YO! Tenth chapter!
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[NORMAL POV]
The whole day is done. Midorikawa and Genda had their 'fun date' and Hiroto had his own 'fun' stalking the two. Even on their way home.
"Ryuuji, did you had fun today?" Genda asked.
Midorikawa smiled before answering, "Absolutely!" that was no lie "How about you, did you had fun?"
"Of course I did! This day had been a special one for me!"
"Why is that?"
"I had the chance to spend it with the one I love, you!"
A blush appeared on the greenette's face with those words. 'Me too…'
"We're nearing your home…" Genda said.
"You mean our home…"
Midorikawa's words gave a different meaning to Genda "What?"
"I-I mean… We are nearing our houses… We're neighbors, remember?"
"Oh yeah, right… I forgot"
"Don't think of any other meanings!"
A light chuckle was heard from Genda. "Sorry, I thought it was the other thing… But I would be very much happy to know if it was the other thing…"
"If it was, I would've told you…"
"And I would wait for you to say it…"
As the two reached Midorikawa's house, Genda had given Midorikawa a goodbye kiss before leaving.
"Thanks for the fun day, Kojirou"
"Thank you too…"
"For what?"
"For spending this day with me…"
Midorikawa just smiled back before closing the door. But he opened it once more and ran to Genda, gave him a hug and a kiss on the cheek then ran back inside. Leaving Genda smiling at himself.
"I knew it…" he muttered.
~Meanwhile inside the house~
"I can't believe that I just did there!" Midorikawa said to himself as he walked to his room and faced the mirror. His eyes had a different spark, he's smiling to himself and he's blushing.
'This is getting really dangerous… I'm really…'
"Starting to love Kojirou…"
~Back with Genda~
"So sad that this day is over… I really wanted for it to last…" Genda said to himself. "This was such a fun day! Aren't I right, Hiroto?"
"So you knew?" Hiroto answered as he stepped out from behind the tree he was hiding from.
"Of course, your red hair is very much easy to notice… You followed us when we reached the fair. I saw you when we entered the Tunnel of Love. You were with Kazemaru and Endou. You also followed us when we were at the rollercoaster"
"Heh, good eye... Yes, I followed you two. And the scenery of you two being together is sickening!" Hiroto said then stretched his arm to Genda "You don't deserve Midorikawa! And he doesn't deserve a guy like you! He deserves someone like-"
"Someone like what? Like you? I don't think so. You don't know the pain of being cheated on. You don't know the pain we felt when we knew. You don't know the pain Ryuuji had within those years! So you don't have the rights to say that he deserves a jerk like you"
"Why you-!"
"Ryuuji doesn't deserve you. Ryuuji doesn't need you. Ryuuji doesn't want you anymore!"
"Don't you dare call him by his first name?"
"Why? Can't I call my lover by his first name?"
"Only I can call him by his first name!"
"Why? Are you two still together? NO. You have Sakuma now, remember? He cheated on me, and you did the same with Ryuuji. Now don't say that you still own him and he's still your concern because he's not and he'll never be!"
"Tsk. Fine. Yes, I cheated on him. Yes, he's not mine anymore. But I was still his first lover! And that would never be changed!"
"Past is Past, as the others would say. You're just a piece of his memory now. True that you had him first, but you made a mistake on letting him go. Now he's just your secretary, an old friend who you once played soccer with and one who you broke into a million pieces"
"SHUT UP!"
"Why? Feeling guilty? Are you sorry for leaving Ryuuji? Are you feeling bad that he's not crawling back to you, begging for you to love him back once more?"
"Urgh!"
"What? You're not going to threaten me?"
Hiroto just became speechless. Genda's right, he has no rights on Midorikawa anymore. He's not his anymore…
"If you're not going to say anything, I'll be going back to my house" with those words said, Genda just started walking towards his house, leaving poor Hiroto staring at the ground beneath him.
Hearing the door slam close, a tear escaped from Hiroto's eye.
'Why am I crying? Are Genda's words actually right? Do those words really made a point on me?'
Yes, it did…
Hiroto couldn't let anyone else see him at this state, crying on the sidewalk. He walked back to his house which was a little far from where he is now.
[HIROTO'S POV]
Walking back to my house, Genda's words kept bugging me.
Ryuuji doesn't deserve you…
Ryuuji doesn't need you…
Ryuuji doesn't want you anymore…
"Those are not true!"
