OK EVERYONE, I KNOWS ITS BEEN A LONG TIME. I MEAN A WHOLE 2 DAYS! WHAT WAS I THINKING? SO I AM ABSOLULEY IN AWE OF 'NEW MOON'. I LOVE IT. I ALMOST FELT SORRY FOR JACOB A LIL BIT. ROBERT PATTINSON IS SO GORGEOUS. MMM ALL OF MY SWEET DREAMS ABOUT THAT MAN WILL COME OUT IN THIS STORY. WELL IN A FEW CHAPTERS AT LEAST. AND AGAIN… ON WITH THE STORY.

I was a little giddy, like a little school girl when her crush talks to her for the first time. Bella is going to give me a chance. When she called and I heard the tears in her voice, I felt my heart break a little more. I thought she was going to tell me that she didn't want to see me and stop trying. But instead I felt like I was floating. She wanted to talk to me, and instead of saying everything on the phone, she wanted me to come over. I was halfway out the door when she said she wanted me to come over. There was this little skip in my step that has never been there before.

When I got in my car I called my mom to let her know the good news, but by the fifth ring she didn't answer. Knowing her, she's probably out buying a baseball bat to hit me with the next time she sees me. I feel really bad for springing that news on her when I wasn't even sure if she was pregnant or not. I have never heard her go from perfect mother to ravenous mother bear so fast in my life. I am not ashamed to admit it that I am terrified of my mom. She was never mean or hit me, even if I did deserve it, but she always had this look. She made sure that you knew she was serious and listened when she was telling you something. I can't wait to see what she is like when she is a grandma.

I finally pulled up in front of Bella's apartment building getting the feeling like I can't wait until I can see her. I have been feeling like that ever since I saw her the night at the club. My heart starts beating fast, and I feel a smile creep across my face. As soon as I get to her door, I get a little light headed; her smell is coming through the door, assaulting my senses. I hear footsteps as I knock on the door, and the door flies open in my face.

"Hi." She says shyly.

"Hey." Bella grabbed my hand and pulled me into her living room and abruptly stopped. She turned around and threw herself into my arms crying uncontrollably.

"Hey, B, just breathe, we can get through this." I said trying to calm her down. Her body was shacking with her hard sobs, and it was scaring my just a little bit. "I will always be here for you." I was rubbing her back trying to get her to take a deep breath.

"How do you know, we barely even know each other. Do you know my last name, or even my birthday? I know nothing about you, and you are going to be the father of my baby? What the hell did we get ourselves into?" She said trying to calm herself down. But when she looked up she looked pissed like I was going to get hit.

"We have almost nine months to get to know each other, and yes I do know about you. We talked at the club, you are Bella Swan, your birthday is September 13th, you just graduated from the University of Washington for Business Management, and you love your two best friends, Alice and Rosalie, who you are opening a salon with. You are feisty and know how to take care of yourself, but right now I want to take care of you!" I said with such conviction it surprised me. I guess she really did change me. I have never wanted to take care of a woman before.

"You know generally, but you don't know me. That I can't stand the smell of vinegar, I have never been afraid of a movie since I was five, that I love to read, and when I love someone I do it with all of me. And yes I am terrified by having a baby; I already love our little Peanut so much!" There were some tears just leaking out from the corners of her eyes, it broke me.

I sat on the couch and pulled her onto my lap, "Bella, when you said that you were pregnant, I was ecstatic. I never saw myself excited about being a dad before, and now that I am I want to be here for you for everything. One day I want to be a family with you, but I am going to work my way to that. I am going to make you love me." Well where the hell did that come from. I knew I had feelings for her, but I don't think I have even admitted to myself my feelings for her. My subconscious must be trying to tell me something.

Bella put her head on my shoulder and just relaxed. I gently pushed her shirt up and put my hand on her stomach. "Hey little Peanut," I said rubbing my hand in little circles on her stomach. "I'm your daddy, and by the time you get out here, I promise you, we will all be a family." I started smiling when I said 'daddy'. I looked up at Bella, and I felt horrible, she had more tears falling down her face. I took her off my lap and stood up disgusted with myself.

