Hello everyone!! I kno it has been a while, but I keep waiting for more reviews and I am just not getting them :( But I wanted to post this anyways because I have some announcements!

First off, I AM OFF GROUNDING!! and in honor of this moment I thought I would quote something for you all:

" Well this is great, Bella! We'll have to celebrate."

"You have no idea how good that sounds"

"What should we do?" Alice mused, her face lighting up at the possibilities. Alice's ideas were usually a little grandious for me, and I could see it in her eyes now- the tendency to take things too far kicking into action.

"Whatever your thinking, Alice, I doubt that im that free"

"Free is free right?" she insisted

"I'm sure I still have boundaries- like the continent of the U.S, for example."

Angela and Ben laughed, but Alice grimaced in real disappointment. (Eclipse, Pages 37-38)

LOL... it was just sooo appropriate

I will be doing a live chat next tuesday October 28 at 5pm EST!! The site to see me is on the bottom of my profile page so check that out!!

Another thing is in honor of The Twilight movie being a month away, I am going to be writting random funny event from Twilight! This story will be posted later tonight!!

As before, I wanted to give you all a BREAKING DAWN WARNING!! I will be giving you a hint to my next "sad" stroy after this one so I hope you are just as excited as I am for it!! I have put a lot of thought in it.

Now on to reviews!!

TheSwannsSparrow- Thanks for the review!! I am glad to see that you are all still here!!

MickeyandMinnie: Hello agian!! Ok now onto your Edward thing, at this point in the story, I wanted Edward to be vunerable, so I wanted him to feel like he would kill Bella if he changed her, so hes leaving it up to Carlisle. I know Edward isnt actually like that, but he needs to be in my story. Thanks for the review!!

Greys Lover 4ever: Ummm...hmmm... just read the chapter wink wink

Vegetasprincess1: THANKS FOR READING!! I think you are a new person!! ya!! That makes me happy!! Keep on Reviewing!!

Bellas POV!

I don't know what's happening to me.

Its like I keep reliving my worst nightmare and I cant fight it or wake up.

James is back from the dead, and is still coming after me. At first, we were back in the ballet studio and he was attacking me and throwing me against the mirrors. I thought I would eventually die, but then he's back and we are somewhere new; like the forest or in my bedroom. The worst part of this whole thing is Edward is never there.

Every once and a while I feel Edward's touch, his voice or my lullaby and it gives me hope that I will be together soon. But its getting worse. I can feel my body giving up on me. I try to fight it but its not working; I can feel myself sinking. Its like the black pool im under is getting deeper and deeper. My body wants me to give up, but I am still fighting.

I have to fight for Charlie and Renee. Without me, I don't know what they would do. They still need there little girl around and I still need them.

To see the Cullen's again. I need them as much as they need me. We are like family now, and without one of us, its not the same.

For Jake, and even though he put me in the position, I feel like I owe him something. (AN/ yes I am hinting to something….)

And then I fight for Edward I have to keep fighting. If I die, then he will kill himself and I cant do that. I cant make him choose a death sentence to be with me. So I keep fighting with all I have. For the one I love.

But then there is something, something that I feel is there, but I don't recognize it. Someone that I don't know yet but I feel a motherly bond towards them. I feel the need to fight to make sure that they live. Its this werid bond; that I have never felt before; but none the less I feel I need to protect them and to do that I must protect myself. (AN/ this is my way of showing you that THERE WILL be a SEQUEL to this story… I have had it in my mind for some time but I promised myself you would get this first. Can you guess who this is??)

Even though I was alone, I felt I had so many people I owed, that I couldn't leave them all at once.

So I fight, I fight to keep myself living, even though its killing me.

So... Do you like?! Ok ok now here is your preview!!

Today Edward came into the house, dead as ever but instead of going up to his room, he sat at his piano. He hasn't touch his piano since the accident because it reminded him of her. Then, he just started playing.

REVIEW PLEASE!! Thank you!!