Summary: Sasuke Uchiha returns after many years to Konoha. At first Sakura and Naruto are mad but then they learn about Sasuke's real reasons for joining with Orochimaru. Naruto is overjoyed to have his best friend back, but Sakura isn't so sure. Can they return to the way it use to be, or will it be even better? Can Sakura let go of her feelings for Sasuke, and will Sasuke in turn be able to fit back in when everything has changed.
Major pairing: SasuSaku
Minor pairings: NaruHina, TenNeji, ShikaIno
A/N: Thanks again to all who reviewed and hope you enjoy this chapter as well. Please read the authors note at the ending because there is some important information.
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto
WARNING: Contains detailed Lemon
Previously
'So he didn't mean it at all, he doesn't like me at all. I'm such an idiot' she told herself, feeling the tears begin to swell up. But then she noticed something else. His eyes may be dark and cold as usual but he was actually smiling slightly, something she had never seen him do before.
'So he did mean it' she cried as she felt her heart leap in joy. She stared at him, her emerald eyes clashing with his dark onyx ones and she couldn't help but smile back as he, still smiling slightly, leaned down and captured her lips with his own once more.
Love or Lust
Sakura smiled as she made her way down the street towards her apartment with Sasuke by her side. He had insisted on walking her home, fearing her safety this time at night. Not that Sakura minded of course. She was hoping that this way he would give her a goodnight kiss, or something else.
"And just what is this something else" her inner asked as Sakura blushed slightly.
"Nothing for you to be concerned about" Sakura silently replied.
"Really are you planning what I think you're planning?"
"I'm not planning anything"
"Really?"
"Yes I am just thinking about it"
"Oh no you don't"
"Why not?"
"Because you're thinking of doing it….with him"
"What's wrong with that?"
"Hello your thinking of loosing your virginity to him"
"Actually I'm not thinking about it, I'm going to"
"You are?"
"If the opportunity presents itself then yes"
"Seriously?"
"Yeah"
"Are you sure about this?"
"Yes I am"
"As in really really sure?"
"Yes"
"Absolutely sure?"
"Shut up yes means absolutely really confident in my answer."
"Ok are you sure you want this?"
"More than anything"
"But you're…"
"I'm what? I'm nineteen remember and it's about time I do. Besides its Sasuke the man I have loved since forever"
"You really want this don't you?"
"YES"
"Well have fun then"
"I'm sure I will" Sakura replied with a cheeky grin. She stole a look at Sasuke as he walked beside her looking just as stoic as he did when they were twelve.
"Sasuke?"
"Hn" he replied as Sakura took this as an continue.
When you left, to go with Orochimaru I mean"
"Yes"
"Why did you, well thank me?" Sakura asked as Sasuke stole a brief look at her.
"Because you stuck by me and offered me more than I deserved. I was thanking you for that"
"You were"
"Hn"
"But I thought you thought that was annoying"
"It was to start with but you were different. I guess in the end I didn't mind it's just that I couldn't let you know that or else you would be in danger. Of Orochimaru and of Itachi"
"Oh I see"
"Hn" he said as they stopped in front of her door.
"Well um thanks I guess for walking me home"
"Hn"
"Well um goodnight then" Sakura said as she leaned up and planted a light kiss on his cheek. She turned to open the door when Sasuke grabbed her and pinned her against the wall, kissing her on the lips as she responded with the same enthusiasm. Once again his tongue was in her mouth and they fought for dominance. Sakura moaned as she felt Sasuke's hands grab her hips as he pushed against her deepening their kiss.
His hands started to wander up and down her body, exploring every curve of her body which sent pleasurable sensations u her spine. She moaned again as he started grinding into her and she moved her hands up and under his shirt, feeling his hard muscular chest as she ran her fingers over it. He growled softly as he grinded into her again, gripping her hips tightly as he left her mouth and began placing kisses down her neck.
Sakura moaned once more as the tingling sensations increased. She could feel herself getting wet as he lower half started to ache painfully. God this felt like purer bliss, why hadn't she tried it before. Sasuke started sucking on the skin at her neck, making her moan even louder. She could feel something rubbing against her though and she knew what it was. What Sasuke wanted.
