Chapter 10! I've been managing to get one chapter out a night which i'm really happy with :) I want to say thank you to everyone who has alerted/favourited this story, I have had so many it's unbelievable, you make me happy. I still haven't had many reviews though :( I've only got 8 and this is chapter 10 so please review!

Chapter 10- Unimaginable

Yesterday had been fun and it had been nice to spend some real time with a friend. Quil was funny, annoying, loveable I wouldn't change him for the world. I never knew what I was missing with friendships. I never understood why some people have a yearning for friends and to be accepted. I know exactly why now. I guess you don't know how much you're missing out on something until you've experienced it. People only used to 'like' me until I was no longer a new toy for them to play around with but here even after one day I felt like I belonged, like I could always rely on these people. They treated me differently than anyone ever has before. I felt for once in my life that I was home. Even excluding Embry I had Quil and Kim and Emily, they all made me feel safe.

I couldn't stop thinking about friendships all day. I was starting school in 2 days and I knew I wasn't going to fit in. I wish I could go to the reservation school and be with Embry all day but no I had to go to Forks high where I knew no-one. I tried to convince myself to go in with an open state of mind but I just knew I wasn't going to fit in. Embry had promised me he'd wait for me outside of school every day and that, at least, was something to look forward to.

I was sat on my sofa curled up next to Embry. He had come round earlier this morning, worrying about me. He didn't know where I was yesterday so he was determined to spend the entire day with me. I didn't mind, I had missed him so much yesterday it was unbelievable. I needed him, like oxygen.

We were watching some movie Embry had chosen but I wouldn't have been able to tell you the storyline. Every 5 minutes Embry would lean down and kiss me, thus erasing every other memory from my brain. It was only him. Every time we kissed it was incredible. All the movies say you see fireworks and hear music but I just felt alive. Like every essence of my being had been set alight. I can't find the words to describe it.

"I've missed you," he said leaning down and softly touching my forehead with his lips. "You don't realise how much I miss you when you're not with me," he continued.

"I do. I know exactly how you feel because I'm feeling it too. All of yesterday, all of the time when I was with Quil I kept on thinking about you and what I would have done if you were with me."

I don't know what had happened between us but since that kiss at Emily's all the walls between us had broken down and there were no secrets. I didn't feel like I had to hide my feelings or cover them up. I could tell him exactly what I felt towards him and he did the same.

"You like me too much," he said.

"I like you just enough. Besides I don't think anyone could hold anymore love than I have for you"

"Do you love me?" It was such a simple question with such a simple answer. How could I not love him. "Of course," I answered.

"Even though I've only know you a few days," he said unsure.

"Yes, Embry. But I don't know why you need clarification, I'm sure you already knew"

"I knew the first time we kissed," he said. "But it was nice to hear it out-loud"

Our relationship seemed to be moving faster and faster but at the same time it felt like we weren't getting anywhere. We'd never been on a real date but we held hands and kissed. I wanted to know where I stood. Whenever I was with him there was never a doubt in my head that he liked me and cared for me but the minute he left the doubt kicked in. It didn't make sense for someone as beautiful and smart and clever as Embry to like me. I was boring, plain. Those were the times when I felt insecure, the times when I wasn't with him.

"Stay with me," I told him looking up into his grey eyes.

"Always," he said simply.

We lay there for a while, just thinking. I was so comfortable I could have happily stayed with him forever. He was always so warm. It was a welcome change in the town of Forks.

"Don't worry about school, please Al. I don't like to see you upset"
"I can't help it. I've been trying to block it out but it's so soon. I've got to go there and make new friends and try to fit in. It's just not going to happen Embry." As much as I loved that he cared about me I wish he hadn't brought up the topic of school. Immediately my brain filled with worries and concerns.

"You are amazing Ally, of course you'll fit in"

"Tell that to the hundreds of other people at every other school I've been to," I said under my breath, too low for him to hear.

"Well they're all idiots," he replied. I guess he did hear me, he had good ears. I barely heard it myself.

"No-one likes me. It's just a fact. I don't fit in anywhere"

"Well that's a lie because I love you and Quil hasn't stopped thinking about you and Kim, well she only spoke to you for about 10 minutes and she was bugging me all day if she could come and see you," he spieled at me. It took me a minute to decipher what he was saying he was going so fast. A few days ago my heart would have stopped completely at the words 'I love you' but today it didn't seem like a big thing. My love for him was so much stronger than those 3 little words that they seemed so inconsequential.

