Here's part 10!

I am extremely sorry for taking this long in updating… I have absolutely no excuse. The whole story is basically planned out in my head, but for some weird reason I've been having some serious writers-block, and well… :(! I'll try to get back on track soon.

This part is rather angsty, but I still hope you enjoy it!

Sebastian had been distant after that day. They barely spoke in the hallways, and he was always busy when she wanted to go to his house. The truth was completely different; Sebastian was scared of what they had, or didn't have. Being near Lorraine was harder and harder as time passed by. Another problem was what they had agreed on, it was nothing. Sadly, for both of them, it was more. But they were not going to tell the other. They couldn't even admit it to themselves out loud.

"I missed you at my locker today."

"I was… doing something else."

"Oh… And what about tomorrow night? Maybe we can do something… I mean if you're free."

"I have homework and other stuff to do; it's going to be impossible."

"Why are you avoiding me?"

For the first time since they started talking, Sebastian looked at her. "I'm not."

"You weren't so busy before, is there something wrong?"

"No."

"Then…"

"I didn't do anything during that time, and now I'm a little behind with deadlines… I'll let you know if we can get together some other day."

"And by some other day you mean never."

Sebastian looked at her; a part of his brain said 'Screw homework and school, let's do this,' while the other part simply said 'Run.'

"I don't know."

With a shrug he picked up his backpack, and walked away. Lorraine remembered their short conversation and realized that if she wanted a good answer, she'll have to see him alone. He was supposed to be doing homework in his house the next day in the afternoon, so Lorraine decided to stop by and confront him again.

Lorraine came into the backdoor of Sebastian's house. She knew it was always unlocked during the day, and that his parents were not home. She really needed to know what was going on, and being alone with him was the best way of getting information. She heard noises from upstairs, Sebastian was there. She climbed the stairs quietly and stood in front of his door. Lorraine finally heard it: Voices; more than one, both masculine. She opened the door, and found a very interesting sight.

Sebastian was leaning over a guy in his bed, a very naked guy. And Sebastian was close to being naked too. The guy rose slightly as Sebastian sunk his mouth deeper in him. "Sebastian…" he whispered when he saw her standing at the door. Sebastian made him cry in pleasure as he sunk him back in the mattress. "Sebastian, there's someone at the door!" He managed to say between moans. The guy covered himself as Sebastian turned around, his lips red and swollen.

"Lorraine…"

"That was quite a show. Please, don't stop." Sarcasm was pouring from her voice.

"What are you doing here?" The guy in the bed was pale, and Sebastian's glare was furious.

"I needed to talk to you… But I guess it doesn't matter anymore." She started going down the stairs quickly.

"No…" He stopped her when she attempted to leave the house.

"What do you want?"

"Let me explain!"

"Explain what? I think I understand enough."

"Why did you want to talk to me?"

"Because you were avoiding me! Now I realize you just wanted to keep me away while you fucked with this guy."

"It's not like that!"

"Then show me the freaking light!"

"We had nothing! We agreed on that! You can't just show up and tell me that I'm doing something wrong." All the things he had been holding inside for so long were starting to escape.

"You could have at least told me…"

"I owe you nothing!" Why are you even doing this? You like her!

"Fine! You owe me nothing! I get it. You just wanted to fuck me and since I didn't allow you to do so, you looked for someone else!"

"I didn't want to just fuck you and go away! We're friends…"

"Yeah, right…"

"I mean it!"

"Screw you, Sebastian."

"Fine, leave!" He was so upset that he continued talking without thinking. "I always knew that we had been meaningless for you."

"Meaningless? Are you insane?"

"I know it didn't mean anything…"

Lorraine stepped closer to him. "Do you really think that it was meaningless? That I was just doing this because I just wanted to 'have a good time'? You're so wrong…"

"Am I?"

"Why do you think I did it?"

He didn't quite understand why he was so mad. "Because of Kurt. He probably told you to keep me away from Blaine at any cost, and this was your brilliant idea…"

Slap!

This time the slap was harder than the first time. When Sebastian finally looked at her, Lorraine was crying. They held each other's looks for a few seconds until she stormed off, leaving him alone. Sebastian couldn't even remember or believe what had just happened. He only knew he will regret it eventually.