A/N: A pretty fast update for once. So, this has no dialogue...which I don't usually like. And I wanted to write something funny, but that didn't happen at all. Dean's POV. Enjoy!
I don't recognize my brother anymore. Something happened in those four months that I was gone. I'm not an idiot, I knew life wouldn't stop just because I wasn't around. I knew Sam would change a little. But to the point where he's working with a demon. Killing people without a second thought. I never thought my little brother would become that. Become dad.
And he thinks I'm the most like dad. It's almost funny that he can't see it. After years of criticizing the man, you'd think he'd recognize the same behavior in himself. What sucks is that I could accept all of that. Enough practice with dad and all. The thing I can't handle is the secrets and lying.
I'd be willing to look the other way when he goes out with Ruby to do who knows what. But not if he won't tell me what he's doing. He must think I'm clueless. How could he think that I wouldn't notice what him and that little bitch are doing? Maybe it's just that he doesn't think I'm smart enough to figure out what's going on that hurts the most. And he doesn't see why this bothers me. Even after the angels told him to stop, he didn't. The damn angels, warriors of God, couldn't make him stop.
I can't help but wonder if I'll have to keep my promise to dad after all. I didn't save Sam, and I don't think I can. I may have to kill my brother. The only good thing in my life.
But he's not my brother anymore. He's a stranger.
A/N: Short, I know. But I'd still appreciate reviews. The next one WILL be longer and hopefully lighter.