"Where are you going?" she sounded panicked.

I ran my hand through my hair nervous at how she was going to take this. "All I am making you do is cry. I really want this with you, more than you know, but I don't want to hurt you!"

"What are you bipolar or an idiot!" well that got my attention. "I am pregnant, meaning hormonal you ass!" she ran up to me and jumped in my arms and wrapped her legs around my waist. I quickly and conveniently had to put my hands on her ass to keep her up. Her fingers were massaging my scalp, I could purr. "I want all of that too, we have plenty of time to get to know each other." She whispered in my ear.

"Then what did I say to make you cry? I never want to do that again." I said looking up into her eyes.

"You talking to our baby, it just felt right, like we have been together for awhile." The most beautiful blush going across her face, made me smile.

"Well we haven't been together for awhile, but we will be together. And our baby will know both of us, because Peanut will be with both of us all the time." I said with the biggest shit eating grin on my face.

"You're pretty sure of yourself."

"Oh I am baby, we are in this together!" I started spinning her around and laid her on the couch gently. Her legs still on either side of me, I leaned over her face. She was still giggling when I got a serious expression on my face. "Can I kiss you?"

"Well you're going to do it anyway. And how do you think our little Peanut got here?"

I put my hand on her cheek, and smiled. "Speaking of Peanut, when are we going to the doctors?" I felt her hands go up my back and play with the hair at the bottom of my neck.

"In about…" she lifted my arm and checked my watch. "half an hour and what do you mean we?"

"I told you before we are in this together…" I put emphasis on the word together, seeing how she wasn't in this alone, leaning down and kissing her lips gently. "And when I mean together, I mean doctors, shopping, decorating and just to throw a little bit of manliness, I will even be right next to you at your baby shower.

"You don't have to do that, you know baby showers are just a woman thing. All they do is sit around and giggle about cute little shoes, and dresses if it's a girl or how cute the little over all are if it's a boy! All the guys stay at home to drink beer and watch the game because that's the manly thing to do!" by the time she was done I thought she was going to giggle herself to death. But her laugh was infectious, and I couldn't help but laugh too!

"Ok, well that might be other men, but this is me! And I want to be there for my little Peanut and my girlfriend!"

Well damn that shut her up.

"Girlfriend?" she squeaked out.

"Yeah I want this more than you could know. But we don't have time to talk about this right now. We have to get to the doctors!" I kissed her soft lips before getting up and getting my phone out and calling my dad.

"Hello?" Gosh my dad is so full of himself.

"Hey who is the best…" I coughed trying to make sure Bella doesn't hear me. "Um female doctor, in Seattle?" Dammit Bella heard; I could hear her soft giggles come from behind me.

"Go to Dr. Black, undoubtedly the best in town. Wait a minute and I can get you the number!" He sounded really excited. I guess that his perspective at being a grandfather is really getting to him. He gave me the number and I quickly called and made an appointment for about a half an hour, and that gave us just enough time to get there.

We flew through traffic, and while Bella was yelling at me to 'slow the fuck down' we got there just in the nick of time.

"See if I would have actually gone the speed limit, which is just up for a reference, then we would have been late!" I exclaimed after she slapped my chest when she got out of the car.

"Are you sure you want this fucking baby because the way you were driving, you obviously wanted to kill me too!" there was some grumbling under her breath about being a 'fucking asshole' or 'he says the stop signs with the white outline are the optional ones, what an ass! They all have the fucking white outlines' but I didn't hear anything else after her first tirade, I can't believe she would even let that thought slip through her brain, didn't I just get done telling her that they were the most important things to me.

I grabbed her shoulders and almost felt like shaking her, "Bella, please never, never say that again." I said pleading with her in my eyes, "I don't know how many times I could possibly tell you this, you two are the most important things in my life now!" I saw the tears gather in her eyes, and break down in body racking sobs.

"I…I'm ss….ssoorrryy…"She laid her head in my chest and I instantly felt like shit.

Great I made her cry… again.