Sakura fumbled behind her for the door handle as Sasuke's lips found hers once more. She pulled them both in, making sure not to break the connection. She shut the door as Sasuke slammed her against the wall and continued their very heated make out session. He was still grinding into her and she was moaning in response at what his hands and lips were making her feel as he began attacking her neck once more.
"Oh god" she breathed as Sasuke looked at her and smirked before leaning in and kissing her again. Sakura couldn't take it anymore as she ripped the shirt from his body and ran her fingers up and down his chest. Sasuke responded by lifting Sakura's top of before kissing her once more.
"Which ones yours" he asked, his breathing ragged.
"On the left" Sakura replied breathlessly. He nodded as he began ravishing her mouth again, gabbing Sakura's legs and putting them around his waist as he carried her to Sakura's bedroom and placed her gently on the bed.
WARNING: LEMON STARTS HERE SO AVERT YOUR EYES IF YOU DON'T LIKE READING THEM
"You sure about this" he asked as he crawled on top of her. Sakura responded by kissing him again and he eagerly responded pushing her back on the bed. He left her lips and started kissing down her neck as he hands reached under her to unclasp her bra. Sakura moaned loudly as she felt his hot tongue grace her breasts. She nearly yelled when he grabbed one in his warm mouth and began sucking at it causing Sakura to nearly fain in happiness as his tongue spiraled around it. His hand was massaging the abandoned one before he changed breasts given the other the same treatment.
When he was done he began trailing kisses down her flat toned stomach to her thighs where he slowly slipped off her pants. She moaned in anticipation as he placed a kiss in the middle of her panties to tease her before pulling them off. Sakura gasped as he slid a finger into her. Sakura felt a burning sensation spread through her whole body as he added another stated to pull in and out. Sakura rocked her hips against his fingers as he added a third and Sakura felt a knot in her stomach as it got tighter and tighter.
She moaned as her orgasm hit and she gripped the sheets beneath her. But Sasuke wasn't done. He bent down with a smirk and shoved his tongue into her womb and began licking inside her. Sakura could feel his tongue as it continued to plunge in and out of her. That tightening of the stomach was back and even tighter then before as Sakura couldn't stop the moans from escaping her lips. She cried out, throwing her head back when she came for a second time as Sasuke licked up all her juices.
He smirked as he kissed her again before Sakura turned them over so she was on top. Given him a smirk of her own she lowered her head and started kissing down his chest. She spotted a rather large scar on his stomach and traced it with her lips causing a short and subtle growl from the Uchiha beneath her. Still smirking she quickly pulled off his pants and boxers to reveal a rather long manhood as it stood up straight.
She ran her finger along it which earned her another growl before she took it in her hands and started pumping it. Sasuke felt in pure bliss as her fingers squeezed his member and resisted the urge to release but held it in. Not satisfied enough Sakura bent over and took it into her mouth. Sasuke growled louder as Sakura pumped it with her mouth.
"Oh god" he breathed as she went faster and faster before Sasuke couldn't handle it anymore a released into her mouth with a loud moan.
"Sakura" he whispered in his sexy tone as he turned them over so he was once more on top. He positioned himself over her and hesitated slightly at her opening before she nodded and he plunged in, breaking through her barrier. Sakura gave a short cry as pain cursed through her body and Sasuke quickly kissed her to try and distract her from the pain. Sakura kissed back as the pain slowly faded and was replaced with an overwhelming sensation.
"Oh god you're so tight" Sasuke moaned a Sakura smirked. She began rocking her hips against his to let him no she was ready. He pulled out then thrust back in causing Sakura to gasp out loud. She gripped his back as he set the rhythm and continued thrusting in and out of her with her moving her hips with him so she could take in more of him. Their mouths fused together in burning passion as he increased his speed.
"Oh god Sasuke" Sakura moaned as the tightening in her stomach increased. It continued to get tighter and tighter so it was almost unbearable. It was painful to but it was a very pleasurable pain.
Sasuke increased his speed again so that he was moving at an inhuman speed. He was pounding her body moaning at the friction as Sakura started crying out as pleasure flowed through her body. The tightening was so hard that she was almost desperate for release as was he which was shown in the way that he was now roughly thrusting in and out. Sweat glistened their bodies as the love making continued. Sakura could feel herself almost their as her cries became louder and louder.
"Oh god" she shouted as she nearly reached her peak.
