Disclaimer: See last chapter

~ Chapter Nine ~

"Yeah I will grab something now, hang on, lemme look." Sonny looked behind her to make sure her mum isn't looking or listening as she walks into the bathroom and looks in the medicine cabinet.

"Here we are! These should work." She giggles,

"Yeah, I will be there soon, speak then." She hung up and turned around, pills in hand as she grins to herself at the thought of them being able to get her and her friends high.

"What are you doing?" Connie grabbed her daughters arm as she tried to walk out of the bathroom, just shaking her head,

"Nothing, now get off me." She muttered, pulling away from her and trying to walk past the angry woman. But before she knew it her mother grabbed the pills and pinned her up against the wall behind her, she cries out in pain but Connie ignores her, and Sonny can just see the anger in her eyes.. the hate.

"Get off me!" She screams, ignoring the tears falling down her pale face as she grits her teeth and tries to get away from him,

"You're not going anywhere, especially not with them." She points towards the pills that were now scattered all over the floor and Sonny started to cry again, forcing the woman off her,

"Please let me go." She can feel her own anger rushing through her,

"Just leave me alone!" She screeches, pushing her mother as hard as she can and running out of the door.

~ .. ~

"Hey! Got anything for me baby?" Sonny grinned as she ran up to Simon, red eyed and shaking, watching as he reached into his pockets as he leaned in to kiss her on the lips.

"I will be paying you in cash today." Sonny whispers, handing him some money, ignoring the disappointment on his face when he counts it, giving her a lot in return. Sonny nods and runs back over to April, without even saying goodbye.

She felt numb, she couldn't feel anything. But she knew she was scared, so scared. She just wanted it to be like it was before but it was too late now and nothing could ever be the same again, she would never be the same person. And as much as she wishes she could be, she knew it was impossible.

Sonny sighed as she walked,

"I don't want to go back home for a while." She says to her,

"You can stay with me." April beamed as Sonny thought about Tawni and the amazing sleepovers they used to have. It would never be like that with April, it wasn't that type of friendship.

Sonny didn't go home for another sixteen days.

~ Sonny ~

My pale face, tires eyes, shaking hands and sudden weight loss immediately gave away where I had been and who I had been with.

Connie just shook her head at me when I finally got the courage to walk into the house.

I crawled into my bedroom, immediately lighting some pot and smoking it before my eyes closed and I fell asleep.