Ryan's Point of View:
The kiss for me felt amazing… To be honest, I felt something. I've always wanted to kiss her. Too bad it's a one time thing. I've liked Vanessa ever since she moved to my school and how she got lost in our small school. I love her brown hair, hazel eyes and how she's super easy to talk to hand just hang out with. She's not like the other girls who became friends with Chaz and I because we knew Justin. She hated him… Now she's dating him. Funny how the situation turned out, huh?
When I posted the photo, I felt incredibly happy. I even set it as my profile picture telling Justin that it would be more believable.
Justin. That guy gets everything… And yet, doesn't have anything. His only "real friends" are Chaz and I. Everyone else either is or will develop a need they could get from him and use him. Sometimes I'm not even sure if he trusts Chaz and I with things anymore. You can't trust anyone, after all. I don't need him for anything, I doubt I could get girls from him. He's Justin Bieber after all, girls use ME to get to HIM. Not the other way around. That's why I became such good friends with Vanessa. She completely hated his guts before. Justin doesn't have what every single other kids have. He doesn't have privacy, he can't even go out with a simple girl without having pictures everywhere. He doesn't get time. He's always trying to please his fans, even try to convince haters to go to his side. Writing new songs, concerts, photo shoots and so much more. He doesn't get to stay home when he's sick or go eat lunch at school, get yelled at for not doing his homework. I know he envies me for all that.
What he has are nice shoes, expensive clothes, big houses, girls screaming for him. That may sound like heaven to a guy, but not when your living in it 24/7. I've been with him for 3 days straight on his tour and I literally had a headache all 3 days. He's been living in it for 2 years now. No wonder he doesn't smile much anymore. That's why, I've decided to let him meet Vanessa, maybe they could become friends and she could make him smile more. I'm all smiles when I'm with her, she has this super power to make people around her relax. Justin could use relaxation. LOTS OF IT TOO.
"Ryan? Ryan.. What's the square root of 69?" Vanessa said my name.
"Huh? Oh.. I don't know.. Why? 8 something?" I replied, not checking with the calculator in my hands.
"Cause I've been tryna to work it out. Aww, if your not gonna help, just give me the calculator."
"Good wheat, white rye I have here." Justin walked in with a sandwich.
"What?" Vanessa and I both look up from our text books.
"What? You guys started it." Justin took a seat next to Vanessa.
"Started what?" Vanessa asked with a confused expression on her face.
"Rapping Drake's part… From 'What's my name?' "What's the square root of 69, 8 somethin cause… Yeah, just thought I'd continue it." Justin continued after our clueless expressions.
"Oh. Kay, I can't focus right now." I stood and up and walked into Justin's kitchen to make myself a sandwich.
"ARE YOU MAKING A SANDWICH?" Vanessa asked from the living room.
"YUP! EATING ALL OF BIEBER'S FOOD!" I yelled back.
"CAN YOU MAKE ME ONE TOO, PLEASE?" She asked.
"SURE! WHITE OR RYE? WAIT JUSTIN HAS WHEAT TOO!"
"RYE!" I got to work to make her sandwich.
"YOU KNOW, YOUR THE WOMEN. YOUR SUPPOSE TO BE MAKING US SANDWICHES. NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND!" I yelled.
"OH SHUT UP AND GET TO WORK. SHE'S A LADY, NOT YOUR SANDWICH MAKING MACHINE!" I heard Justin defend his girl.
His girl… Some reason, that made me sad. I guess it's just that he's dating the girl I've been working up the nerve to ask out for so long now, and he just gets her… Life's not fair.
"FUCK OFF OR I'LL EAT ALL YOUR HAM!" I threatened.
I didn't hear a word back from him. Good.
I walked out and took a seat to the other side of Vanessa. I placed her sandwich on her lap.
"Thanks. I owe you one. I'll make you one for tomorrow. What do you want?" She offerred.
"PB & Jam." I replied turning on Justin's tv.
"I'll take a sandwich too, baby girl." I heard Justin say.
"You don't go to our school, and you could always buy lunch instead." Vanessa said.
"I could be at your school for lunch tomorrow. Would you like me to?" Justin asked.
"No! Don't! We have a freaking elementary school near by! If they know your coming, they will flood my school! I want to hear that sexual harassment presentation tomorrow! I'm looking forward to missing class!" I spoke out.
We had a good laugh about me wanting to hear about sexual harassment. Whatever. It'll be fun, I heard we get free pens too! The grade before us already had their presentation last week. You'd be stupid if you didn't like free pens. Chaz takes my pens all the time. Just goes into my locker and steals them. Then he loses them. Little fucker.
"Free pens! I saw that they have those cute little highlighters on top!" Vanessa smiled big.
Another reason why I love her. She's not like those other girls who don't buy stuff if it's on sale, she's not picky, she's not all like "Ewwww, it's not pink, it's not sparkly, I'm not using it!" Go find Edward Cullen. Oh and she hates Twilight too.
Wait. Did I say I love her? I meant… As a friend… Oh fuck me. Who am I kidding? I fucking love Vanessa. She's amazing… And… Justin's girl. Justin has to go through a lot of stress everyday. I will not be an ass and try to take Vanessa away. He needs her right now. He's been smiling more often now that he's with her. I'll just let whatever be, be. If she's meant to be with me, she will be. If not, then too bad for me.