Title: In Your Eyes

Authors: Raven Shadowrose/BeethovenRIP

Rating: M

Pairing: ?/?

Summary: A joint FanFic by Raven Shadowrose and BeethovenRIP based on Dixie and Jeff's conversation at the end of Series 26 Episode 36. We have rated it M as future chapters will contain adult themes. Dixie wants to be a mother and Jeff is all too willing to oblige, but, does their conversation in the ED have an unexpected effect on their relationship?

Disclaimer: The authors do not know or own any characters or content from Casualty, any original characters and the story are ours and we do not give permission for anyone to use the story or reproduce it.

Author's Note: Thank you to chan. nelson4444 for your review, we really appreciate it. I hope you enjoy this latest chapter :)

Chapter Ten.

Jeff woke up next to a still sleeping Dixie, she was lying on her side and the covers had slipped down revealing her naked chest to him. The memories of last night went through his head, twice in one night was so very unexpected but he had loved it. Being inside Dixie was something that he hoped to experience again soon. His last thoughts before he went to sleep came back to him, he wanted to know where Dixie liked being touched, what she wanted him to do. He wanted to know what turned her on and what she would let him do. Jeff moved closer to Dixie and put his arm around her waist, he just watched her as she slept. They had all morning to stay in bed if they wanted to, their shift didn't start until six that evening. Jeff resisted the urge to touch Dixie while she was sleeping, he wanted her permission and he felt like it would be a betrayal of her trust if he touched her without her knowledge or consent.

Jeff contented himself with lightly stroking Dixie's hair, he kissed Dixie's cheek and pulled the covers up over her shoulders, she was quite exposed and he didn't want her to be cold or embarrassed in any way. He wondered what made her so sensitive about her body, he thought that she was beautiful and so very womanly. Jeff hated the idea of women so thin that you could see their bones sticking out, he much preferred a woman that ate healthily and had a good appetite. Dixie was one of those women, she enjoyed her food and occasionally had something naughty like ice cream or chocolate. He loved Dixie, curves and all, she was exactly his type of woman.

Jeff just watched Dixie as she slept, her eyelids flickered every so often and it made him smile, he liked watching her sleep. He lightly touched her arm and stroked his finger down it from her shoulder to her fingers, Dixie moved and mumbled something, he smiled and carried on stroking her skin. 'That tickles Jeff.'

'Morning princess.'

'Morning Jeff.'

'You sound so adorable with your sleepy voice Dixie.'

'Adorable am I?'

'Yes, you are.' Jeff chuckled. 'Most of the time anyway.'

'Cheeky sod.' Jeff laughed and let his fingers drift over Dixie's arm, he wanted to have some contact with her, even if it was only a little bit.

Dixie focused her mind on Jeff's fingers stroking her arm, it felt nice, she wondered if it felt the same for him too. She turned onto her back and watched his fingers make the journey down her arm. 'Dixie, how would you feel about me touching you?'

'You are touching me.'

'I mean intimately, I want to learn where you like to be touched and kissed.' Dixie flushed, the idea of Jeff's fingers pleasuring her immediately came into her head. 'You can say no if you feel that you're not ready for me to touch you like that.'

'I don't mind, I want to learn about you too Jeff.'

'Okay, why don't you guide my hand?' Dixie took Jeff's hand in hers and placed it on her belly, she took a deep breath and moved his hand slowly up her body. She let his hand rest just under her breasts for a few seconds and then she placed it flat over the nipple of her right breast. Dixie moved Jeff's hand up to her neck and then across the sensitive hollow between her collarbones, she followed the line she had taken up her body back down again and let his hand rest once again on her belly.

Jeff had followed the path Dixie took with his eyes, he wasn't going to rush her, once he was certain that she had finished exploring he took his hand out from underneath hers. 'Can I touch you?' Dixie looked uncertain. 'I'll only touch where you showed me, I promise.'

'Okay.' It was barely a whisper but he heard it. He moved his hands in soothing circles over Dixie's belly, once he felt she was relaxed enough he continued the journey upwards. He lightly stroked the underside of her breasts with his fingers and then moved up caressing her nipples with the same gentleness. Jeff moved one hand up and dipped his finger in the hollow at her throat, lightly touching her. 'You're so beautiful Dixie.'

'Am I? You don't think that I need to lose some weight?'

'No, you don't. Why do you want to look like one of those skinny women?'

'It's what every man wants, isn't it?'

'Let me tell you something Dixie, not every man wants a skinny woman. To me they look as if they need a very large burger and extra helpings of fries. Being too thin is bad for you, I'd rather have you healthy Dixie. Please put it out of your mind, you are beautiful as you are.' Dixie smiled, Jeff hoped that his words had made Dixie feel better about herself, he didn't want her starving herself and making herself ill.

Dixie ran through what Jeff had said in her mind, she knew that he was right, it made her feel good that he liked her as she is. 'Since when did you become so articulate Jeff?'

'Around the same time that you started using long words.' Dixie smiled, she liked that though their relationship had changed they were still able to laugh and joke about things together.

'Jeff, can I touch you?'

'I'll guide your hand and show you where I like to be touched.'

'Okay, that's good, I'm not sure where to touch a man.'

'Don't worry princess, you'll learn quickly, you always do.' Dixie felt Jeff's hand lightly grip hers and he laid it on his belly, his skin was warm to the touch and she could feel the muscles that lay under his skin. Her eyes followed the path his hand took up his chest and to his shoulders, he was hairy but she liked it, it was very him somehow. She noted that his eyes closed as her fingers brushed past his nipples, he clearly found it quite pleasurable to be touched there. She took in every expression on his face, she wanted to have a go herself and see where else she could find that he liked to be touched. She sensed that he was holding back and where he actually wanted her to touch was further down his body.

