled."
"Noted." Tony shook his head. "So anything you want me to do to help?"
"Put the toast in."
"Okay." Placing a couple pieces in the toaster, Tony stood there and stared at the toaster.
Gibbs chuckled as he switched off the burner. "Staring at it doesn't make it work faster."
"Well it's stare at the toaster or stare at you." Tony grinned at Gibbs. "And the toaster doesn't give me a hard on."
A laugh broke from Gibbs' lips. "Go sit down." He smacked Tony's ass playfully. "I'll bring it out."
"Okay." Quickly, Tony placed a kiss on Gibbs' lips. "I'll be in-"
The sentence was stopped as Gibbs grabbed Tony and yanked the younger man into his arms, capturing Tony's lips again. The kiss demanding and devastating in its raw need.
Tony moaned as Gibbs forced his lips apart, Gibbs tongue tasting and caressing his mouth. There was nothing for him to do but surrender, give himself over to the demands that Gibbs made. And he gladly gave in, accepting Gibbs exploration, parting his lips begging for more. Then it just overwhelmed him, the kiss deepening, intensifying, until there was nothing but the two of them and he couldn't even remember his name. It wasn't until his body screamed for mercy and air, that Tony ripped their lips apart. His forehead resting against Gibbs as he took short deep breathes.
"Wow?" Tony sighed breathlessly.
Gibbs kissed Tony's cheek, then whispered in his ear. "Do not doubt that I want you naked in my bed, in my arms, on the couch, everywhere in this house!"
"Gibbs." Tony moaned.
"And although I would have loved to wrap my arms around your naked body in the shower." Gibbs growled. "I want to take my time with you. I wanna undress you, look at every piece of you, touch every inch of you, memorize all of it. Can you give me that?"
Tony nodded, his hands knotted in the front of Gibbs' shirt.
Gibbs drew back forcing Tony to look at him.
"I want everything with you to be amazing and special."
"Why?" Tony asked. This didn't seem like Gibbs, the slow, make everything special kinda guy. He didn't doubt that Gibbs could be romantic and sensitive, but this just seemed different.
"You deserve it." Gibbs sighed. "We deserve it."
Tony nodded, still thinking there was more to it.
"Let's eat before it gets completely cold." Gibbs grinned.
"Yeah."
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"You know how I like my eggs now." Gibbs smirked.
"Yeah." Tony smiled.
"I have to go into work."
Tony snickered. "Have to?"
"Yeah. Unfortunately." This was one time he wasn't lying about having to work. Gibbs would have loved nothing more than to just stay here with Tony all day.
"It's fine." Tony grabbed their plates and went into the kitchen. "I have some things to get done."
"Tomorrow?" Gibbs asked stepping into the kitchen.
"Okay." Tony nodded, putting the plates in the sink. His body was suddenly spun around and pressed against the counter. He grin as his hands caressed up Gibbs' chest. "Something you want before you leave?"
"Yes." Blue eyes locked on green. "I wanna remind you."
"Of what?" Tony whispered.
"This." Gibbs squeezed Tony's cock and the younger man moaned. "Is mine now."
"Is that so?"
"Yes." Feeling Tony's cock harden, Gibbs gently rubbed his palm over it. "And I have a rule."
Rocking into Gibbs' hand, Tony groaned. "And what's that?"
"You don't play with this." Gibbs growled, leaning down and nipping at Tony's throat. "Unless I'm there."
"Not fair." Tony howled, grabbing Gibbs' ass.
"Very fair." Another nip against Tony's throat as Gibbs squeezed and rubbed Tony's cock. "Because I want it all for myself."
"And what...what am I suppose to do tonight." Tony sighed. "When I'm alone, thinking of you, wanting you."
"Sleep."
Tony grabbed Gibbs' face with both hands. "And if I can't do it?"
"You will." Gibbs snarled. "Because you wanna make me happy."
"Really?"
"Because when I'm happy, you will be very, very happy." Gibbs shoved his hand down Tony's pants for the second time today. Quickly he stroked Tony hard and fast.
"Oh fuck!" Tony cried.
"I'll make you come right now."
"Please." Tony begged.
"As long as you behave." Gibbs' hand slowed. "Will you do that?"
"Yes." Dropping his head back, Tony's body shivered.
"Promise me. You will not touch yourself."
"I won't!" Tony groaned."I promise. Just make me come."
Again, Gibbs stroked faster building Tony's need.
"Oh God!" It was too much, Tony found himself clawing at Gibbs' neck.
"I can't get enough of you." Gibbs growled. "I love the way you feel."
"I-GIBBS!" Tony screamed as he erupted in Gibbs' hand, his body collapsing against the older man.
"All mine." Gibbs sighed as he continued to stroke Tony's cock. The possessiveness within him taking over.
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