"Yeah that might be true but you're the first friends I've ever had. I don't expect my good luck to continue, especially at school."

"Just go in thinking positive thoughts and it'll all be fine, I promise." I know he couldn't really promise anything he didn't have any power over what went on at school, he couldn't change anything yet the words 'I promise' coming from Embry meant an awful lot and I was already calmer.

"I honestly don't think it will be Embry"
"Listen to me, you will be fine," he said in a commanding tone. His voice laced with concern. I started to object but he cut me off. "Ally, you will be fine," he said placing a loving hand on my shoulder.

We sat unmoving for a few minutes, not speaking. I don't think he dared bring up the subject of school again. I hoped he didn't even though he was trying to comfort me it had the opposite effect.

"Ally?" he asked me after a couple of minutes.

"Yeah," I said sitting up a little straighter.

"I know it's not for a while but I really want you to come to the next tribe council meeting. It'll be good for you to hear the histories." I was sure he added something to the end of that sentence but he had said it so quietly I couldn't make it out.

"Why? I'm not part of the tribe, I'm sure they won't want an outsider crashing their meeting. And the tribe's histories? Aren't they secret?"

"I'm officially inviting you so you won't be crashing it"

"And everyone else is alright with this? Me hearing the histories?" I didn't know much about native American customs but I was pretty sure no outsiders were allowed to hear their histories. They were supposed to be special, secret. What did it mean if Embry wanted me there with him? Was I important enough to him that he'd really ask me?

"You are most definitely allowed to hear them," he said definitely. I don't know whether I was making this up in my head but it sounded like he put more emphasize on the word 'you' than on anything else, like I was the only person who was allowed. Like I was different, important. I pushed the thoughts aside knowing it was probably only my inner need to feel accepted and not reality.

"Well, if you're sure then I'll guess I'll be there," I told him.

"Excellent! Billy will be happy to hear this." I shot him a puzzled look. "Billy's one of the elders, he's Jake's Dad." I shuddered internally at the word Jake, it wasn't one I liked to hear. He was one of the only down points about my new life about my new friends.

"When exactly is the meeting?"

"Not for a couple of weeks yet but I had to ask you sooner. It's a pretty big deal in the tribe, especially for us."

"How often do you have the meetings?"

"When there's a need, we don't have set times."

I was actually really happy to be going to this meeting. I didn't feel like I should be going but still I found the tribe fascinating. I've always found the whole lifestyle interesting. Everyone you live around is like your family or actually is your family and everyone has a shared history, something in common with their neighbour. I loved the whole feel of it and it would be great to find out more about their lives. I felt a bit embarrassed asking Embry, it would be good to find an excuse to broaden my knowledge. I found myself actually being really excited.

"I'm sorry Hunny but I've got to go," Embry said looking at his phone.

"Okay," I sighed. I didn't want him to leave me.

"I'll be back soon, okay"

"Yeah," I smiled at him. "Hurry up"

"I'll stay here all night if that's what you want."

"I'll hold you to that," I told him jokingly.

"I know you will," he said kissing the top of my head.

We walked to the front door together holding hands and I pulled him into a hug before he could escape. It was different to the way we'd always hugged before. It was more romantic and loving. It was less friendly. I liked it better this way.

"I love you," he said opening the door. I looked for his car but I couldn't see it. He wasn't walking all the way to La Push, was he?

"I love you too," I told him.

I turned to leave but suddenly felt two great arms drape themselves gracefully around me pulling me tighter. I let him take me getting closer and closer to his large frame. I looked up into his beautiful, endearing eyes and knew in that moment I would never be able to look at anyone else this way. He leant in and I braced myself for another onslaught of senses. His lips touched mine and the explosion began. Heat radiated through all of my body, from the tips of my toes to my fingertips and the very top of my head. I expected him to stop there and pull away leaving me wanting more but not able to reach it but he didn't he made the kiss more intense. His hand moved up through my hair and rested behind my ear, cupping my face. I reached my hair up copying his action, pulling my fingertips through his thick, jet black hair. My body craved more and so did his, we had an equal need for each other, an equal yearning. I didn't know how far he would go with me and I didn't care, this was unimaginable bliss.

What did you think? There was so much fluff in there I know but I love writing it so be warned there will be more. What do you think to Ally founding out about wolves soon? I'm really excited for that just so I can finally explain a few things to you all :)

Just to pre-warn you I have a busy couple of days coming up and I will try to update but the next chapter might not be up till Thursday or Friday, sorry :)

Thanks for reading, remember to alert and review!xx

Anya xxxx