"Sasuke" she screamed as she hit her orgasm long and hard as the most pleasurable sensation washed over her. Sasuke thrusted into her three more times before he to came shouting out her name. He collapsed on top of her and lay their trying to catch his breath before he pulled out and slumped over to the side.
OK LEMON IS OVER FOR THOSE WHO SKIPPED IT
He turned over and wrapped his arms around her body and pulled her closer to him. she snuggled into his embrace before she let tiredness take over and feel asleep, still feeling the after effects of the mind blowing orgasm that had just hit her.
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Ino sighed as she glanced around her apartment. Any moment Shika would arrive and she was not looking forward to his visit. Mainly because she felt hesitant to do what she was about to do. She was about to break up with him. She knew she didn't want to and was wondering whether she would have the strength to but she knew it had to be done. She just couldn't wait any longer to see if things would improve. She loved him and the more she stayed with him the more her heart was breaking. So she knew that she had to let him go. She just couldn't take any more disappointment.
The knock of the door shook her out of her thoughts as she bit her lip nervously. This was it, this was what it had come to. Though part of her wanted to just forget the whole thing deep inside knew she couldn't keep living under the false pretense that everything was and would be ok. She was smarter than that. She slowly made her way to the door and it opened to reveal Shikamaru whom she had been expecting.
"Hey" she greeted as he nodded and walked in.
"Um Shika"
"What?" he asked, staring at her as she fidgeted nervously under his gaze.
"We need to talk" she replied as he frowned.
"About?"
"Well about us"
"Troublesome is this about moving in again" he said as Ino felt took a deep breath to stop herself from getting mad and start yelling at him. God she was so angry.
"Actually no its isn't"
"Really" Shikamaru exclaimed as he raised an eyebrow at her. Ino sighed and stood up tall. It was now or never and right now his overly calm and lazy attitude and responses was showing her that now was the right time.
"Actually it's not" Ino told him as he nodded.
"Good what so you want then?" Ino growled as he looked at her casually and leant against the wall. How dare he.
"Well ill get right to the point so you don't have to waste any more time on me then" she said angrily as he stared at her, a little confused with the change of her attitude.
"Yes?"
"I want to break up" she announced as Shikamaru nearly lost his balance.
"You what?" he said loudly as Ino stood tall and firm with her arms cross and a determined look on her face.
"I said I want to break up, this relationship isn't going where I want it to so I'm ending it"
"Is this about not moving in together?" he asked. This was reasonable since Ino did tend to get mad at the littlest things and go a little overboard. But Ino shook her head.
"Not really, maybe a little but it's not the main reason"
"Then what is?" he demanded, why was he getting so worked up about it.
"Well you for one. Your lazy attitude, thinking everything is troublesome" she yelled as he looked at her.
"Well that's me and you knew that before we started going out"
"Yeah well I didn't know you would just use me as a toy" she told him as he gulped. So Sakura was right after all. Damm why hadn't he tried to fix it sooner.
"I don't…" he began but she cut him off.
"You always want to go cloud gazing and I seem to come second to that, were always fighting then you just give up instead of resolving anything, you never give me compliments, never tell me how you feel, we don't talk anymore, we never go out and we don't even act like a proper couple"
"Ino"
"Plus we not going anywhere, you don't seem interest in making any commitments. I mean we have been dating for how long now and were just not going anywhere."
"Ino"
"Besides its obvious you don't love me"
"How can you say that" he demanded.
"Easy you never tell me anymore, you don't even seem to care about me. All I am is troublesome to you unless it comes to sex" she shouted and he could tell that this was causing her pain, real pain. She was close to tears and she looked like she was about to break down.
"I just can't take it anymore, I give up ok. Temari can have you she wins. I just can't keep pretending I'm happy, that everything is ok when we are falling apart. I need to be with some one who appreciates me, who loves me and is committed. Someone I can one day have a future with and that's obviously not you. No matter how much I love you I have to let you go. I can't keep holding on to something that's not their anymore and perhaps never was" she gripped the couch beside her and turned around so Shikamaru couldn't see her try and fight the tears back.
"Ino" he whispered with uncertainty as Ino felt her heart break in two.