Dixie moved her hand from under Jeff's and traced little patterns over the skin on his chest, she moved her hands down his arms and then back up again, she was still watching his face change according to where she touched. His eyes were closed and he looked to be enjoying her touching him, she thought about touching him further down but each time she went near her courage deserted her and she moved her hand back up Jeff's stomach. She didn't want to hurt him or go too rough, perhaps she would leave it for another time when she was more confident. Dixie leaned in and kissed Jeff, this was something she felt comfortable with and she could do without fear of hurting him. Dixie felt Jeff's hands moving over her back and waist, she gently stroked his chest and lost herself in the kissing.

Jeff quite liked having a naked Dixie on top of him and kissing him, he did want the control back so he could touch her some more. He rolled Dixie onto her back and continued kissing her, he really wanted to touch her more intimately than before. He experimentally parted Dixie's legs and stroked the inside of her thigh with his fingers and moved them slowly upwards. Jeff felt Dixie pull out of the kiss and she looked at him. 'Princess, I want to touch you but I will only do it with your permission.'

'Where?' Dixie said, he heard the nerves in her voice. Jeff gently placed his hand between her thighs.

'I want to pleasure you with my fingers, you don't have to say yes if you feel that you're not ready Dix. I will go at your speed.'

'Okay, touch me.'

'Are you sure?'

'Yes, I might ask you to stop though, is that all right?'

'Of course it is princess.' Jeff kissed Dixie's head and gently touched her with his fingers, he moved his index finger around her clitoris and he heard her breathing suddenly hitch. Jeff smiled, he had a feeling that she was going to enjoy him touching her.

Dixie felt Jeff's finger circling her clitoris, she was growing wetter by the second and it excited her how turned on she was getting by Jeff touching her. She closed her eyes and moaned, the sound of it surprised her and she opened her eyes again. 'Dixie, are you all right with this?'

'Yes, don't stop.' Dixie gasped as she felt Jeff's finger slip inside her body and start to move slowly in and out of her, it was wonderful, she moaned as another finger joined it a few seconds later. She gripped the pillow at the side of her head, the sensations coursing through her body were amazing. Dixie moved against Jeff's fingers, all thoughts had flown out of her mind and she moaned again. 'Jeff, don't stop, please don't stop.' Her voice cracked at the end of her sentence, her orgasm was rapidly approaching and she welcomed it, wanted it and needed it.

Jeff expertly moved his fingers inside Dixie, she was so close to orgasm and he loved watching her as she moved against his fingers and moaned out into the room. He leaned down and kissed Dixie's neck, suckling on the one point that made her turn into jelly. Jeff felt Dixie's hand move down his body and settle on his stomach and then carry on downwards, Jeff moaned as Dixie's hand closed around his growing length. 'Dixie, you don't have to do this.'

'I want to.' He moaned into Dixie's neck as her hand coaxed him into full hardness.

'Dixie,' he groaned. He slowly moved his fingers inside Dixie, it was hard to concentrate while she was touching him. Jeff soon found his rhythm again and he felt Dixie start to shake as orgasm overtook her body, she moaned his name and moved against his fingers. He loved that he could do this to her, that she was letting him do this to her. Jeff slowed his movements down and gently thrust his fingers into her a few more times to prolong the feelings of the orgasm that she had just experienced.

Dixie stilled her hand as she orgasmed, she didn't want to hurt Jeff if she got too carried away, she was still a little uncertain of what she was doing but he seemed to like it. She moved her hand up and down his length a few times, experimenting with what sort of pressure he liked. She strengthened her grip and moved her hand a bit faster. 'Like that Dixie, just like that.' Dixie heard Jeff groan again, he buried his head into her neck and she continued stroking and caressing Jeff's length. 'Fuck, Dixie, I can't hold on.'

'Don't hold on.' Dixie heard Jeff moan into her neck again, she alternated lighter strokes with firmer ones and she felt Jeff move into her hand. She moved her hand upwards as Jeff pulled her down to him and kissed her, he moaned into her mouth and she gently continued stroking him as he came into her hand.

Jeff lay back on the bed, he couldn't believe what Dixie had just done to him, where had she learned to do that? His head was still fuzzy from the orgasm he had just experienced. He hoped that Dixie was okay with what they had just done, he watched her go to the dressing table and wipe her hand. 'Dixie, come here princess.' She climbed back onto the bed and cuddled up to him. 'Are you all right?'

'Why wouldn't I be?'

'That had to be the first time you've done anything like that.'

'It is.'

'Did you mind?'

'Mind what?'

'That I came in your hand, I couldn't help it Dixie, it felt too good to stop.'

'No, I didn't mind.' Jeff was relieved, Dixie wasn't upset or disgusted by what they had done.

'You're sure?'

'Yes, very sure.' Jeff held Dixie close to him and stroked the skin of her bare shoulder, he gently kissed her head and wrapped his arms around her.

Dixie lay her head on Jeff's chest, she had enjoyed every minute of what they had shared together, she wouldn't do this with any other man, just Jeff. No other man could make her feel as comfortable as he had done. Instinct had taken over when she started touching Jeff, his body instantly responding to what she was doing to him. It was different but she had enjoyed it, she wanted to do it again, wanted to touch Jeff again. She wanted to feel his fingers inside her again. Dixie snuggled closer to Jeff, she was going to have to think about getting up for work later on in the day, but not yet, for now she could lie in Jeff's arms and just relax.