Sorry for this taking so long. I've rewritten this chapter a million times but it was never how I wanted it I hope you enjoy!

I woke up somewhat early for it being summer and checked out my window for Charlie. As I had expected his cruiser was gone and replaced by Edward's Volvo. I started walking down the stairs and heard his quiet knock. My heart rate immediately increased in response and as calmly as I could I walked to the door.

"Hello"

"Hi, come on in" I moved aside to let him through.

"Have you eaten?" He asked me looking at my appearance.

"Nope, sorry it will only take a little while for me to eat and get dressed"

"Take your time. I am in no hurry" I closed the door and walked into the kitchen with him following.

I grabbed a bowl from the cabinet and then the cereal and milk. He stared at me as I ate and his expression confused me. "Are you all right?" I asked before taking another bite.

"Yes" He replied.

I quickly hurried to finish my meal and then excused myself to get dressed. I found what I wanted to wear but unfortunately the small bulge of my stomach did not agree with me. I sighed and moved on to a top that was a little looser. I was happy to find that my pants still fit just fine but told myself that I shouldn't get used to it.

I walked downstairs and he was waiting casually leaning against the front door. "Ready?" He asked.

"Yes" And we walked out to his Volvo. The drive was quiet him asking simple questions that had no real meaning to either of us. With his psycho driving we made it there faster than seemed possible. He parked easily and came to get my door for me.

We walked towards the store and I stopped him once before we walked in. "You are not going to buy anything today" I told him.

"Agreed" He smiled and gave me a nudge to keep going.

The little bell rang just like the time before and once again the same older sales lady came over. Though she hadn't meant for me to see I could see the surprise by my newly developed little bump.

She quickly composed herself and asked "May I help you two?" She smiled though I could still see the shock.

"No we're just browsing" Edward said his hand on my shoulder. She quickly moved on to another couple shopping for their child.

We walked over to the clothing area Edward picked up a little unisex body suit. It was white with little ducks all over it and included socks with little duck heads at the toes. The whole set came with a matching bib and hat.

"Look how tiny it is" Edward marveled.

"Well babies aren't exactly as big as us" I chuckled at him.

"Well I knew that. I've seen babies, but I guess it just never hit me" He rubbed the piece of cotton between his fingers. I chuckled at him.

"I like that. Maybe I'll buy it. How much is it?" I asked. Ducks had always amazed me. All of my favorite outfits when I was little included some article with ducks plastered on it.

"Sixteen dollars" He replied looking at the price tag.

I took it from him and held it. The whole idea of a baby was suddenly becoming real to me. The idea somewhat scared me. I was still so young how was I supposed to take care of a baby in Charlie's small house? There was barely enough room for the two of us. I stopped right there. There was no need for me to have a break down in the middle of the store. I decided to pretend as if I had all the money in the world and not care. I also decided to pretend to actually buy the items.

Edward went around the store with me for about an hour taking notice to what I liked and disliked. I was finally done looking around the whole store and had the entire dream nursery – a nursery that I knew would never exist – planned out.

I paid for the little set with my money and was pleased. I now had an outfit for my little baby to come home in. Sure the baby would need a lot more than one outfit, but for now it was enough. Edward took me out to lunch and then he asked me if I would like to go back to his house.

"Are you sure? After my break down?" I asked him.

"Bella I've spoken to them since. They all know the situation their fine with you. They are just happy that I've found someone" I smiled at him.

"Okay I guess we can go then."

The odd turnoff to his house still shocked me. How could he find it every time? Or at all for that matter.

We stepped out and Alice was there immediately. "Hi Bella. Congratulations" Edward just glared at her as she pulled me gently out of the car.

"Alice" He said warningly.

"It's fine Edward calm down" I said. I had gotten used to the idea by now. "Thank you Alice"

"See Edward, I told you! So have you thought of any names for the baby? You'll be able to find out the sex soon are you going to?" Alice bombarded me with questions.

"Alice can we at least get her into the house before you start interrogating her?" Edward asked. Alice stuck her tongue out at him but still walked me into the house. She sat me down on the couch and suddenly most of the family was crowded around me. "Do I have to repeat my questions?" Alice asked.

"No. I remember. Names, well I really haven't had a lot of time to think of any yet – too much going on. I think I want to wait to find out if it's a boy or a girl." I said ignoring everyone around me. I was going to have to get used to them sooner or later.

"What fun is there in waiting?" Alice pouted.

"Alice already knows the sex of the baby" Edward told me sitting down next to me. "She is very anxious to tell you and the whole world" I chuckled.

"The fun is waiting is having a surprise" I told her. I was getting comfortable with Alice. More than I thought I ever would.

"But then you can't shop for the baby's clothes and decorate the nursery!" Alice said.

"Of course you can still buy clothes; they just can't have gender specific colors. I don't even have a nursery Alice, or a room for a nursery for that matter, so there is no need to decorate" Alice looked appalled at this.

"No nursery? Where are you going to keep the baby?" She asked. I held back the lump in my throat.

"I really don't know yet Alice. I suppose I'll have to clear out some things in my room to make space for a crib and changing table."

"But…but" Was all Alice could get out. I suppose that there was no worry for a family of vampires who probably had enough money to buy a whole other house right now. Edward and I spent so much time at the house that when we left it was pitch black. The rest of the conversations with the family was simple small talk.

When we got to my house I looked at the cruiser and back at Edward. "I don't want you to leave" I said.

"Then I won't I'll meet you in your room" He smiled and I looked at him confused. "I just have to drop my car off at my house" I was about to ask questions until I saw Charlie looking out the window.

I got out and told Edward I would see him later. I got into the house and smiled at Charlie. "Hi dad"

"Was that Cullen?" He asked.

"Yeah, he took me to Port Angeles today to look at baby stuff. Sorry we were so late we went to his house for a little while to hang out with his family."

"What's in the bag" Charlie asked.

I pulled out the little set. "I saw this and I liked it. I figured it would be okay since it was with my own money" I looked at him as he took the little piece of cotton in his hand and looked at it.

"You really are serious about keeping the baby hm?" He asked me.

"Of course dad. I wasn't lying when I told you that."

"Bella. It's just that. We don't have the room for a baby."

I knew the truth in his words and yet they hit me like a bomb. "I know dad. I'll figure something out don't worry" I could feel the tears and I walked up the stairs to avoid Charlie seeing me break down. I held my breath as I walked to my room and then I saw Edward sitting casually across my bed. I closed my door and he looked at me worried. I walked over to the bed and let the air out of my lungs, and with it the tears started.

I laid down on the bed and used his chest as both a pillow and a tissue. He wrapped his cold arms around me worried. "Bella darling what's wrong?" He asked me rubbing small circles on my back.

"I'm stupid aren't I Edward? How am I going to keep this baby where am I going to keep it? Alice was right" His shirt muffled my words.

"Bella, you're not stupid at all. Alice wasn't right. I told you I'll help you in any way I can" I started hyperventilating into his chest as the tears continued to fall.

"Edward, that's not fair to you"

"Bella, money isn't a problem for my family, I told you that."

"How would I explain that to Charlie?" I asked.

"You don't have to explain anything to Charlie. Your are almost an adult" I laughed. He was right though it was only a few more months before that would happen.

I couldn't think of what to say though. Edward took the silence as a hint that I wanted to sleep. He sung a little lullaby to me that I couldn't name. Very soon though my tears were dried and I was asleep forgetting about all the things that had gone wrong today.

I hope that that was enough to tide you over. I must tell you that I already know the sex of the baby and the name, but I figured a surprise would be more exciting. I should be able to update soon if I figure out what I want to happen next soon.