"Please Shika just go"
"But Ino"
"Please" she cried, still not turning around. Shikamaru watched her back and felt anger burn within him. With out another word he walked out and slammed the door behind him. As soon as Ino heard that she fell to her knees, the tears falling uncontrollably. It was all over, she had lost.
Shikamaru walked fast to his hill in anger, his breath all raged and hands clenched in fists. He had never felt this mad before. All he wanted to do was punch someone, make them hurt as much as he was. Sighing he fell on the ground and looked up at the night sky. But for the first time ever this didn't bring him any relief, nothing could.
Truth was he missed her already, missed not being able to hold her when she was this upset. But what killed him most was the fact that he had caused this pain, her tears. It was his fault because he the man with the highest IQ had failed to see the warning signs. And he knew they were obvious yet he didn't act on them. He pretended it was all ok and ignored them all.
Now he had lost her, the woman he loved with everything he had. She wasn't just his friend and his team mate. No she was so much more and he felt lost without her. He needed her more than he had ever needed anything else. Hell he would give up anything to get her back. No he was going to. He couldn't live without her, he loved her for Pete's sake and no matter the cost he wasn't going to loose her.
"This is going to be troublesome" he said to himself as he looked up at the stars. "But I am going to get her back"
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Sakura moaned as the sunlight hit her face. Oh why hadn't she closed the blinds last night? Oh that's right she was preoccupied with other things. Images of her and Sasuke flooded her mind as she snapped her eyes open and sat up. But there was no sign of Sasuke at all.
"It was just a dream" she told herself before realizing that she was naked. On closer inspection she saw her garments scattered all over the floor and frowned. So it wasn't a dream the. But why wasn't Sasuke still their or had he left already.
"Damm" Sakura cursed. She knew what this meant, Sasuke mustn't like her at all. Then why had he continued kissing her last night. Was he just using her to relieve his urges? Not Sasuke wasn't like that. But then why?
"God I'm so confused" she sighed as she tried to get up. The pain between her legs wasn't too bad as she had a long warm shower then looked around the room.
"I really need to talk to the girls" she said as she made her way out and down the street, trying not to come across Naruto or even worse Sasuke himself. She was walking down when she spotted Ino and Tenten at a nearby café and by the looks of it Ino was crying. Immediately she went inside and walked up to them.
"Ino what's wrong?" she asked as Ino just shook her head and buried it in her hands.
"Tenten what happened" Sakura demanded as Tenten sighed.
"She broke up with Shikamaru" Tenten explained as Sakura gasped.
"Why?"
"You know why" Ino told her as Sakura nodded and put an arm around her friend.
"Hey it will be ok" she said as Ino nodded.
"Its ok I can look after her" Tenten told her as Sakura looked up at her. She knew instantly that Tenten could tell there was something wrong.
"Yeah I uh need to talk to Hinata" she said as Tenten nodded.
"She is at home if you need"
"Thanks"
"Your welcome" The brunette said as Sakura gave Ino a quick hug.
"You will be fine" Sakura exclaimed as Ino looked up at her.
"I love him though Sakura"
"I know you do but you never know. Things will change and it will work out in the end one way or another ok"
"Ok" Ino whispered as she managed a weak smile.
"I have to go"
"Ok good luck" Ino murmured as Sakura smiled and went to leave. She was walking away when she heard something.
"Hey Sakura" Tenten called.
"Yeah" Sakura replied turning around as Tenten caught up to her.
"Be careful ok" she told her.
"Huh"
"I know what its like to be with some one who can't really share their emotions but sometimes if you stick with it long enough things eventually come out. Just don't hang in their to long and risk loosing a chance at happiness yourself"
"I guess" Sakura said.
"Heh trust me I know. I mean it may have taken what seven years to figure that out but I know now. I'm not telling you to give up because I know sometimes you just have to keep holding on. But I also know what its like and I don't want to see you end up that way. Not when you have too much to give. "
"Does holding on work?" Sakura asked as Tenten gave her a weak smile.
"I wouldn't really know, I mean I have gone this far and it doesn't look like I am giving up anytime soon"
"Yeah but some people don't have your strength Tenten" Sakura replied as Tenten smiled.
"I don't have strength, if I did then I would have moved on" she admitted as Sakura looked at her.
"It takes strength to hold on"
"Maybe but it takes more to actually admit defeat and let go"
"I guess, you better get back to Ino"
"Yeah at least she has strength"
"True" Sakura laughed. "Think I could borrow some"
"I bag it first" Tenten teased as Sakura laughed and waved goodbye.