You made a mistake on letting him go…
'But that one is true…'
Yes, I made a mistake and I can't go back to the past to correct my mistake. And there's nothing I could do to make things right.
"Why do I feel like what I am feeling is so wrong…?"
'I love Jirou, so much! But I still care for Midorikawa. But looks like that that care is becoming so much more. Like everything is coming back…'
"This is so wrong and hard… I don't want to choose between my lover and ex-lover…"
[NORMAL POV]
Hiroto was currently walking home when his phone started to vibrate. A text message showed up.
Jirou My Love: Hiroto, I'll be coming over at your place tonight… See you. I love you.
Hiroto: Sure, I'll be waiting for you. I love you too.
With that, Hiroto slid his phone back into his pocket and continued walking.
~Hiroto's home~
As Hiroto reached his home, he took out his house keys and opened the door. Headed to his room and changed clothes then made his way to the kitchen to make dinner. He's not living with anyone at the moment but Sakuma would always come over to his place and there they do their 'activities'.
"DONE!" Hiroto exclaimed as he finished cooking dinner. He planned on waiting for his precious Jirou to arrive so they could eat together but Sakuma messaged him again, saying that he already ate and is on his way now.
Eating peacefully, a plate of Curry in front of him, Hiroto still couldn't get the thought that he still cares for his ex-lover and his 'small' debate with Genda.
"Genda… I can't believe that you and Midorikawa are together!"
'But what is it to me? Why is this affecting me? This is not right!'
"This thing I'm feeling inside of me is… not right"
Two disturbing thoughts kept Hiroto from enjoying his meal.
Genda…
Midorikawa…
Together…
Hard to accept the fact that the two are together…
"Midorikawa… why choose a guy like him? Why choose him? Are you really this affected since that time? It didn't affect me like this when we broke up…"
Why would he be affected? He already found another love before they broke up.
"I don't have the rights to say that… I don't know what and how you felt that time…"
Hiroto gave out a loud sigh.
*ding-dong~~~* The doorbell rang, meaning, Sakuma has already arrived… Hiroto made his way to the front door and tried to take out those two disturbing thoughts out of his head.
As he opened the door, he saw Sakuma. "Hello, Jirou"
"Hi…" not the greeting Hiroto expected. Normally, Sakuma would give him a hug or a surprise kiss together with a 'Hi Hiroto! I missed you!'
"Jirou, is there something wrong?"
"Nothing at all…"
"Come in… You're not your usual self… Tell me what's bothering you…"
"It's nothing…"
"Liar…"
"I said, it's nothing! Now stop asking!"
"No. There's something bothering you. Tell me… Please…"
"Fine! I saw you!" this answer of Sakuma just made Hiroto gave his lover a questioning look.
"What do you mean?"
"Genda… I saw you and Genda! I heard you two! I thought you're over Midorikawa… but you're not…" tears made their way out of the cyan-haired's eye.
Hiroto felt like he was stabbed in the back. He walked over to his lover and gave him a tight embrace. "Jirou, I am over Midorikawa. I was just concerned about him… We were together back then, I was the cause of his sufferings and I want him to have a better life in love… Please, don't think that I still love him just like back then… He's just an old friend of mine…"
"B-but…"
"Shhhh… listen to what I am going to say. I Love You, Jirou. I love you with all my heart. You're not my number one, you're MY ONLY ONE. The only one I love and will love…"
Sakuma just kept silent, still crying. But not because of pain or jealousy, but because of happiness. Hiroto always knew what to say…
"Are you still mad at me, love?" asked Hiroto.
"No. Not anymore… I'm sorry…"
"For what?"
"For getting mad at you… I was just scared... scared that you might exchange me for Midorikawa… That you might leave me…"
"Don't say that… I would never leave you. I chose you because I love you…"
"I love you Hiroto…"
"I love you more…"
With that, the two shared a sweet kiss.
'I knew that Hiroto would never leave me… I love him so much…'
'I don't love Midorikawa just like back then… I'm just concerned… Jirou is the one I love…'
Chapter 10, DONE! How was it?
Kaze: So much exclamation points and shouting…
Me: Is it that wrong?
Kaze: Hmmm… I don't think so…
Me: Good…
Anyway… what did you guys think? Good? Bad? Hopefully it was good… and sorry for the shouting and exclamation points…
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