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Warnings: Cursing. Dimitri uses the f-word quite a few times.
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Chapter Ten
Plans

Rosa P.O.V.

I knew that something was wrong. I couldn't wake up. Something was holding me asleep, forcing me to rest. I didn't want to rest. I wanted to wake up, live. My head felt heavy and it was difficult to think clearly.. I knew that something had gone wrong, but what?

"I hope that she's gonna wake up soon"
I heard voices. They were not stronger than whispers, but they were still voices.
"Did you see how Belikov reacted? He was broken... Poor man."

I felt a sting in my heart when they -who ever they were- mentioned Dimitri. I didn't want him to suffer. He had suffered enough.
The voices started to fade, and I found myself back in the eternal darkness.

Dimitri P.O.V.
That bitch. That fucking bitch! She had no right! She...
Thoughts rambled through my head. I felt such a deep hatred for Tasha, that I found it hard to stop me from killing her. She acted like Rose would be dead, and was sure that I'd choose her. Not a chance in hell. Rose was the only one that I loved. No one else. There was never anyone else. Just Rosemarie Hathaway.
I looked up and noticed that I was next to the caves. The caves where I had lost Rose. Tears burned in my eyes as I recalled how I failed to protect her. I could hear her screams echo in my head, and I saw the ed eyed of strigoi who had caused her all the pain. My soul and body longed for revenge, I wanted to rip his heart out. For a few seconds I saw red, and I could swear that I could hear the strigoi's laugh. I turned around, and saw nothing but trees. I felt so stupid, so weak. I let out a frustrated roar and let my fist make contact with the tree. When nothing happened, the tree was still standing, I repeated the action. I don't know how long I kept on beating on the tree. Maybe an hour, maybe just for five minutes. It didn't master. When I finally stopped the vicious beating, the tree had clear fist marks on it's surface, and there was blood smeared on it. I looked down at my hands. The knuckles were bloody, and my hand was bruised. I let out a sigh. All of the rage that was inside had disappeared.

I stood there for a second, trying to calm my breath. I wanted to run away, forget everything, but I didn't. I may be a lot of things, but coward isn't one of them. Even I would be, there was no way that I could leave rose behind. That was just out of the question. My mother taught me better then that.

I realized that I missed them. My mother, my sisters, grandmother... My family. I closed my eyes for a second, and though about what my grandmother would have said to me if she knew about his situation. She probably knew, because of her gift. I smiled for a second at the though of my family. They would like Rose. In that moment I knew what I wanted to do. I was gonna marry my Roza. I would love her more than anything else in the world.

Lissa P.O.V.

I tried to fight the tears that burned in my eyes. I could feel Christians arms tight around me, but they didn't offer too much comfort. Not now, that my best friend was in a coma. Not to mention that she was raped and dead before that.
"Oh Christian, I'm scared!" I said with a silent voice. The anguish within me was clear. He held me tighter and kissed my forehead, reassuring me that he was there for me.
"She's gonna be alright..." Christian murmured in my ear. "Rose is a fighter. She's one of the toughest persons that I've ever met." he added, with a small smile. I let out a silent chuckle. It was true. Rose was a bad-ass. She was gonna make it. She always did, with or without help. I'm sure she needs help this time though. I didn't even want to know the things that the strigoi did to her. I'm also sure that I'll never have to know: all the guardians try to avoid the subject, and Dimitri won't tell.
"Yeah, Rose's gonna wake up soon." I whispered and gave Christian a half-smile. He smiled back to me, and touched my cheek.
"She is. And when she does, we have to be there for her. She is strong, but she's also only a damphir." Christian said weakly. I frowned at him.
"What do you mean she's only a damphir?" I asked, maybe a bit too angry. "So it would be better if she would be moroi, like us?" I continued. He looked up in surprise, and then frowned while he shook his head.
"No Lis, of course not. What I meant was that she is strong, but not wonder woman. She has feelings, and I'm sure the..." his voice became quiet. I knew that he didn't want to say the word that we all feared. Rape. Rose was raped.
I nodded slowly.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to start a argument." I said. "But you know it is. We're all tense and so on..." I added, and he smiled to me.
"I know honey, I know." he said and pulled me in a hug. "We all just have to try to continue." his voice was barely a whisper. I whimpered against his shoulder, and let my walls come down. I started crying, and shaking so much that my teeth were shattering. After a while he noticed that Christian was crying with me. Neither one said anything. We just held each other.

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