'Don't give up Tenten, at least Neji loves you even if you can't see it.'
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Sakura knocked on Hinata's door and waited for the girl to appear.
"Sakura hey what's wrong?" Hinata asked as she opened it to reveal the pink haired medic Nin. She could tell that Sakura was distressed about something and had a feeling it had something to do with Sasuke.
"Hey sorry to bother you" Sakura said as Hinata smiled. She enjoyed Sakura's visits and didn't mind that Sakura came to her for help. Actually she liked that she did. Sakura was the first female friend she had really had and she was glad for it.
"It's ok, why don't you come in" Hinata said as Sakura smiled.
"You sure that's ok?"
"Yes of course now come in and take a seat" Hinata ordered as Sakura gave a little giggle and walked in.
"Is Naruto home?"
"No he left to train I think" Hinata replied a she stared at Sakura curiously. She took a seat in the lounge as Hinata sat down opposite her.
"Are you ok?" she asked.
"Not really" Sakura admitted as Hinata smiled at her.
"Yeah I figured as much"
"Great now I feel like that weak silly girl I once was"
"Except with a lot more strength and brain power" Hinata added.
"It doesn't feel like it"
"Sakura it's ok to be run off the tracks at some point. I mean everyone has bad days and I know if anything happened to me I could count on you so you can count on me"
"Really"
"Yes"
"Thanks" Sakura said as Hinata grinned.
"Don't mention it, what are friends for after all" Sakura laughed.
'True" she agreed.
"So want to tell me what's wrong?"
"I well um I kissed Sasuke last night. Well he kissed me"
"Yeah I saw" Hinata confessed then grabbed her mouth ashamed.
"Opps I'm sorry"
"It's ok" Sakura reassured her. "But that's not all"
"What?"
"Well he walked me home and…"
"And?" Hinata repeated having a feeling she knew the answer already.
"I slept with him" Sakura replied as she grabbed her face. "God you must think I'm an idiot"
"Of course I don't" Hinata told her as she went to sit next to her and gave her a hug.
"You love him right and he obviously likes you so there is nothing to be ashamed of"
"Yes but he wasn't their when I woke up, what if he didn't mean it. What if he thought it was a mistake"
"He might have just panicked, or he had plans"
"Maybe" Sakura muttered as she looked up at her. "But I doubt it"
"He may have his reasons you never know"
"I guess but, oh Hinata what do I do?"
"Hmm well I think you should just wait till Sasuke makes the next move" Hinata suggested. "See what he says, seeing as you have made your feelings clear"
"But I have been waiting forever, I just don't know if I can anymore"
"Do you want to give up?" she asked.
"No I don't, but I can't go on like this"
"I know"
"My heart can't take much more"
"It's your decision Sakura"
"I can't do it anymore; I have to know the truth"
"Then ask him" Hinata said firmly.
"I can't" she cried as Hinata patted her on the back.
"Its ok I understand"
"You do"
"More than you know" Hinata laughed as Sakura managed a weak smile.
"So you're…" Hinata asked awaiting an answer.
"I'll just wait and see" Sakura said firmly.
"Really" Hinata asked.
"Yes but if nothing happens then its over" Sakura replied as Hinata nodded.
"So if nothing happens you're going to…"
"Let him go yes" Sakura finished for her. "For my sake as well as his"
A/N: Hope you enjoyed that chapter and please review with you comments. Oh and tI need some help. Originally that was going to be the second last chapter and the next one was going to be the last one when they officially end up together so do you think I should:
1) Have the next chapter as the end and leave it their
2) Write a few more chapters about their relationship and how it grows. You know like follow theor relationship a bit further and watch how it develops and stuff.
Please tell me your answers and if I don't hear anything back then I will just make the next chapter the ending like I had planned.
Now for some unpleasant news. In two days I leave to go to Queensland to spend Christmas with my grandparents for two weeks and while I'm allowed to take my laptop, so I can still write chapters, I will have no internet. I will try my best to find a library and use their services to update but if I can't, which is very possible, then I wont be able to update till the 28th of January when I return. So sorry to do this all to you and I hope you forgive me. Once again I'm really sorry.