Ok here is the new chapter, which I of course hope that you love!! Anyway I am still trying to incorporate some more of Nathan and Brooke's past together so you fully understand how important they were to each other and why now it is so easy yet so hard at the same time for them to be together. Okay so please sit back and enjoy!!!!

We weren't thinking about anything else besides each other and we weren't worried about the rest of the world. For tonight it was just us and we eventually both drifted off to sleep in each others arms, but right before we both completely fell asleep I couldn't help but notice that after all of these years of growing and maturing we still fit perfectly together.

I had the best night sleep that I had, had in almost three years or so and I new the reason why. It had been that long since Nathan and I had stopped sleeping at each other's houses and being best friends all together. I sighed as I thought that. My eyes fluttered open and I was lying on my side like I have been sleeping my entire life. The only difference was I was pressed against a very hard chest and a strong arm was encircled around my waist. I immediately got butterflies in my stomach thinking about the events of the night before. I tried to contain my smile but I couldn't.

I all of a sudden felt eyes on me and I knew that he was awake now too watching the back of me thinking I was asleep. 'He didn't know I was awake and he didn't know that I knew he was awake I could fake it and pretend I am asleep' I thought. I shut my eyes and evened out my breathing. Little did I know that Nathan wasn't buying it and woke me up the way he always used to, the way I hate the most. He started to pinch my sides and tickled me. I immediately let out a loud squeal not expecting him to do that. I turned over to face him and push him away, but he just grinned at me evilly and kept at it.

It really wasn't fair he knew where all of my weak spots were and he was using it against me. I was laughing so hard I thought I might start crying. I tried to get out of his grasp and get off the bed, but he just grabbed my waist and pulled me back down. He was laughing at me and his eyes had a playful gleam to them that I hadn't seen in a long time. It was almost like he was a little innocent boy just having fun. I guess I missed the tired look he had been wearing for really as long as we have stopped being friends. Even after everything ended badly I still noticed him all the time at school or at parties or games I watched still even to this day and I always some how knew in the back of my mind that he would still notice me too even if it was from a far like I had.

I always could tell if he was watching me I always got the same nervous feeling in my gut hoping at the moment I wasn't doing anything embarrassing or stupid. Nathan was all smiles this morning and I had truly missed being in his company and his amazing smile. He was still tickling me and I finally managed to get him to stop by abruptly kissing him hard on the mouth. He melted into the kiss and started turning me over so my back was on the bed and got on top of me. I was smiling and he pulled back for a second looking at me. He was watching me like he always had with that look that made me all nervous and very vulnerable. Nathan was the only one who could ever make me feel this way.

Then I finally broke the silence and the intense staring contest we were having and asked, "What why are you staring do I look horrible this morning or something?"

He just leaned down and kissed me lightly on the lips and said, "No B you look amazing this morning and that is why I was staring." I froze at his kind words and I could feel a bright tinge of crimson coming onto my cheeks right as he said that. He could tell that I was embarrassed at his compliment and kissed my now slowly faded pink cheeks then moved to my nose and up to my forehead then down to my jaw and finally our lips met again in a soul filled raw kiss that I never wanted to end. The kiss heat index increased by every second and I wanted him all over again.

I parted our lips and began to suck on his neck again as he began to roam his hands all over my body. I loved his touch it made me feel so alive and I only hoped I was making him feel the same. I couldn't know for sure but the way he looked at me and moaned my name as I nibbled on his bottom lip playfully and his eyes as always were a mystery but they were so enchanting at the same time. I ran my fingers through his long dark hair as he trailed kissed along my jaw and worked his way to my neck trying to literally kiss every inch of me. I loved this even more by the second. When I was with Nathan I didn't think about the horrible pain I had endured over the years or all of the mistakes I had made. With Nathan, he made me feel worthy of something like I had a purpose.

This is what I was missing all along. All of the nights of me crying myself to sleep or not sleeping at all just hoping that someone would come along and save me, but never did. It all started that day when Nathan and Peyton became a couple and started spending more time together and I was pissed beyond belief because I knew I was loosing the only person that had ever been there for me unconditionally. He consumed my mouth with his and it just felt right, maybe this whole thing wasn't right but it sure as hell felt like it. He grabbed another condom and slipped it on. Our lips never needing to leave each other's because every time we did we just felt cold or empty, at least that's what it felt like for me.

He entered me slowly at first just like he had last night, but like always he knew just the right time to pick up the pace. He planted hot kisses on my shoulder right before making me moan out of both surprise and pleasure by planting chaste kisses on my now hard breasts. He smiled realizing he had such an affect on me and rolled his hips on top of mine they were moving rhythmatically together in a perfect sync like they made to do that. I could feel his body heat up with each passing second as the sweat poured from both of our bodies. Our kisses were desperate almost like it was the last time we ever would. He rocked me harder and harder we were both moaning out of sheer pleasure and after a while of becoming one we both practically erupted inside of each other at the same time of course like always.

He didn't immediately roll off of me like last night he stayed there for a second to look down at me. We were both completely breathless and exhausted. He put his forehead on mine and we just stared and relived all of the pain and fun all over again from our past. But his eyes were trying to tell me his side of the story almost like he didn't want to ever be away from me, but I couldn't be sure. He did eventually roll off of me and our hands just found each other on the quilt and intertwined automatically. His thumb was tracing circles on the rest of my hand and I shivered at his touch. He looked at me from the side for a second before turning my hand over so the other side of my arm was now turned as well, and just like a magnet giving him no choice but to look his eyes traveled down my arm right to the evidence of all the pain.

Hey I'm sorry this wasn't very long, but at least it's something. So please review and I promise to make the next update ten times longer!!!