"No B, I am sorry, I shouldn't have driven like that." Lifting her face with my finger under her chin, I lightly kissed her lips. "I will drive safer with you in my car, I promise." Her lips are just too inviting to not keep kissing them. Even though we are in the middle of the parking garage, I didn't care if anyone saw us, I wanted everyone to know that they knew that they were mine now.

"NO," she yelled, "You need to drive safer when you are driving period. You say that we are in this together, but if you kill yourself then I would have to do it myself," she started to ramble on and I couldn't get a word in at all so I didn't the next best thing, I kissed her again.

"You won't have too, I promise to drive safer, period." I kissed her one last time lingering. I could tell she wanted to make it a little bit more, but we didn't have time, and this wasn't the place.

We walked into the doctor's office and I instantly regretted it, "EDWARD!" I heard a squeal come from behind the counter. I tried not to look at Bella but she just gave me a furious look.

She knew.

"Hi Jess." I tried to turn around but she got up and started rambling on and on.

"I haven't heard from you in a long time. We always have fun when we hang out…" I tuned her out and looked at Bella with pleading eyes.

"Excuse me, can I get my papers for my appointment?" she gave Jess a look that could kill.

"Oh sure," she handed Bella the clip board and turned back to me. "So Eddie, what brings you here, I mean you are in a gynecologist office, and I know that you don't need one?" She tried to give me a sexy smile but it just made me want to puke now.

"Well Bella here is my girlfriend, and she's pregnant." I was so relieved that, that was out. I wrapped my arms around Bella's waist and smiled.

But obviously that didn't help. "Oh I thought I was your girlfriend, that's what you said the last time we were together. And then I just didn't hear from you in like a month and a half." I felt Bella tense up in my arms.

Shit she was pissed. If she was thinking what I was, Jess and I had sex the night before Bella and I did.

I felt Bella pinch my hand and I let go of her and she went over and sat down in a chair to fill out her papers.

"Jess please, we are over, Bella and I are going to have a baby, don't call or talk to me."I said walking away to sit next to my real girlfriend.

"Bella please don't listen to her…" she cut me off by throwing her clip board at me and walking to the bathroom.

I decided that she can just cool off because I needed to cool off myself. Jess just ruined the nice ten whole minutes in between crying jags that I seem to be giving her all the time. I filled out as much of her information I could and took it up to the counter and handed it to the other receptionist.

"Do you have your wife's insurance card?"

"Um well she is my girlfriend." I got out my card and gave it to the lady.

That's when Bella decided to come in. I looked at her face and saw no evidence of crying so I was slightly relived.

"Bella…" She waved her hand in my face, and went searching through her purse. "What are you looking for?"

"My insurance card." She said still not looking at me. "You don't have too, I gave her mine. I figured that with all the shit I have put you through lately it's the least I could do."

"Are you looking for me to gratful? Because if you want it, go as Jess." She growled her name at the end. I am so sick of this shit.

"No, I am taking care of you." I just turned around and waited for her name to be called. Finally five minutes later, we were on way back to the room.

"Bella if you want to take off your pants and underwear and you can cover yourself up" the nurse pointed to the scrap of cloth on the table. "Then Dr. Black will be into see you."

"Thank you." She smiled at the nurse and scowled at me.

"I am staying here through all of it. Plus I have already seen you naked so get used to it." I was beyond all of these hormones.

"Fine!" she huffed and started to undress. The way she was doing it had me hard instantly. This was so not the time. When I heard the paper crinkle I turned around.

"Bella…" I walked straight to her and kissed her. "Please baby, I am sorry, you are going to see my mistakes gradually. I will give you a list of the girls I have been with, give you my speeding record, and let you pay for some of the bill for this, but you have to see, you have changed me. Please try to forgive me." I tried to give her my 'come hither' eyes; she just smiled and kissed me back.

"I expect those papers later today!" she said smiling. We were doing this light kissing, neither of us wanting to take it deeper. I could feel the love coming off of us in waves. Her lips were so soft that I didn't want to let her go. I heard the door knob turn and we broke apart.

My spidey senses must have been tingling because I turned around to see the biggest guy I have ever seen. OH HELL NO!!!