Loser
Based on Tsukiko Amano's song Tsuki
Renji walked down the hallway to his room. He had just came back from arresting Rukia. He slammed his door shut and heard a picture fall from his wall. He walked over and picked it up.
He smiled a small smile, it was a picture he and Rukia took when they entered the academy. He remember how the ended up there.
Silver rain is fallingMy sighs come out white
The bright future we talked aboutBecomes empty
He heard her voice clear as day, "Renji, if we become shinigami, we could live better lives. We can leave here." He sighed, life was easy just stealing food and laughing with your friends.
From the gap between the concrete buildingsI thought of the city I lived in with you
Renji sat down on his bed, rain began to fall. He was pissed he had to get her. Pissed that she was going to get her sentence of death any day now. He wished he had stopped her that day, not letting her go to the Kuchiki's.
LoserI wish the moon, stuck in the folds of my distorted heartWould berate me
He set the picture down and began to think back on how life would have been if she was with him now, and not in some jail cell listening to the same rain. He would be smiling and laughing, possible being beat up by the girl he spent most of his life with.
GlaringI wish the night, full of the dreams that rusted and fell offWould shine on me
The rain falling on my raised chinThe curves of the waning moon
He picked the picture up once again and shook his head off all thoughts, he needed a clear head when he would have to hear about her death sentence. He didn't want to get all emotional when Taichou came.
LoserIf I stay surrounded by this crowd of cheerful adultsI'll probably get dirtyGlaring
He never meant for any of this, he just wanted a happy life with her, and maybe tell her that he truly loved her and wanted to be more that that stray dog that followed her. He would damn himself to death from a hollow if he could have the chance to make things right, her not being in jail and her being free.
I thought if I held out my hand I'd reach, but…
Loser