Kitty: Hey guys again I'm so sorry for not updating I was working on it for a bit and then well something else happened and now I'm in another depression and it's been taking me awhile to get out of it. Not to mention I seem to be having a tough time at life and trying to get through my college and work without actually failing and then dealing with family affairs and some more personal things that I really don't feel like talking about. Although I do have one question. If you have lost someone important to you is it usually around the holiday's cuz that's what it seems like for me so far I've lost like 5 members of my family over the last 6 years all around the holidays. Seems weird huh I thought so too but well apparently not since it's five people all around three to four days before those important family holidays. Any way hopefully sometime soon I can get out of this depression induced writer's block and get back into my writing habbits. I haven't even written a word in months and am now just realizing. I apologize to all the people still reading this fic I really am trying. I also updated and put up what I had and well hopefully that will somewhat make up for my long abscent and my most likely long update. Sorry